private Fall into Insanity Reboot

[IridscentNionios 1,420]

@,@super2379,@Mint Drop, "A crafter? My my my.... and you say a mix of light and darkness right? Therefore you speak of chaos... oh my..."

"..... EEEEEW Shar what the hell? Contain yourself."

"Whatever... i am kind of bored right now. Either entertain me or we're done here. I ain't gonna sit down and relax."

[Demonic Soulz 483]

Equinox looked at Selune for a moment before sighing. "Deranged come over here" He called out as Deranged appeared. "What do you need me for now" Deranged said looking at Dark. "Have we met somewhere before because you seem familiar" Deranged asked as he looked at Dark

[Contrast 292]

Turmoil remained quiet. She was completely confused. Other than her not knowing the pony everyone called Dark, she wondered why she wasn't able to sense him coming. 

 

Muddle tugged a little on Turmoil's dress. She apparently had something important to tell her. She glared at her and said "What could it possibly be right now?" Muddle spoke in barely an audible whisper, she knew Turmoil would be mad at her for say this. "I-I could... kind of sense them coming..."

 

"Yes but why couldn't..." She sighed and mumbled, "Oh buck me... We will sort out later, for now listen."

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

"Do you not get it? No matter what you or I do it's only going to make Torn attack me, unless she's on one of her rare moods where she won't. It's pointless! At this point I'm pretty much the other half." Lila looked down at the floor. "I should just go, you and Bay bother deserve someone better than me."

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon, (Sorry it took me a while to say anything back.))

Shivty wraps her hooves around Lila in a loving hug. "Stop talking like that. We love you and we're not just going to abandon you or Torn. We can handle whatever she'll do to us. Cause to be honest we're stronger then both of you. Strength wise." She starts stroking her mane soothingly. "So we will always be here for you. No matter what."

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

Lila smiled and enjoyed the feeling of her mane being stroked. Sure Shivty could phyisically deal with Torn, but that wouldn't stop Torn from attacking her and making her life miserable. "Thanks.... but what about me. You being around makes her mad and eventually Torn;s going to snap and I'm the one who's going to have to deal with it.

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon,

"Scheiße. That's going to be a tough one." Shivty starts thinking of something Lila could do."You could torture her in some way. Play some music she hates really loud or something. And if that don't work, we could try some meditation techniques that mine and Bany's master taught us during our training."

Edited December 15, 2013 by Gloomfury

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

"M-Meditation?" Lila asked nervously. "I guess.... could we try that right now? I'm kind of curious actually." she said laying on her back and laying her head in Shivty's lap, looking up at her. "I just hope Torn doesn't disapprove of it and it actually works." she said worriedly.

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon, 

"Alright." She puts her hooves on each side of her head ans starts massaging her temples. "Take deep slow relaxing breaths. Let your body relax and let it go limp. Think of an empty space. Think of the nothingness. Nothing stressful, nothing harmful. Only an empty space of quiet and calm nothingness."

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

Lila did as Shivty said, clearing her mind of any thoughts and didn't think about anything. She thought only of quietness, being alone, but something tugged for her attention at the back of her mind and couldn't quite place a hoof on it and went back to clearing her mind.

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon,

"Now. Picture the empty place slowly shrinking to your own comfortable zone. It is yours and no one else's. in your space the outside is hard as a diamond wrapped in rhenium diboride, which is the strongest metal in the world. So no one can ever go in it but you. In there you are free from all, in there you are calm and tranquil. In there you are at piece. And in there you are also awake. You control yourself in that space. And you are in control."

Edited December 15, 2013 by Gloomfury

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

Again Lila did as she was told, imagining a bubble around her, protecting her. She felt calmer than she had been and more relaxed, but the thing trying to get her attention was still nagging her. In her mind she made the bubble stronger until she felt safe from anything mentally.

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon, 

"In your space you are the master. In your space you can hear what is going on the outside and it can affect you but only if you want it to. And if anyone ever tries to break into your space they will be hit with a bolt of great pane. Worse then having your legs slowly cut off with a rusty jagged fish scraper while having a hot barbed rod stab your stomach over and over."

[CornBreadGang 514]

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"I know not of demon blood that would course through my veins." Said Dark to Deranged. "And I don't know if I've ever met you before. My memory of things in the past is hazy as Dark. Light has a better memory than I." Replied Dark.

He next turned to Shar. "I am a mix of the light and the dark. Can you feel it? The darkness that consumes? That feeling is none other than I. And do you feel it? The love, the light, the shining of a new day? That is none other than I, as well." Said Dark.

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

Lila listened to Shivty carefully, listening to what was going in her mind at the same time. She then momentarily went back to Shivty's explanation and description of what would happen to Torn... or anyone else. Her stomach churned at the thoughts alone and felt sick. Lila quickly got up and ran to the bathroom, found a toilet and threw up into it.

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon,

Shivty was a little surprised when Lila got up and ran to the bathroom and started puking. She gets up herself and head in to help her out a bit. She starts rubbing her back and gives a slight chuckle. "Hehe, sorry darling. I guess I went a little graphic there.  But at least it make an impression."She stands up and gets her a glass of water. 

[Demonic Soulz 483]

"Sure as hell feels like a demon then again I can mistake things as such when its both light and Dark" Equinox said. "Anyanways who is your friend" He pointed at the robot not phased at all by it before summoning his katana. "tell me how was that made" he asked

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

Lila coughed a little as finished throwing up, the back rubs helping to calm her. She could also feel Torn's presence again, much stronger than it usually is. 'Please leave me alone right now, Torn.' she said to her as she held back another round of puking. Lila waited for Shivty to come back, getting scared as Torn's presence became stronger.

[CornBreadGang 514]

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Dark pulled out his own blade when the pony he was near did so. "This is my robot, unnamed." Said Dark. "I've invented a device that can torture a pony until the brink of death, slowly replacing their soul with steel, until they are nothing but mine." Said Dark. "And I wouldn't recommend getting in my way if you don't want to end up like this fellow." Warned Dark.

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon,

Shivty comes back with a glass of water. She sits it on the floor next to Lila and starts rubbing her back again. "When you start to feel a little better we should try it again. I noticed you wear a lot less tense. And that means it was working. The technique is hard at first but soon you'll be able to do it without thinking."

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

Lila takes the water and drinks it down. Her head was starting to buzz again from Torn messing with her, probably angry about the meditation thing. Lila looks at Shivty her lets out a long sigh. "Okay, I think I'm ready.." she said hoping that Torn wouldn't attack her afterward.

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon,

Shivty nods. "Alright." She helps her up and leads her to their bedroom. She then lies her down on on the floor with her head rested her lap like last time and starts massaging her temples again also her jaw and neck. "Now, do what I said last time. Make your space and let the calmness take you." 

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

Lila closes her eyes, enjoying the feeling of being massaged. She took deep breaths and again imagined the protective bubble. Lila could sense something outside it, watching her from beyond it but ignored it, focusing on strengthening her bubble. Just as she thought she had it as strong as she could make it she felt it weaken for some reason and she tensed a little but went to making it stronger again.

[Gloomfury 243]

@@Marathon, 

Shivty noticed this and starts massaging her pressure points to loosen her muscles. "Remember, hard as a diamond wrapped in rhenium diboride. And whoever tries to break in will be hit with great pain. You are in control.  It is your domain no one else's. You own your mind." 

[Marathon 562]

@@Gloomfury,

Again Lila felt the bubble get weaker and it tightened around her, becoming smaller and smaller. She tensed again, becoming scared and lit her horn to try and push it outward, but it kept collapsing in on her. It kept getting smaller and smaller until there was just enough room to lay down, which Lila did. Right as she thought it was about to crush her it expanded again and the pressure that forced the bubble down gone. Outside Lila's mind she was turning in Shivty's lap, her expression pained, and then relaxed. In her mind, again, she stood up confused before sensing another. She turned and saw Torn inside her bubble, looking rather angry. "T-Torn..." she said in her mind, and also spoke out loud at the same time.