A short Hiatus.
I've thought about this for a while now, and I decided to take a short break from using these forums, and I thought I'd bring attention to this fact, so it won't feel as if I'm abandoning anyone.
By no means am I saying "I'm leaving the site and I'm never coming back."
I just need a short break; a week, tops.
I just got pushed over the edge tonight, when I couldn't even go to a contest meant solely for fun and just get hatred of my best pony spewed on me.
That pushed me over; I'd be lying if I didn't say the hate hurt me a little every time I saw it, but I usually only saw it over when it was at least somewhat relatable to the topic at hand, or serious topics where I was aware of what I was getting myself into. I'd just swallow it down and fight the good fight to the best of my abilities, and try to remain calm, professional, and understanding, even though my heart sunk a little deeper with each hateful thing said about my best pony.
But it just has gone too far when I go to the MLPF World Cup, something meant to be fun for the members of this site, and have to deal with it. It's one thing over in Show Discussion topics that are for serious analysis of the show itself; it's something else when it starts becoming prevalent in the leisurely, more lighthearted and positive parts of the site.
Now, I have a heart condition that has cut my lifespan nearly in half as is, and causes me great physical pain each day; it's been getting a bit too upsetting for not just me, but my heart to deal with it as well. I'm slowly starting to feel the ill effects of what landed me in the hospital a couple of weeks back, albeit, much at a much slower pace, and not as powerful.
I think it'd be best for myself and my health if I were to take a brief hiatus from using this site; I'd say anywhere between 3 - 7 days is how Iong I'll be gone. I love these forums too much to just outright leave; I've met so many amazing people here. I mean it when I'd say I'd rather spend time with you guys than the friends I have in real life, and if you don't believe me, just know I'm on my computer, chatting it up with at least someone from here, every single second of free time I have. This place has made such a positive impact on my life, and it will continue to do so; I'm just worried the negativity and tension around here as of late has been affecting my health, and I feel a short hiatus is in order.
I'll still be available over Skype, and my username (ghostfacekiller39) and avatar match up with my username and avvie on here.
Anyone feel free to add me, and I'll be willing to talk as much as I can, and I'll always listen
I just need a short break, that's all.
See you in a few.
~ghostfacekiller39
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