Count to a million

[Sonic Shimmer 4,131]

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It's all my fault though. I let myself grow up with no confidence by letting everyone bully me and push me around when I was younger.

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,088]

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Okay, that may have happened.

But you know about it and can admit it and can grow from it.

Yes as you've said talking to people can be awkward and nerve-wracking but you've put the effort in and are better than you were.

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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That doesn't mean you can't change now though.

You'll never stop changing, so what stops you from consciously influencing that?

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,088]

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Any more meet ups planned Sonic?

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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[Sonic Shimmer 4,131]

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I guess you're right. I did manage to make some friends offline last year, which is something I never thought I could do (it was at least 6 years since I'd last had a friend).

 

Although finding a relationship is obviously much MUCH harder than making friends, even if I didn't have my shyness and confidence problems.

 

Anyway, I'm sure you don't want to listen to me whining all night so I'm going to try to go to sleep again. Goodnight

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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Alright, goodnight

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,088]

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You're working on it, that's to be applauded.

Were here and you can take to pm if you prefer.

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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[Moony the Cat 3,702]

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[DasCapschen 7,766]

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[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,088]

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[DasCapschen 7,766]

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(hug)

[Moony the Cat 3,702]

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[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,088]

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Thanks

*hugs KittyCaps*

 

(Only sad cos I have to go)

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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:3

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,088]

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If I never say goodbye, I can just keep posting.

[DasCapschen 7,766]

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yay

[Moony the Cat 3,702]

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[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,088]

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[DasCapschen 7,766]

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[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,088]

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[Moony the Cat 3,702]

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