Apperantly, I'm too negative, depressed and "need to interact with other people".
My friend keeps on telling me that I'm too negative, and that I should "stop being so pessimistic". First of all, I'm not being overly negative. Second, why the f*** would I be happy all the time? Not everything in life is worth being happy about, there are things in life that make me angry, sad, annoyed, anxious, etc.
So depression, I don't have it. Do some people at school think I have it? Yes, they do. I'll admit though, I might have had it in the past. About a year ago, I was picked on A LOT and on top of that, I had no friends. I still remember wanting to either kill myself or kill a bunch of people then commit suicide. Now I have a few friends, and I'm not suicidal anymore.
I don't like talking to other people, I'm not trying to sound like a jerk, I just prefer peace and quiet. My grandma told me "You should be more friendly and greeting of people. It looks nice". Well, I don't like to interact with people, I'm just not that kind of person. I've also met plenty of stupid people that I have no desire in being friends with. Then, there are the people who are straight up a-holes, who annoy the s*** out of me. I really don't want to associate myself either group, I'm fine with having a couple of good friends and that's about it. I really hate being in a large group of people, it really annoys me. Like I said before, I just like being alone in the quiet and I hate being around a lot of people. It makes me feel all icky and weird.
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