private To Live Vicariously (1x1 with Techno Universal)

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Just now, Techno Universal said:

JO: Well to be honest I've only ever cried like that during the depression attacks I've had. Plus Muffin is purring with you now! She must really like you now plus I could come over tomorrow as I've got nothing on tomorrow. Plus I could even maybe spend the whole day with you as otherwise I would be sitting here on my own waching YouTube and browsing the internet all day with nothing better to do! Plus I wonder what exactly you went through in your past? I'm very knowledgeable about how the human mental system works and I'll be able to see exactly what's going on in your head to cause the pains.

Scarlet continued to hug the now purring Muffin "Well you see..I was..." she looked down and sighs "John, I don't want you to leave me because of this, it's very serious but you should know, I..I've been raped..a couple of times, and bashed" she says softly "That and because I had been bullied since primary school, I have bad depression and anxiety. I u-used to cut myself..a lot"

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8 minutes ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet continued to hug the now purring Muffin "Well you see..I was..." she looked down and sighs "John, I don't want you to leave me because of this, it's very serious but you should know, I..I've been raped..a couple of times, and bashed" she says softly "That and because I had been bullied since primary school, I have bad depression and anxiety. I u-used to cut myself..a lot"

JO: Well really now that you've mentioned it I literally can't believe you've been raped. It's just such a disturbing thing for people to rape others and your a victim of it! Anyways in primary school there was this kid called Kai and he was mentally messed up as he had a gang of friends that he had brainwashed to obey his commands. Plus I was brutally beaten up a number of times by Kai's gang plus at one point Kai was even sneaking out of the school grounds during Lunch and he would walk up the street to homes that won't locked and he would literally steal people's wallets and try to give the wallet contents out to other kids. Though he was quickly dobd in when he was giving out the stolen money plus eventually Kai was finely expelled from the school. Plus even when I had anger tantrums back in primary school I would often do self harm to myself like I once almost knocked myself out when I slammed my head on the hard concrete ground outside as hard as I could. Plus now I'm able to defend myself as I'm very strong physically so I really could protect you in the situation where someone attempts to take you while we're out in public. Plus anxiety has always been hitting me hard but I've been able to take it better in recent years.  

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Just now, Techno Universal said:

JO: Well really now that you've mentioned it I literally can't believe you've been raped. It's just such a disturbing thing for people to rape others and your a victim of it! Anyways in primary school there was this kid called Kai and he was mentally messed up as he had a gang of friends that he had brainwashed to obey his commands. Plus I was brutally beaten up a number of times by Kai's gang plus at one point Kai was even sneaking out of the school grounds during Lunch and he would walk up the street to homes that won't locked and he would literally steal people's wallets and try to give the wallet contents out to other kids. Though he was quickly dobd in when he was giving out the stolen money plus eventually Kai was finely expelled from the school. Plus even when I had anger tantrums back in primary school I would often do self harm to myself like I once almost knocked myself out when I slammed my head on the hard concrete ground outside as hard as I could. Plus now I'm able to defend myself as I'm very strong physically so I really could protect you in the situation where someone attempts to take you while we're out in public. Plus anxiety has always been hitting me hard but I've been able to take it better in recent years.  

Scarlet nods and hugs him "It hurt, a lot, and I felt so alone, but now..I have you and just being with you here, I don't feel so alone or scared" she then hears a small meow from Muffin and kisses her nose "You too Muffin kitty, you help as well" she giggles and cuddles the both of them, before she looks to his door and notices his mother standing there and eeps, nearly falling off the bed in surprise.

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Just now, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet nods and hugs him "It hurt, a lot, and I felt so alone, but now..I have you and just being with you here, I don't feel so alone or scared" she then hears a small meow from Muffin and kisses her nose "You too Muffin kitty, you help as well" she giggles and cuddles the both of them, before she looks to his door and notices his mother standing there and eeps, nearly falling off the bed in surprise.

MOM: Okay John I just arrived home finally after that function I had to attend. Plus dad told me about your new girlfriend here and apparently her name is Scarlet!

 

JO: Well to be honest me and Scarlet are literally mostly identical mentally! Like I've finally found someone who's the same as me!

 

MOM: How exciting that your finally in your first relationship! Anyways it looks like you two have that blanket wrapped around you like a cocoon!

 

JO: Yeah she really loves my blanket here!

 

MOM: How nice! Anyways I'll go off and work on dinner now plus maybe Scarlet could join us for dinner!

 

JO: Yeah that would be a good idea!

 

John's mom then walked off down the stairs...

 

JO: Anyways Scarlet finally both of us are not alone anymore! Plus with me here your future will be safe and highly successful and positive! 

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Just now, Techno Universal said:

MOM: Okay John I just arrived home finally after that function I had to attend. Plus dad told me about your new girlfriend here and apparently her name is Scarlet!

 

JO: Well to be honest me and Scarlet are literally mostly identical mentally! Like I've finally found someone who's the same as me!

 

MOM: How exciting that your finally in your first relationship! Anyways it looks like you two have that blanket wrapped around you like a cocoon!

 

JO: Yeah she really loves my blanket here!

 

MOM: How nice! Anyways I'll go off and work on dinner now plus maybe Scarlet could join us for dinner!

 

JO: Yeah that would be a good idea!

 

John's mom then walked off down the stairs...

 

JO: Anyways Scarlet finally both of us are not alone anymore! Plus with me here your future will be safe and highly successful and positive! 

Scarlet nods as she corrects herself and picks Muffin up again "Y-yeah, sorry about that, I didn't expect your mum to be at the door" she says and cuddles both John and Muffin "so fluffy" she says softly and looks up at John "I-I hope so, my mummy and daddy are..they're good to me, but the thing is they don't like I spend so much time at home"

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17 minutes ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet nods as she corrects herself and picks Muffin up again "Y-yeah, sorry about that, I didn't expect your mum to be at the door" she says and cuddles both John and Muffin "so fluffy" she says softly and looks up at John "I-I hope so, my mummy and daddy are..they're good to me, but the thing is they don't like I spend so much time at home"

JO: Yeah that's probably why you're childhood life was a lot worse than mine and it was because you're parents were never home to help you! While my parents were always at home when they could as they knew they always had to be there for me! Anyways I'm probably really fluffy wearing this blanket cape!

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Just now, Techno Universal said:

JO: Yeah that's probably why you're childhood life was a lot worse than mine and it was because you're parents were never home to help you! While my parents were always at home when they could as they knew they always had to be there for me! Anyways I'm probably really fluffy wearing this blanket cape!

Scarlet shakes her head "No, it isn't like that, my parents were always there for me, but sometimes it was just too much for them" she says and looks down and snuggles him "It's just after the first time I was bashed and raped, it took me months up to a year to want to leave the house by myself again"

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1 minute ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet shakes her head "No, it isn't like that, my parents were always there for me, but sometimes it was just too much for them" she says and looks down and snuggles him "It's just after the first time I was bashed and raped, it took me months up to a year to want to leave the house by myself again"

JO: Well really my parents had a real hard time with me but they were so persistent to the point were they would never give up on me so I would never be too much for them to handle. Anyways the incident with that guy rampaging at Hawthorn station back in late 2016 was something I witnessed as I was actually at the station at the time of the incident. The amazing thing is how I was catching the train again to and from school the very next day and that really shows how much of a soldier I can be.

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Just now, Techno Universal said:

JO: Well really my parents had a real hard time with me but they were so persistent to the point were they would never give up on me so I would never be too much for them to handle. Anyways the incident with that guy rampaging at Hawthorn station back in late 2016 was something I witnessed as I was actually at the station at the time of the incident. The amazing thing is how I was catching the train again to and from school the very next day and that really shows how much of a soldier I can be.

Scarlet nodded "I-I heard about that, that is why I decided to finally get my license and a car, so I wouldn't have to worry about that sort of thing" she says and snuggles closer "This is really soft and warm" she says and continues to snuggle both John and Muffin "So I guess Muffin comes in and out of here alot?"

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11 minutes ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet nodded "I-I heard about that, that is why I decided to finally get my license and a car, so I wouldn't have to worry about that sort of thing" she says and snuggles closer "This is really soft and warm" she says and continues to snuggle both John and Muffin "So I guess Muffin comes in and out of here alot?"

JO: Well really Muffin's owner Jenny is always out and about doing the day so she doesn't give much affection to Muffin. So basically Muffin comes over to our house for affection and cuddles! Plus at this time of year my blanket is really nice for keeping me nice and warm but also comforted!

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1 minute ago, Techno Universal said:

JO: Well really Muffin's owner Jenny is always out and about doing the day so she doesn't give much affection to Muffin. So basically Muffin comes over to our house for affection and cuddles! Plus at this time of year my blanket is really nice for keeping me nice and warm but also comforted!

Scarlet nods and smiles as she snuggles closer, resting her head on his shoulder and smiling a bit more as she felt Muffin knead her lap, "She is so soft and fluffy, oh is she allowed to stay in her during the night?"

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1 minute ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet nods and smiles as she snuggles closer, resting her head on his shoulder and smiling a bit more as she felt Muffin knead her lap, "She is so soft and fluffy, oh is she allowed to stay in her during the night?"

JO: Well my parents are usaly not that keen on having Muffin in the house because of all the fur she leaves everywhere. Anyways Muffin dose have to be locked in Jenny's house by 9PM because of the local cat curfew laws so really she can't stay overnight in our house.  

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32 minutes ago, Techno Universal said:

JO: Well my parents are usaly not that keen on having Muffin in the house because of all the fur she leaves everywhere. Anyways Muffin dose have to be locked in Jenny's house by 9PM because of the local cat curfew laws so really she can't stay overnight in our house.  

Scarlet smiles and nods, still hugging the kitty "Well, regardless, I guess I better make the most of when she is in the house" she says and nose kisses Muffin before going back to leaning on John "And yes your fluffy blanket does feel like a kitty"

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3 hours ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet smiles and nods, still hugging the kitty "Well, regardless, I guess I better make the most of when she is in the house" she says and nose kisses Muffin before going back to leaning on John "And yes your fluffy blanket does feel like a kitty"

JO: Yeah I can imagine my blanket feels like that! Plus probably in the future when we're our OCs we would have really soft fur! Plus another fun thing to do would be to go in the backyard with our blankets on during a windy day and maybe we could do that at your place tomorrow as nobody is going to be home except for you most of the day!

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5 hours ago, Techno Universal said:

JO: Yeah I can imagine my blanket feels like that! Plus probably in the future when we're our OCs we would have really soft fur! Plus another fun thing to do would be to go in the backyard with our blankets on during a windy day and maybe we could do that at your place tomorrow as nobody is going to be home except for you most of the day!

Scarlet smiles and nods "Yeah, though my parents will be back after the concert later tomorrow night, so you'll still get to meet them" she says and nuzzles John with a soft smile before hugging Muffin close to her "She really is a friendly kitty, I'm sorry I scared you before Muffin, sweetie"

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6 minutes ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet smiles and nods "Yeah, though my parents will be back after the concert later tomorrow night, so you'll still get to meet them" she says and nuzzles John with a soft smile before hugging Muffin close to her "She really is a friendly kitty, I'm sorry I scared you before Muffin, sweetie"

JO: Yeah it would probably be best for your parents to meet me tomorrow so they can actually get to know me plus they would probably see that I'm no different to you mentally! Anyways Muffin really loves you now and to be honest she actually gets really frisky and hyper active when she's playing with her toy that we got her!

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7 hours ago, Techno Universal said:

JO: Yeah it would probably be best for your parents to meet me tomorrow so they can actually get to know me plus they would probably see that I'm no different to you mentally! Anyways Muffin really loves you now and to be honest she actually gets really frisky and hyper active when she's playing with her toy that we got her!

Scarlet smile sand nods as she snuggles closer to him "Though your parents seem to like me already, which is good, I'm not sure how I would feel or what I would do if they didn't like me, same with Muffin here" she says, burying her face into the kitty's fur and smiles "I'd love to be Celestial in the future, to be a princess like Cadence or Luna"

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4 minutes ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet smile sand nods as she snuggles closer to him "Though your parents seem to like me already, which is good, I'm not sure how I would feel or what I would do if they didn't like me, same with Muffin here" she says, burying her face into the kitty's fur and smiles "I'd love to be Celestial in the future, to be a princess like Cadence or Luna"

JO: Well to be honest my parents are not exactly 100% trustworthy with you yet as in their perspective it's my responsibility to make sure that they can trust you. Anyways by what they've seen they should already have a good perspective of you! Plus really it's my mission to introduce the Troneon society and create equestria plus I would also make myself into my OC Techno then! Anyways could you imagine having your own massive cape that was your own design and it was like five meters long? Like really it would be so nice for me to have a massive navy blue cape that was covered in blue cercit board patterns plus of course the capes would be really soft and warm! 

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37 minutes ago, Techno Universal said:

JO: Well to be honest my parents are not exactly 100% trustworthy with you yet as in their perspective it's my responsibility to make sure that they can trust you. Anyways by what they've seen they should already have a good perspective of you! Plus really it's my mission to introduce the Troneon society and create equestria plus I would also make myself into my OC Techno then! Anyways could you imagine having your own massive cape that was your own design and it was like five meters long? Like really it would be so nice for me to have a massive navy blue cape that was covered in blue cercit board patterns plus of course the capes would be really soft and warm! 

Scarlet smiles and nods as she continues to cuddle up to John "I can understand that, though I am wondering if we should tell your parents about my past or not?" she asks and continues to cuddle Muffin as well, as she always felt comfortable and more at ease while cuddling a animal like a cat or a bunny. She then smiles to John "Mind if I had a play with your Lego collection?" she asks somewhat unsure of what his answer may be.

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13 minutes ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet smiles and nods as she continues to cuddle up to John "I can understand that, though I am wondering if we should tell your parents about my past or not?" she asks and continues to cuddle Muffin as well, as she always felt comfortable and more at ease while cuddling a animal like a cat or a bunny. She then smiles to John "Mind if I had a play with your Lego collection?" she asks somewhat unsure of what his answer may be.

JO: Well my parents would probably be really interested in your past plus that would make them want me to be with you even more! Like they know that I can really help and protect you plus they would want me to really support you and build you up so you can be stronger out in the world! Anyways feel free to play around with my Lego but still just be careful not to break anything! 

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3 hours ago, Techno Universal said:

JO: Well my parents would probably be really interested in your past plus that would make them want me to be with you even more! Like they know that I can really help and protect you plus they would want me to really support you and build you up so you can be stronger out in the world! Anyways feel free to play around with my Lego but still just be careful not to break anything! 

Scarlet giggles as she carries Muffin over to the Lego table, she then sits down with the fluffy kitty in her lap and starts to play with the Lego, quite happily "I guess you are right, it might also be a good idea for them to know, just in case I have another relapse and cut myself again and my parents can't help because of work or they are away on holiday" she says softly, happily making a lot of animals and love hearts out of the Lego.

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7 minutes ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet giggles as she carries Muffin over to the Lego table, she then sits down with the fluffy kitty in her lap and starts to play with the Lego, quite happily "I guess you are right, it might also be a good idea for them to know, just in case I have another relapse and cut myself again and my parents can't help because of work or they are away on holiday" she says softly, happily making a lot of animals and love hearts out of the Lego.

JO: Okay what you are building with the Lego there gives me an idea!

 

John then got a baseplate out and made a Lego pixel art image. It was a light blue square next to a deep purple square and both of them were connected with dark blue cercuit board pattern lines...

 

JO: Now that's exactly how we're connected Scarlet!

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10 hours ago, Techno Universal said:

JO: Okay what you are building with the Lego there gives me an idea!

 

John then got a baseplate out and made a Lego pixel art image. It was a light blue square next to a deep purple square and both of them were connected with dark blue cercuit board pattern lines...

 

JO: Now that's exactly how we're connected Scarlet!

Scarlet smiles and hugs him "That's perfect" she says as she then continues to hug him and Muffin while making her creations "Look, I did my best to make Lego sculptures of our OCs"

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1 minute ago, Celestial Flight said:

Scarlet smiles and hugs him "That's perfect" she says as she then continues to hug him and Muffin while making her creations "Look, I did my best to make Lego sculptures of our OCs"

JO: I thought it would be perfect! Anyways even though the models of our OCs look quite cubic there I would probably still build something extremely similar to that if I was to try and build my OC! Anyways Muffin is interested in the Lego!

 

Muffin was now trying to sniff the Lego and rub herself on it. She was just trying to put her sent on the Lego...

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Just now, Techno Universal said:

JO: I thought it would be perfect! Anyways even though the models of our OCs look quite cubic there I would probably still build something extremely similar to that if I was to try and build my OC! Anyways Muffin is interested in the Lego!

 

Muffin was now trying to sniff the Lego and rub herself on it. She was just trying to put her sent on the Lego...

Scarlet giggles and pets her "Aaw, cute kitty" she says as she picks the kitty up and cuddles her "Muffin your fur is so soft and fluffy" she says and giggles as Muffin licks her nose and purrs loudly "Aaw I think she likes me"