Kyoshi Frost Wolf

I think I should apply for Poniverse staff. I don't know why, it just seems like it is reeeeeeeeaaaaaaally easy to get a position. This is just what I have noticed.

Got the daily reminder that I am a worthless f*ck out of the way early today I guess. Sure, my entire mood for the day is completely ruined but at least that is out of the way now. It will happen again though, many times.

The tears are flowing freely tonight...I watched a video that relaly has me thinking and....I truly feel like I have lost who I was, even just a year ago. I want that back, so much.

I nominate 'Celebrity Avatar Day' for 'Dumbest Event of the Year'. Easily. There is already enough celebrity worship in America as is.

I have added a few new things if anypony wants to check them out: http://mlpforums.com/topic/71737-vectors-wallpapers-and-other-stuff-i-have-done/

So I should have about 3 or 4 new things done. A banner, two wallpapers, maybe a vector. I still don't know if I want to upload yet.

Just woke up a bit ago. Bleh. Not sure what I am doing today.

I want to be sleeping, but I am not, obviously. Just browsing the web until I fall asleep. So good morning for now I suppose.

Tell me something positive. Positivity is a good thing correct?

Once again, my dad always knows how to ruin any possible good mood that I could have.

Got me a new tablet as a secondary device. Android for 79$, not bad so far. Seems worth it so far. Also, new banner might be done finally, despite my indecision problem.

Today is another mostly pointless day as far as I know.

My indecisiveness strikes again. Do this? Do that? Add this? Remove that? Good enough? Horrible? I never know.

Trying to think of what else to add to my new banner...I think it looks pretty decent so far. Also, time for beef stew.

Huh, so was the 'ignoring keeps people from commenting on statuses thing' implemented? Or am I just confused? That would be neato if it was. Still, not sure if it was. On another note, I want dark chocolate.

Truly I only have one fear with season 4 and it isn't even in the show directly. It is the extremely nitpicky and negative ones in the fandom that I have little anticipation for,

Well, my day is essentially ruined. No surprise there.

Woo, another vector done.

My brain is weird. No matter how much I do, say, in regards to banners, vectors and whatever else, I still feel useless overall and have a need to do more, just to feel important (as one of the major reason). Then the cycle just repeats. I am dumb.

I want today to go good...At least going without a bad mood spike for once. Won't happen, but one can dream. I want to do something as well that *should* happen, but my hopes are not high, as per usual. Also, I want to sleep, but I am not tired.

The bad mood returns. Fighting it off is pretty pointless really, it will always win in the end.

Well, there was a tornado warning but it did nothing. We are getting a good storm though. It is nice. Beyond that, my life is still boring.

Two things: 1. Tornado watches out for my area. Yep. 2. Working on a new banner. Going to keep that a surprise.

I can't seem to get in a good mood at all today....

I love how EA holds betas just to advertise their game, when all the beta does really is push me away from it.