private The War on PACE: after the war (SoL)

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JT smiled, "me too! I'm up for the dy tonight if that is alright, lets see how it goes tonight... Hopefully there is no drama with our date" he says as he puts an arm around Lydia and brings her closer to him. He looks at the new sky light and chuckles a little bit.

Lydia smiles and sees where he's looking. "Admiring my handiwork are you? Don't worry... I shouldn't get angry enough to do that again... I mean, when the unexpected thing is to supercharge yourself with sunfire, come crashing through the roof of a castle, and then turn a river into steam just to settle a grudge, you should probably rethink your position in the world..."

 

Celestia frowns "well. That was the clone. the clone doesnt have any memory.. the clone is gone now.. hank took the energy back.. hank cared for you all.. and now.. he is slowly losing his friends one by one.."

 

Celestia looks at cezary "sure! I will go tell her. Or should you?"

 

Hank looks at sally "i did change.. everypony and human knows.. but because of what discord has done.. he has ruined everything."

Lydia looks around. "The clone was his idea... I cared for hank too, but after the kind of damage his idea did I still find it hard to trust him... I wish I still could."

 

Cezary smiles. "It would be great if you did it, like a surprise or something."

 

Sally scowls. "If everyone knows then Discord's antics shouldn't have harmed people's perception of you... Please, we want to be friends with you, but you have to take responsibility for what happened... Discord or not, it was still you... Please..."

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JT smiles, "yea, you've got the gift of a goddess, my gift is just a man creation.. It has not a lot of use here in equestria... They don't use a lot of tech." His eyes light up.

 

(No offense Sally! I'm not saying I'm not great full for the chip.because I am, it's awesome) he explains to Sally.

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Lydia smiles and sees where he's looking. "Admiring my handiwork are you? Don't worry... I shouldn't get angry enough to do that again... I mean, when the unexpected thing is to supercharge yourself with sunfire, come crashing through the roof of a castle, and then turn a river into steam just to settle a grudge, you should probably rethink your position in the world..."

 

Lydia looks around. "The clone was his idea... I cared for hank too, but after the kind of damage his idea did I still find it hard to trust him... I wish I still could."

 

Cezary smiles. "It would be great if you did it, like a surprise or something."

 

Sally scowls. "If everyone knows then Discord's antics shouldn't have harmed people's perception of you... Please, we want to be friends with you, but you have to take responsibility for what happened... Discord or not, it was still you... Please..."

Celestia sighs "lydia.. he does care.. you still can. he can change.. please.."

 

Celestia nods "i can do that cezary.. but.. can you talk to hank.. he is really sad.."

 

Hank sighs "sally.. i do take responsibility.. but i dont know what i can do.." he sighs "please sally.. i am still the nice.. caring.. timelord.."

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JT smiles, "yea, you've got the gift of a goddess, my gift is just a man creation.. It has not a lot of use here in equestria... They don't use a lot of tech." His eyes light up.

 

(No offense Sally! I'm not saying I'm not great full for the chip.because I am, it's awesome) he explains to Sally.

Lydia looks down. "I'm no goddess... I'm not even a hero... At least your power can do something other than destroy things... That's all I'm good for... I mean, it's cool being able to burn things, and not having to breathe is pretty great, but all I can do is burn things and hurt people..."

Sally shrugs. 'It's not my problem what you think of the implant... I'm just here to make sure you are alive enough to use it.'

 

Celestia sighs "lydia.. he does care.. you still can. he can change.. please.."

 

Celestia nods "i can do that cezary.. but.. can you talk to hank.. he is really sad.."

 

Hank sighs "sally.. i do take responsibility.. but i dont know what i can do.." he sighs "please sally.. i am still the nice.. caring.. timelord.."

Cezary smiles. "Ok. I don't know why he would be sad, but I'll talk to him." he starts looking for hank.

 

Sally smiles. "I know. If you want to know what you can do, you can start with talking to people and seeing what they think you did wrong..."

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JT smiled, "we'll to me you are my Apollo... If I'm using the right Greek god." He gives her a hug and smiles "but you can also do a lot of good with your powers Ly. Don't worry, I'm sure we will find what good it can do." He gives her another reassuring smile.

 

(Ok, I just didn't want to hurt your feelings) he said to Sally

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Lydia looks down. "I'm no goddess... I'm not even a hero... At least your power can do something other than destroy things... That's all I'm good for... I mean, it's cool being able to burn things, and not having to breathe is pretty great, but all I can do is burn things and hurt people..."

Sally shrugs. 'It's not my problem what you think of the implant... I'm just here to make sure you are alive enough to use it.'

 

Cezary smiles. "Ok. I don't know why he would be sad, but I'll talk to him." he starts looking for hank.

 

Sally smiles. "I know. If you want to know what you can do, you can start with talking to people and seeing what they think you did wrong..."

Celestia  looks at Cezary "he is at the balcony.." she said

 

Hank was still crying in the corner "Sally.. okay.." he got up and went to Lydia "lydia.. what did i do wrong? i dont want to lose you all as a friend. please tell me what i done wrong." he said and frowns as he hugs lydia

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JT smiled, "we'll to me you are my Apollo... If I'm using the right Greek god." He gives her a hug and smiles "but you can also do a lot of good with your powers Ly. Don't worry, I'm sure we will find what good it can do." He gives her another reassuring smile.

 

(Ok, I just didn't want to hurt your feelings) he said to Sally

Lydia frowns. "Yeah... Yeah, you were using the right one, but I'm not even as good as he would have been if he actually existed... Do you mind if I talk to you in private? I have something I'm not comfortable saying in front of Celestia that I want to talk with you about..."

Sally replies happily. 'I'm a therapy AI, if that hurt my feelings I would have gone crazy years ago.'

 

Celestia  looks at Cezary "he is at the balcony.." she said

 

Hank was still crying in the corner "Sally.. okay.." he got up and went to Lydia "lydia.. what did i do wrong? i dont want to lose you all as a friend. please tell me what i done wrong." he said and frowns as he hugs lydia

Lydia sighs. "You didn't trust me to save myself... I had a plan to get the tardis and myself back safely, while both tricking and killing Discord in the process, But you insisted that I use your plan, and it almost got the people I hold close to me killed."

Cezary walks over to hank. "Hey hank... Celestia wanted me to talk to you... Is there something wrong? She thinks you're sad about something..."

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Lydia frowns. "Yeah... Yeah, you were using the right one, but I'm not even as good as he would have been if he actually existed... Do you mind if I talk to you in private? I have something I'm not comfortable saying in front of Celestia that I want to talk with you about..."

Sally replies happily. 'I'm a therapy AI, if that hurt my feelings I would have gone crazy years ago.'

 

Lydia sighs. "You didn't trust me to save myself... I had a plan to get the tardis and myself back safely, while both tricking and killing Discord in the process, But you insisted that I use your plan, and it almost got the people I hold close to me killed."

Cezary walks over to hank. "Hey hank... Celestia wanted me to talk to you... Is there something wrong? She thinks you're sad about something..."

Hank sighs "i am very sorry.. i didnt expect you to do something that dramatic.. we already got discord before you came.. you just destroyed his ice  statue.. so.. it was your fault for being that dramatic."

 

Hank looks at cezary "i lost all my friends." he sighs and looks at lydia and jt

 

(i might go to bed soon and i am going to a party tomorrow so please.. dont post so much tomorrow..)

Edited May 18, 2013 by kappa214

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JT walks over to a private part with Lydia and says, "alright where I. Private.. What's wrong Ly?" He asks in a nice and sweet tone. He looks her in the eyes and awaits to hear what's bothering her at the moment.

 

(Off to bed, goodnight guys! Have fun without me for a while)

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Hank sighs "i am very sorry.. i didnt expect you to do something that dramatic.. we already got discord before you came.. you just destroyed his ice  statue.. so.. it was your fault for being that dramatic."

 

Hank looks at cezary "i lost all my friends." he sighs and looks at lydia and jt

 

(i might go to bed soon and i am going to a party tomorrow so please.. dont post so much tomorrow..)

Lydia looks around and shrugs. "I wasn't going to take any chances with that... that THING... I just wanted to make sure there was no chance that he survived... He hurt my friends, and there's no way I wasn't going to pay him back with every ounce of power I had... So I went and did what I had to... I'm sorry if you thought it was overly dramatic."

 

 

Cezary smiles. "Don't worry... You still have friends... I mean, Rocket, Sam, and I still like you, and as long as you fix whatever went wrong everyone else will still be friends with you..."

 

JT walks over to a private part with Lydia and says, "alright where I. Private.. What's wrong Ly?" He asks in a nice and sweet tone. He looks her in the eyes and awaits to hear what's bothering her at the moment.

 

(Off to bed, goodnight guys! Have fun without me for a while)

Lydia frowns, holding her arms. "I'm scared JT... Scared of what I'm becoming... I wouldn't have dared do half the crazy things I've done before I got my powers... It's like... It's like they're affecting my mind or something, like what happened with Blue... And I've been seeing things, terrifying things... When I freaked out in the tardis, I saw Blue covered in bullet holes... I saw you hanging from a tree, I saw hank bloodied and beaten... And then there's the euphoria... I get this rush when I heat up, like I'm on top of the world... And I think I'm getting addicted... I'm getting this little urge in the back of my head, it wants me to just walk around like I was after that time I spent in the sun, no matter who it would hurt if I did... Please, I just want someone to tell me that everything will be ok, that I shouldn't be worried about any of this, but I know it's not true..." she finishes hysterically, hugging JT as if her life depended on it.

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Lydia looks around and shrugs. "I wasn't going to take any chances with that... that THING... I just wanted to make sure there was no chance that he survived... He hurt my friends, and there's no way I wasn't going to pay him back with every ounce of power I had... So I went and did what I had to... I'm sorry if you thought it was overly dramatic."

 

 

Cezary smiles. "Don't worry... You still have friends... I mean, Rocket, Sam, and I still like you, and as long as you fix whatever went wrong everyone else will still be friends with you..."

 

Lydia frowns, holding her arms. "I'm scared JT... Scared of what I'm becoming... I wouldn't have dared do half the crazy things I've done before I got my powers... It's like... It's like they're affecting my mind or something, like what happened with Blue... And I've been seeing things, terrifying things... When I freaked out in the tardis, I saw Blue covered in bullet holes... I saw you hanging from a tree, I saw hank bloodied and beaten... And then there's the euphoria... I get this rush when I heat up, like I'm on top of the world... And I think I'm getting addicted... I'm getting this little urge in the back of my head, it wants me to just walk around like I was after that time I spent in the sun, no matter who it would hurt if I did... Please, I just want someone to tell me that everything will be ok, that I shouldn't be worried about any of this, but I know it's not true..." she finishes hysterically, hugging JT as if her life depended on it.

(oh nice vision that Lydia saw. poor hank. now im going to bed. ill be on at 8 or 7 pacific. dont go to far ahead)

 

Hank sighs at lydia as he watches her walk with jt.

 

Hank looks at Cezary "i dont think that lydia, blue frost, thundermane, JT.. or anypony that is with them would want to be my friend.. i ruined everything.. and i just wish.. i could take it all back.. i really do.. it seems like what i tell lydia.. or Jt.. they dont care about.." he sighs

Edited May 18, 2013 by kappa214

[FractalMoon 378]

(oh nice vision that Lydia saw. poor hank. now im going to bed. ill be on at 8 or 7 pacific. dont go to far ahead)

 

Hank sighs at lydia as he watches her walk with jt.

 

Hank looks at Cezary "i dont think that lydia, blue frost, thundermane, JT.. or anypony that is with them would want to be my friend.. i ruined everything.. and i just wish.. i could take it all back.. i really do.. it seems like what i tell lydia.. or Jt.. they dont care about.." he sighs

(You think that's bad? Picture it from her perspective, she saw her boyfriend, a child she cared deeply about, and a friend (at the time) die in incredibly gruesome and disturbing ways... and this is on top of being addicted to something... I think I can't write characters if they don't have some sort of psychological problem or something...)

 

Cezary tries his best to help hank. "That's where you're going wrong... They don't need anything... friendship isn't a service you dole out in exchange for some sort of currency, real or figurative... Friendship is believing that the other person is capable of helping themselves, showing them their faults and helping them correct said faults, and protecting that person only when they need it. Any more and you're overbearing, any less and you're an unsympathetic asshole. If someone knows what they're doing, then you leave them to it, but when the fourth Reich has a gun to your buddy's head, you have to be ready to do what's necessary to save them. It also doesn't help that you try to force your problem solving on everyone... You come off as sounding elitist  as if you're better than they are and without you they would fail. That's what your problem is. Trust me, Ly wouldn't just block off all friendship with you unless you fucked up big time, and if that happens she would probably just get straight to shooting you."

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Hank nods "i think i fucked up big time though.. when my ais got messed up.. i told lydia.. to burn on the sun.. and ididnt even mean to.. i just wish i can take it all back.. and i do have flaws.. i bring trouble wherever i go.." he sighs "and also.. im not as skilled as what ponies or humans think.." he sighs "i hope i can get her friendship back.. i lost a lot of friends before i met them all." He had a picture with all of his companions in a locket in the TARDIS.

 

(Now im going to bed night)

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Hank nods "i think i fucked up big time though.. when my ais got messed up.. i told lydia.. to burn on the sun.. and ididnt even mean to.. i just wish i can take it all back.. and i do have flaws.. i bring trouble wherever i go.." he sighs "and also.. im not as skilled as what ponies or humans think.." he sighs "i hope i can get her friendship back.. i lost a lot of friends before i met them all." He had a picture with all of his companions in a locket in the TARDIS.

 

Cezary looks at the locket. "Well I guess we have that in common then... Remind me to show you the wall of regret some time... I've kept records of friends, family, and soldiers under my command who I couldn't save... None of us are as good at what we do as people think, and when it comes to our group of friends, yes they're still your friends, I think being a magnet for trouble is basically a requirement... As for what you said, never say something like that unless you plan fully to back it up... Especially with a person like Ly... If she thinks someone is threatening the people she cares about then she will use every method available to stop you. Just talk to everyone, then maybe you'll understand what I'm talking about."

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Thunder heard Luna's name. "OOO Luna?" He said a tad but excited.

 

Blue frost giggled "yea Luna, I get to play with her mane again and we get to talk like we always do"blue said excitedly

 

Thunder looked at blue. "I don't think you can this time, maybe. But it might be for something else" said thunder.

 

Blue frost sulked "awe....ok dad" she said.

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Thunder heard Luna's name. "OOO Luna?" He said a tad but excited.

 

Blue frost giggled "yea Luna, I get to play with her mane again and we get to talk like we always do"blue said excitedly

 

Thunder looked at blue. "I don't think you can this time, maybe. But it might be for something else" said thunder.

 

Blue frost sulked "awe....ok dad" she said.

Cezary turns. "Oh, hello there... It's nice to meet you... My name is Cezary... You might know my sister Lydia... And who by chance are you?" He suddenly feels the cold coming off of Blue, recoiling back (He's cryophobic) and trying not to hurt someone. "Um... Why are you so cold kid?"

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Thunder looked down at blue the cezery. "I don't know....been trying to find that out for a while, she's been like that since birth" he said shrugging.

 

Blue frost look at her foggy breath. She blew out making a cloud of frost. She giggled at the sight of all the frost she made.

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Thunder looked down at blue the cezery. "I don't know....been trying to find that out for a while, she's been like that since birth" he said shrugging.

 

Blue frost look at her foggy breath. She blew out making a cloud of frost. She giggled at the sight of all the frost she made.

Cezary backs away a bit from the cloud of frost. "Doesn't it hurt to be that cold? If you're freezing things with your breath your internal temperature has to be at least five below... Seeing as you're by hank, do you know what happened? One second I hear yelling and when I go to it everyone's gone... Oh, I don't believe I caught your name."

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Blue frost shook her head "nu huh. I feel fine" she said

 

Thunder shrugged "she's used to it, guess her body is adapted to the extreme cold." He said. "My names thunder, and this is blue frost. And hank is just upset due to the fact no one likes him from his rash decisions he has made. Almost killed Lydia between discord sending her to the sun, and other things" he said.

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Blue frost shook her head "nu huh. I feel fine" she said

 

Thunder shrugged "she's used to it, guess her body is adapted to the extreme cold." He said. "My names thunder, and this is blue frost. And hank is just upset due to the fact no one likes him from his rash decisions he has made. Almost killed Lydia between discord sending her to the sun, and other things" he said.

Cezary smiles "Nice to meet you both." He hears the rest of the news. "Wait... He did WHAT?! How did he get anyone to send her to the freaking sun? Is she ok? Please tell me my sister's ok... I could have gotten her away from here, but I let her stay and hank sends her to the gorram sun!"

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Lydia frowns, holding her arms. "I'm scared JT... Scared of what I'm becoming... I wouldn't have dared do half the crazy things I've done before I got my powers... It's like... It's like they're affecting my mind or something, like what happened with Blue... And I've been seeing things, terrifying things... When I freaked out in the tardis, I saw Blue covered in bullet holes... I saw you hanging from a tree, I saw hank bloodied and beaten... And then there's the euphoria... I get this rush when I heat up, like I'm on top of the world... And I think I'm getting addicted... I'm getting this little urge in the back of my head, it wants me to just walk around like I was after that time I spent in the sun, no matter who it would hurt if I did... Please, I just want someone to tell me that everything will be ok, that I shouldn't be worried about any of this, but I know it's not true..." she finishes hysterically, hugging JT as if her life depended on it.

JT hugs her and strokes her hair to try to calm her down. he begins to think of options on how to fix this. He Thought to himself (Sally, Is there any type of cure for this? i dont like seeing her in pain like this, See if you can think of or find anything, im going to keep calming her down.)

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Thunder nodded "relax she is fine. We handled it" he said trying to calm him down. 'Over protected.......over protected' the word rambled his mind. Flash backs came to him. "I WILL BUCKING KILL YOU" thunder heard himself say in his flash back. His blade slit the ponies throat. His sat down crying in his room. "I killed my brother.....my brother....over some mare..." He said sitting in a corner in his room. He snapped back to reality.

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JT hugs her and strokes her hair to try to calm her down. he begins to think of options on how to fix this. He Thought to himself (Sally, Is there any type of cure for this? i dont like seeing her in pain like this, See if you can think of or find anything, im going to keep calming her down.)

Sally has a look of determination on her face. 'I'm trying sir, but these problems, they don't all have a uniform cause... I don't know if any cure would work, seeing as it sounds like it was at least partially set on by the experimental substances she has taken.'

Lydia starts to cry. "Please JT, I'm a danger to you while I'm like this... Get thunder to take Blue and get as far away from me as possible... I don't want to accidentally hurt someone I love." She looks up, tearfully confused. "What? You're not going to tell me it's all going to be alright in the end? That you're going to stay with me till I get better? You're just going to stroke my hair while I have a mental breakdown!" She starts to heat up, then realizes what's going on. "That's what I mean... I'm not angry at you, but I can't control myself."

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Sally has a look of determination on her face. 'I'm trying sir, but these problems, they don't all have a uniform cause... I don't know if any cure would work, seeing as it sounds like it was at least partially set on by the experimental substances she has taken.'

Lydia starts to cry. "Please JT, I'm a danger to you while I'm like this... Get thunder to take Blue and get as far away from me as possible... I don't want to accidentally hurt someone I love." She looks up, tearfully confused. "What? You're not going to tell me it's all going to be alright in the end? That you're going to stay with me till I get better? You're just going to stroke my hair while I have a mental breakdown!" She starts to heat up, then realizes what's going on. "That's what I mean... I'm not angry at you, but I can't control myself."

JT looks worried, "sorry.. im not a man for words, me and sally are actually working on it right now. we want you to be better and be able to play with blue and sleep in the same bed as me without worrying about setting the house on fire... but my question is, do YOU want to be better and lose your power?"

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Thunder nodded "relax she is fine. We handled it" he said trying to calm him down. 'Over protected.......over protected' the word rambled his mind. Flash backs came to him. "I WILL BUCKING KILL YOU" thunder heard himself say in his flash back. His blade slit the ponies throat. His sat down crying in his room. "I killed my brother.....my brother....over some mare..." He said sitting in a corner in his room. He snapped back to reality.

Cezary has a look of concern on his face. "You alright man? You sorta zoned out there for a minute... You're not another person with PTSD are you? We get a lot of ponies with that for some reason..."

 

JT looks worried, "sorry.. im not a man for words, me and sally are actually working on it right now. we want you to be better and be able to play with blue and sleep in the same bed as me without worrying about setting the house on fire... but my question is, do YOU want to be better and lose your power?"

Lydia's face brightens a bit, but she keeps crying and holding JT tightly. "I don't want to lose my powers, only control them... I want to be able to protect my friends and family, but I don't want to accidentally hurt them in the process... I wasn't even thinking of playing with Blue, or sleeping with you... It's like I'm a minefield, I don't know which misstep will be the last time I see one of my friends..."

Sally frowns. 'Sir, I don't know how to tell you this, but there is no cure... The serum is mixed into her blood and DNA now, and we don't have an original copy I could use to revert it... You're just going to have to help her through it.'