'hugs I think its better that you don't listen thos idiots and create your writing and videos because you like creating them and don't listen othe people *hug

I've tried to keep it inside, but i just can't anymore; its too much.

I understand how you feel man, the fandom has been under a hate fire for a while now. But you're right. Those people don't have a reason to hate or disrespect you for who you are. I recommend you relax and ignore those retarded ingrates. I wish there was something I could do to help you. Anything in fact. But there is a solution to every problem. I hope you feel better soon.

I just want them to stop, its not fair.

Try to read the comments, acknowledge them and simply move on after that. It's of no consequence. If you really like a certain comment, good. If not, don't focus too hard on it. Unless it's providing constructive criticism, it has no value to you. This is the internet. 72.3% of people lack empathy towards others and will not think twice about calling anything they don't like harsh terms. Accepting that makes it much easier to deattach yourself from all of the strong emotions connected to the negativity. I'm not saying that there's anything wrong with having strong emotions, far from it, but you need to be able to control when you want said emotions to occur in the first place. This is no test that will determine your future, no loved one has passed away, nor has anyone threatened you with harm (If one of those has happened, I'm sorry I brought it up). It's just a few stories/fanfictions, nothing more, nothing less. Trust me, if you were perfectly calm and collected and could see yourself right now, you'd probably chuckle. Trust me, I've had similar situations where I would laugh at myself during self-reflection.     

If it puts you more at ease, I'd recommend fleshing out your ideas with several rough drafts prior to uploading a final idea online.

I'm trying to, but i don't learn quickly.

No one does. Those who claim they can change their emotional attitude quickly are either lying to themselves or ignorant of how deep emotions are engraved in the subconsciousness.  The fact is that it is possible to change, though.

I thought of one story, but its mostly been in my thoughts, which can be pretty dark at times. Though its one of those HoE stories, it'll be different. I got somewhat better as the thread for it can show you.

I'm terrible at details, but two of my story ideas have received good reviews though. I just seem to tell it instead of showing. My worst subject.

"HoE" stories? I've never heard of those before.

And trust me, I've got more ideas for random stories floating through my mind, sometimes more than I'd like. One of these happens to be based on MLP. If you like, I can tell you my idea and you'd be fully free to use.

And trust me, my story "can be pretty dark at times." Here's a hint; most of the story, if not nearly all of the story, doesn't take place in Equestria. It's definitely MLP related, though.

Some people rarely think about anything before they spout out their nonsensical and ignorant drivel that they call their "opinions".  There's the cynical side of me getting pissed off at stupid people for being stupid.

I say to hell with 'em, excuse the language but I'm angry that people are being so hurtful to you.  If they can't come up with anything more insightful than "kill yourself, hurr durr!" then they can buck off.

I say laugh at them.  These types of "people" deserve nothing more than a spiteful laugh and a smirk if they're acting in such a despicable manner towards you.

Gosh, I am so sorry that this happened to you. I wish that I could write something that would put your heart at ease through such intense emotions. The one thing that I can write, though, is that you will feel better with time. Try to use this experience to learn and grow from.

Don't submit to FIMfiction; submit to deviantART.  That's where I submit everything under the sun, and I don't get crap for anything.  I'd also suggest that you broaden your horizons by writing non-pony fiction.  And you're better off staying out of Youtube comments sections.  And disabling comments on anything you post there.

It's alright. Don't listen to all those cowards who make fun of you. Just delete their harmful comments and block them from your sight. That's what I would do.

It's quite a shame that there are those people in our world who are too self-centered and don't care about others.

I'm curious. What were the stuff you worked on before this happened?

I don't want to be mean, but you yourself wasn't that nice. At least on Fimfiction. 

Be nice to others and others will be nice to you.