Count to a million

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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Wolfeh

 

Edited March 7, 2015 by Fillypino Pride

[Overdrive 5,366]

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Hey Wolf

[lomk 20,666]

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Needs more Maud.

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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I tried typing tons of different comments trying to explain myself right now, but they all just sound stupid.

 

 That Apple Bloom is cute though Woona.

Edited March 7, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

[lomk 20,666]

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TomMaud is best ship  

 

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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Indubitably!

 

Edited March 7, 2015 by Fillypino Pride

[lomk 20,666]

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I can't believe nobody has shipped Maud and Luna.

 

Because you know Maud likes dem moon rocks :comeatus:

 

But whatever; grilled cheese is good.

 

Edited March 7, 2015 by Springtime Woona

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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Well, I just broke down crying.

 

 Yay.

[lomk 20,666]

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If you need to talk to someone we're all here.

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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*collective internet hugs Basey*

Speaking of Luna and rocks...

 

 

For dramatic effect...

 

 

:comeatus:

Edited March 7, 2015 by Fillypino Pride

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I think I'm going to head to bed. Night guys.

Edited March 7, 2015 by Overdrive

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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No. I complain about how my life sucks, but it doesn't suck. My life is fine, other people have it worse.

 

 And then when I remember other people have it worse, I feel guilty for thinking my life sucks, and then I feel like a terrible person, and just feel even worse than before.

 

 It's funny.

 

Night Smash.

Edited March 7, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

[lomk 20,666]

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No. I complain about how my life sucks, but it doesn't suck. My life is fine, other people have it worse.

 

 And then when I remember other people have it worse, I feel guilty for thinking my life sucks, and then I feel like a terrible person, and just feel even worse than before.

 

 It's funny.

 

Night Smash.

 

We all have our individual stresses. In comparison to others, no your life probably doesn't suck. But you know what the awesome part is? You keep it in perspective. Instead of being miserable about your own life, you realize that others do have it worse. You do think of others. And you feel bad about complaining about your life, which, relatively speaking, probably isn't that bad.

 

Thinking about where I've come from (and we don't need to go through that again lol), it would be kinda wrong of me to ask for things to be better. But sometimes I do wish for a better life. It's really not such a bad thing to want better. But it's not something you should beat yourself down for. Ya know? Someone's always got it worse; someone's always got it better.

 

If you don't like where you are or how you are now, you do have the power to change it. It ain't easy but it can be done.

On another note, whoever did this is amazing

 

Edited March 7, 2015 by Springtime Woona

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No, see...The thing is. I like where I am. Not all of it. The house is a mess, it's too hot, I should have more confidence, blah, blah, blah.

 

 But I like where I am otherwise. I've got friends, my mood still drops at the tip of a hat, but it's usually better than before, I've got a few shows and games I enjoy, I can go on my walks, etc.

 

I don't want to lose it. I don't want to start working a job I hate, I don't want to somehow lose all my friends, I don't want the shows/games I like to end, I don't want my cats to die, I don't want to be forced away and lose every single thing I enjoy or that makes me happy.

 

 I feel pathetic for thinking like this, but I've basically got most of what I've wanted right now, short of something impossible like going to Equestria or gaining super powers or something. Anytime I think of the future I just see me ending up with nothing.

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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Night OD!

 

*continues collective internet hugging Basey*

 

My Little Beery, Friendship is Drunk. :comeatus:

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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*Hugs Filly back*

Edited March 7, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

[lomk 20,666]

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The future is the most easily molded thing there is. You have got to stop getting so worried about it. Find hobbies. Find things you like to do. Find things you don't like to do. Not every job is miserable. There are great jobs out there even if you don't have a college degree. Hell, half the people I work with don't have degrees and they make the same money I do - if not better. And the fact of the matter is that all things must at some point come to an end. Hell, even The Simpsons, The Price is Right, and Saturday Night Live will be canceled one day. I know it's scary as hell growing up. I'm right there with you, mate. You know what happened to me the very night before I started my first day of work? I had a panic attack. I woke up at 4 in the morning. My head was spinning and it felt like my gut was doing a corkscrew. I threw up til about 6:30. I was hunched over the toilet crying for about 2½ hours. I was scared to death of it because it was new. It was something I'd never done before. And I was worried that I would let someone down. That I would go to this job, be there for a few weeks, and get myself fired. After that I'd end up drifting and homeless and what have you. 

 

And you know what I did? I decided I didn't want that. So I took a shower to wash the puke smell off of me, put on my clothes, and went to my first day of work. And you know what happened? It turned out alright. And in 5 days I'll have been there 7 months. And they keep giving me more things to do so I'm obviously doing something right. 

 

The fact of the matter is that your life is going to change. And it's going to change a lot. I'm on the same boat as you. I don't want to see my favorite shows get canceled. I don't want to see my favorite bands disappear everywhere but in recordings. I don't want John Lennon to get shot. I don't want to drift from my closest friends (most of whom I've already drifted from due to distance or because we dated or some other crap). I don't want to have more bills to worry about or a mortgage or kids' soccer practices or retirement or if I'll be able to walk anymore or if I'll end up pissing my pants again because I'm bedridden and a stroke has left me mostly unable to speak. You know what I mean? But you grow older. You live. You learn. You adjust. Things are gonna change and there's nothing you can do about it. So instead of worrying about it, why not just roll with the punches? 

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Because honestly?

 

 I want what I have. I want nothing more, well I do, but I need nothing more. I feel like this is as good as it'll get. I don't want a career, or to get married, or to travel, or to have kids, or fancy cars or anything else. I want what I have right now, and the thought of losing what I have right now legitimately scares me.

Edited March 7, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

[Kawaii Besu 28,030]

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[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

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I don't know one person that is not scared of change

 

I hate it I get told day in day out im mentally unstable I can't deal with other people and I get forced to do it

 

But with any fear once your over it you feel amazing

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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Hi Chaos.

 

 I'm not really scared of change. I like change. I'm scared of losing things, and people. Change is good, Losing things isn't.

[lomk 20,666]

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We all have to deal with loss at one time or another. I had a hard lesson with loss when I lost my grandmother when I was 12 years old. The docs said in regard to her autopsy that her heart attack was so bad, they couldn't have saved her even if they were right there. 

 

I really wish I could be of more help because I'm not really sure how good a job I'm doing here. So I'll just give you a hug too. *hugs base&

Edited March 7, 2015 by Springtime Woona

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Ok loosing things is hard

 

I right now think I understand that a lot I'm loosing my house almost my friends my only way of watching mlp my only entertainment

 

My life soon will be eat sleep work and that's it

 

And with my mental problems I probably won't get a job so I can't afford a house or food

[BastementSparkle 20,334]

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You know what? I'm tired.

 

 I'm just really, really tired of even trying to seem happy. I'm sad, cynical, pessimistic, angry...Whatever. Basically all the time. The complaints and the upsetting thoughts are basically how I feel most of the time, when I let myself think for more than 5 seconds.

 

Life sucks, I wouldn't invite it to my birthday. You guys are awesome though, I'd invite you all to my Birthday.

 

 We can all throw rocks at life.

Edited March 7, 2015 by BasementPrincesses

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Dude I applaud what you just did there

 

Not a lot of people would do that

 

Admit to a problem that's one hard thing to do