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I am immensely stressed, hooray! 🥳 I've aged another twenty years mentally making eighty now! Mother always finds a way to make a fun experience traumatizing.

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We went to a Cardinals game. Mother was getting confused because she didn't know her way around, so she started getting upset with me. I'm sorry I don't know where we are. Sure, I've been to the building on a field trip in the seventh grade, but that was a different part of it. She's the type of person who gets so angry when she doesn't know something. I always suggest just asking around. That's what helped us and continues to do so. Another thing that's so amazing is when I'm trying to order something (which requires social interaction) she's always pressuring me which makes me fumble and mess up. "Speak up!" she shouts. (I do talk low, but I know when to talk a little louder. I always do when ordering food, but Mother has bad hearing which makes her think everyone else can't hear me..) That makes her even MORE furious! I can't think with her always fuming. Just, beep, Beep, BEEP, BEEP! Turn up the anxiety dial in my mind! Haha, it hits the max and then kaboom!!!! Everybody's looking around just, "what was that? Who's setting off fireworks?" That'd be funny. Oh. Mother always rushes me to do things. Five seconds have passed, I counted. I doubt that is that much time. Why are you so impatient? When we finally got to our seats, she tried to get me to smile in a picture. I was already tired and stressed out from her constant anger. I also cannot smile on command, so she got angry again and rolled her eyes. :p Time passed and it was the seventh..inning? Whatever it is called, I know nothing about baseball. ;-; We left and she asked if I enjoyed it. Oh, yeah, so much. I appreciate the extra touch of pressure you added to our trip. I already have social anxiety. The amount of stress inflicted today is all I'll involuntarily correlate with being in public. One good thing out of this all: I was able to somewhat calm down by thinking about nature, the still, quiet of home, and you all. So, to summarize....today was absolutely, tremendously terrible just like every other adventure! Stats: +100000 Social Anxiety! +10000000000000000....Fear and Stress! -700 Self-Esteem! New High-Score! Achievement Unlocked: "Experience Over Five Terrifically Traumatizing Fun Trips!" Anyway, don't pay this any mind. I'm fine now.

Time to do something that makes me happy: Draw and make everyone else happy! 🥳🎉🎈

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"People get built different. We don't need to figure it out, we just need to respect it." - Princess Bubblegum
 “I don’t think there are bad people. I think good people do bad stuff sometimes, and that’s bad. But if you just do it once, that’s a mistake. And that’s not bad.” – Marceline the Vampire Queen
"Someone pricked their finger, and someone else was stabbed. Just because one injury is more minor doesn't mean you should downplay their pain. Either wound could worsen in condition and they could get sepsis. Pain is pain and it still hurts." – Mea0e679c3dcaedee5aeeb3beae59c24c6(1).gif.3fefdb2319f6d62d4b3bb9be2aa7bb9f.gif

 

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2 minutes ago, EtchASketch said:

I am immensely stressed, hooray! 🥳 I've aged another twenty years mentally making eighty now! Mother always finds a way to make a fun experience traumatizing.

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We went to a Cardinals game. Mother was getting confused because she didn't know her way around, so she started getting upset with me. I'm sorry I don't know where we are. Sure, I've been to the building on a field trip in the seventh grade, but that was a different part of it. She's the type of person who gets so angry when she doesn't know something. I always suggest just asking around. That's what helped us and continues to do so. Another thing that's so amazing is when I'm trying to order something (which requires social interaction) she's always pressuring me which makes me fumble and mess up. "Speak up!" she shouts. (I do talk low, but I know when to talk a little louder. I always do when ordering food, but Mother has bad hearing which makes her think everyone else can't hear me..) That makes her even MORE furious! I can't think with her always fuming. Just, beep, Beep, BEEP, BEEP! Turn up the anxiety dial in my mind! Haha, it hits the max and then kaboom!!!! Everybody's looking around just, "what was that? Who's setting off fireworks?" That'd be funny. Oh. Mother always rushes me to do things. Five seconds have passed, I counted. I doubt that is that much time. Why are you so impatient? When we finally got to our seats, she tried to get me to smile in a picture. I was already tired and stressed out from her constant anger. I also cannot smile on command, so she got angry again and rolled her eyes. :p Time passed and it was the seventh..inning? Whatever it is called, I know nothing about baseball. ;-; We left and she asked if I enjoyed it. Oh, yeah, so much. I appreciate the extra touch of pressure you added to our trip. I already have social anxiety. The amount of stress inflicted today is all I'll involuntarily correlate with being in public. One good thing out of this all: I was able to somewhat calm down by thinking about nature, the still, quiet of home, and you all. So, to summarize....today was absolutely, tremendously terrible just like every other adventure! Stats: +100000 Social Anxiety! +10000000000000000....Fear and Stress! -700 Self-Esteem! New High-Score! Achievement Unlocked: "Experience Over Five Terrifically Traumatizing Fun Trips!" Anyway, don't pay this any mind. I'm fine now.

Time to do something that makes me happy: Draw and make everyone else happy! 🥳🎉🎈

Oh man I HATE being told to smile for pics, it's like they assume I'm automatically happy enough to flash a smile, or when we're doing cool stuff, it's like enough with the pictures, let the fun begin already. 

Wonder if Cassie from Fnaf ever has to worry about things like this...mayhaps, Gregory DO be a bit of a buttmunch.

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6 hours ago, Bairro M Vagrant said:

Me, too. I always have an urge to hurt others physically when face to face socialize, that makes me nervous:ajsleepy:

Tell yourself you are savouring that sweet, sweet release of violence for Sketch's mum. :squee:

PSA: Hey! Hey abusers!

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I feel tired despite sleeping extra yesterday. And already up to my BS early. :oh_golly:

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13 minutes ago, Raskolnikov said:

PSA: Hey! Hey abusers!

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Your very own Dawn of War post, I have trained you well. mlp-tscrunchy.png.77f37330fe0c673d16385e3b343df6c6.png

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I'm very tired because I'm still awake when I really shouldn't be.

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3 hours ago, Bairro M Vagrant said:

I wouldn't think so, her mother after all, it's up to Sketch herself:rddetermined:

*nods solemnly.* Yes, you speak high wisdom...

Sketch... you know what to do. There is only one way. It's time.

4 hours ago, Acinonyx said:

Your very own Dawn of War post, I have trained you well. mlp-tscrunchy.png.77f37330fe0c673d16385e3b343df6c6.png

I should have made it my email signature when I told the cretin that when *I* state that I'm leaving *I* keep my promises.

But I guess he was already 6ft under without the extra input. :oh_golly:

 

I'm feeling sciatica pain... :fluttershyouch:

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2 hours ago, Raskolnikov said:

*nods solemnly.* Yes, you speak high wisdom...

Sketch... you know what to do. There is only one way. It's time.

What. (⁠●⁠´⁠⌓⁠`⁠●⁠)

2 hours ago, Raskolnikov said:

I should have made it my email signature when I told the cretin that when *I* state that I'm leaving *I* keep my promises.

But I guess he was already 6ft under without the extra input. :oh_golly:

 

I'm feeling sciatica pain... :fluttershyouch:

Owie, I hope you feel better really, really, reaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy soon Raskolnikov! :comforting-hug:

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"People get built different. We don't need to figure it out, we just need to respect it." - Princess Bubblegum
 “I don’t think there are bad people. I think good people do bad stuff sometimes, and that’s bad. But if you just do it once, that’s a mistake. And that’s not bad.” – Marceline the Vampire Queen
"Someone pricked their finger, and someone else was stabbed. Just because one injury is more minor doesn't mean you should downplay their pain. Either wound could worsen in condition and they could get sepsis. Pain is pain and it still hurts." – Mea0e679c3dcaedee5aeeb3beae59c24c6(1).gif.3fefdb2319f6d62d4b3bb9be2aa7bb9f.gif

 

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5 minutes ago, EtchASketch said:

What. (⁠●⁠´⁠⌓⁠`⁠●⁠)

Owie, I hope you feel better really, really, reaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy soon Raskolnikov! :comforting-hug:

Don't worry, it usually goes away after I rest my back for a bit... I have an appointment with a physiotherapist in a couple weeks to fix the problem, I have 3 slightly slipped discs. x_x

3 minutes ago, Bairro M Vagrant said:

Filly, don't give him compassion! He's evil:mlp_okiedokieloki:, can't you see that?!

YOU LITTLE TERRORIST NO ONE ASKED!!!!! :Cozy:

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12 hours ago, EtchASketch said:

I am immensely stressed, hooray! 🥳 I've aged another twenty years mentally making eighty now! Mother always finds a way to make a fun experience traumatizing.

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We went to a Cardinals game. Mother was getting confused because she didn't know her way around, so she started getting upset with me. I'm sorry I don't know where we are. Sure, I've been to the building on a field trip in the seventh grade, but that was a different part of it. She's the type of person who gets so angry when she doesn't know something. I always suggest just asking around. That's what helped us and continues to do so. Another thing that's so amazing is when I'm trying to order something (which requires social interaction) she's always pressuring me which makes me fumble and mess up. "Speak up!" she shouts. (I do talk low, but I know when to talk a little louder. I always do when ordering food, but Mother has bad hearing which makes her think everyone else can't hear me..) That makes her even MORE furious! I can't think with her always fuming. Just, beep, Beep, BEEP, BEEP! Turn up the anxiety dial in my mind! Haha, it hits the max and then kaboom!!!! Everybody's looking around just, "what was that? Who's setting off fireworks?" That'd be funny. Oh. Mother always rushes me to do things. Five seconds have passed, I counted. I doubt that is that much time. Why are you so impatient? When we finally got to our seats, she tried to get me to smile in a picture. I was already tired and stressed out from her constant anger. I also cannot smile on command, so she got angry again and rolled her eyes. :p Time passed and it was the seventh..inning? Whatever it is called, I know nothing about baseball. ;-; We left and she asked if I enjoyed it. Oh, yeah, so much. I appreciate the extra touch of pressure you added to our trip. I already have social anxiety. The amount of stress inflicted today is all I'll involuntarily correlate with being in public. One good thing out of this all: I was able to somewhat calm down by thinking about nature, the still, quiet of home, and you all. So, to summarize....today was absolutely, tremendously terrible just like every other adventure! Stats: +100000 Social Anxiety! +10000000000000000....Fear and Stress! -700 Self-Esteem! New High-Score! Achievement Unlocked: "Experience Over Five Terrifically Traumatizing Fun Trips!" Anyway, don't pay this any mind. I'm fine now.

Time to do something that makes me happy: Draw and make everyone else happy! 🥳🎉🎈

I'm sorry that happened bud.

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2 minutes ago, Slumberlumber said:

I'm sorry that happened bud.

It's okay! It's all better now! :hug2:

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"People get built different. We don't need to figure it out, we just need to respect it." - Princess Bubblegum
 “I don’t think there are bad people. I think good people do bad stuff sometimes, and that’s bad. But if you just do it once, that’s a mistake. And that’s not bad.” – Marceline the Vampire Queen
"Someone pricked their finger, and someone else was stabbed. Just because one injury is more minor doesn't mean you should downplay their pain. Either wound could worsen in condition and they could get sepsis. Pain is pain and it still hurts." – Mea0e679c3dcaedee5aeeb3beae59c24c6(1).gif.3fefdb2319f6d62d4b3bb9be2aa7bb9f.gif

 

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12 hours ago, ThePinkestofPones said:

Oh man I HATE being told to smile for pics, it's like they assume I'm automatically happy enough to flash a smile, or when we're doing cool stuff, it's like enough with the pictures, let the fun begin already. 

Wonder if Cassie from Fnaf ever has to worry about things like this...mayhaps, Gregory DO be a bit of a buttmunch.

Yeah but it's fine when Gregory does it. He's just a little shit with a camera asking every adult-sized murderous androids to smile.

Moments ago, EtchASketch said:

It's okay! It's all better now! :hug2:

Good good.

Well rested. Ready for work. Also.....got a raise at work!

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Pretty pissed. Two of the things I wanted to buy sold out. I would have been able to buy them if the expedited shipping on my new card I paid for last week was actually expedited. Now that I can spend money the one limited edition Von Dutch hat and Build a Bear stuffed animal I wanted are sold out.

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14 hours ago, EtchASketch said:

Time to do something that makes me happy

Yes yes! Quality Sketch-time ^•^

 

By myself, I'm feeling relieved. Several days ago I was overwhelmed with stuff and was thinking only how to survive another day, but now I feel like I regain control. Yes, things went not like I planned but I always can make more plans ^•^

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Ouchie meh stomach hurts. I don't like this soup >:P Poison!!

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"People get built different. We don't need to figure it out, we just need to respect it." - Princess Bubblegum
 “I don’t think there are bad people. I think good people do bad stuff sometimes, and that’s bad. But if you just do it once, that’s a mistake. And that’s not bad.” – Marceline the Vampire Queen
"Someone pricked their finger, and someone else was stabbed. Just because one injury is more minor doesn't mean you should downplay their pain. Either wound could worsen in condition and they could get sepsis. Pain is pain and it still hurts." – Mea0e679c3dcaedee5aeeb3beae59c24c6(1).gif.3fefdb2319f6d62d4b3bb9be2aa7bb9f.gif

 

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Hungry, dinner is fast approaching and almost Friday:lostit:  

3 hours ago, Silent Dusk said:

this is about how I feel, I can hardly even move. 

 

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I feel almost like that:scootiebell:  

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