Yesterday, I tried to pull off an all nighter, and stayed up until 7:30 am. Unfortunately due to lack of sleep I dozed off even though I had to leave soon. Wow I'm so stupid... O.o And deciding to do another one today. Not really a good idea... but recently I've been feeling bored and slightly depressed a lot.

School's let out, theres the entire summer break, and here I am, not sure about what to do with my life. Some people (like miss drama queen) piss me, some people annoy me, some things get in the way of a good time.

Maybe I should leave forums... But then my life will get worse... :/ but still my profile feed and a roleplay I'm the DM of just keep bothering me. My profile feed has gotten a bit sorted out but my first roleplay is DRIVING ME NUTS. I mean, I like roleplaying, but I hate the fact that my depressed mood has gotten to my character and forcing me to completely revise personality, and cause my pony to maybe get a lot of hate for the bad attitude. All because of my crappy life. Now all the people I roleplay with probably hate me... My forum life is doomed :/ Theres no hope left. And note I am quoting my character because thats how I actually feel. The entire roleplay is dragging me down and offending me and my shit attitude. : (