I've Decided To Seek Help
I know I said I wouldn't...
I know I said I couldn't...
But I think I've finally decided to seek professional help for my depression. I tried taking Omega 3, and I tried exercising, but I am back into another episode of extreme depression, and I can't handle it anymore. I had one too many nights of insomnia, and then missing my morning class. It's getting out of control.
My epiphany still stands, but I have also come to another realization: as long as I languish like this, I won't accomplish any of what I am now seeking to accomplish. If I stay depressed like this, I'll never be able accomplish any of the dreams I've been realizing these last few weeks.
I'll never be able to get involved in diving, rugby, or water polo if I can never muster the motivation to get in shape.
I'll never be able to get a girlfriend if I'm too down to socialize.
I'll never accomplish ANYTHING if even getting out of bed in the morning stays the chore it is becoming.
I'll start with the university counseler, and see where I can go from there. I'm hoping that confidentiality will protect me from getting buttfucked by the FAA. But at this point, that's a risk I am willing to take.
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