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  1. PurplePony

    OH NO!

    By PurplePony,

    I fell behind in writing my blogs.... I have been trying to find sites to put my work up for sale, I have zibet so far. Hopefully I will get a page here sometime soon. I have my fingers crossed.
     
    You see I moved out, I used to help out my parents but I stopped after this.
    I pay for myself.
    I lost my job
    Dad passes
    Now I need to take care of myself and the girls (mom and sisters) more than ever.
     
    Mom doesn't want to let me. She is going to have to.. She can't do this alone..
     
    I still haven't been able to find a job (It hasn't been that long but still) So I am looking for another commissions page or something for the time being, Anyone know of a good one?
     
    That is why I fell behind, sorry guys
     
    Today is my catch up day. Today Will be double Blog day, mainly because this one is kind of dumb filler for I think the one person who may or may not constantly read these. The nerd inside of me is all like "Oh god yes please follow me, more and more follow me! I will create and ultimate army of minions and the world will be PREFECT!"
    But for now that one will do (and no it is not me ) lol
     
    talk at you guys later
    ~PP
  2. PurplePony

    Dissatisfied

    By PurplePony,

    Alrighty, so this is gonna be a quickie tonight ladies and gents, I apologize, but the long ones are sometimes tiring and I don't blame you for not reading them all.
     
    I find myself frustrated I just can't get a job and keep it I really need to start getting my but in gear. This is something that has just been nagging at me since I lost my job a couple weeks ago...
     
    I don't know really what else to write about right now. Truthfully I feel quite numb. I am not sad or upset, just numb and this kind of scares me. I feel out of control, unpredictable when I am numb. I just need to focus on happy things! Like my Kitty cat I love so much. I have had a few kitties but this one takes the cake. I swear she is the most 'special' kitty you would ever meet. She plays tag, <3
     
    I am going to go play tag with my kitty right meow she's a robot

     
    If you like what you have been reading in my blogs feel free to follow me
     
    As always I leave all my reader with much love,
    ~PP
  3. PurplePony
    Alrighty, So Let us take a brake from the sorrows my readers, I will have posts regarding the next few days for those who have been following me. I just feel like not being sad right now.
     
    So this is another 15 min Rant brought to you today by the letter "A"
     
    "A" stands for app. What do you need? There's an app to assist with that. There is an app for anything and everything. It boggles me this dangum technology. I feel like I am having a mid life crisis! For goodness sake technology is advancing at such a rapid rate doesn't this worry anyone else??
     
    We are going to wipe out the human race not with a bomb, not with over population (although I think this one is a valid contender.) We are going to destroy the human race via cyber wars. Technology will prove to be our greatest down fall.
     
    Before you know it I believe that we will owe our souls to the robot race.... This one gets me because people get their nickers in a knot over gay marriage... We are going to see robot marriage! People can already marry their phones... they will marry humanoids. And why you ask does it all lead to chaos?
     
    Because we are constantly evolving, becoming more efficient, more time consumed. We need more brain and man power to accomplish things. We hand our tasks over to machines. One day they will turn on us... It could be by our hand or it could be the Robopocalypse (<--- There is no right spelling for this... No Nazi's )
     
    So after the zombie's be prepared for robots.
     
    This is all brought to us by the letter "A" as in "App" or "Apocalypse"
  4. PurplePony
    Today is the day of my fathers funeral. He passed away December 22. I love my daddy, he was my best friend. He was always there always by my side. I could be so wrong and both of us could know this but he would still support me and my choices. He was funny, caring, loving, a gamer, and he was a fellow pony fan.
     
    I never really knew if he was big into ponies or just loved seeing the pinatas I made. Either way the ponies made him happy and he was so impressed with each one. He never could wrap his mind around how I did it and it was so cute to see him so interested and fascinated by what I do.
     
    These past weeks have been difficult yet peaceful, I am sure I will be an absolute wreck after the funeral but until then I am ok. I would like to share what happened the day before he died. My dad came over to my house to drop off a Christmas care package. The box had a turkey, all the fixings, deserts, tacos, like everything even like 4 more cans of beans. (no one eats the beans.... I got over 20 cans that are just going to sit there, because my dad thought I liked them and I couldn't tell him I didn't... I really appreciated the care pack and the beans made me laugh.) So I got to see my dad and hug him and tell him how much I love him and I gave him one more kiss. With that he left.
     
    It doesn't end there no, it gets better. I got an email a few hours later saying this...
    "Hi Alaynna,
     
     
    I am sorry to say, i wont be able to give you anymore shifts.
    You are a very good person, and wish you a good luck for future.
     
    You can come coming friday to collect your paycheck. Also, please bring your Tshirt."
     
    Yeah, I got fired.... they replaced me with their old white girl... so new white girl was canned.
     
    This was great news (crappy I lost my job but this would mean I get to spend Christmas with my family.) So at 10pm I called my mom and dad to tell them the good news! I got to talk to my daddy one last time, tell him good night and I love you. He went to bed a couple hours after that and passed in his sleep.
     
    Before he told me I love you he said this. "You are far better than you think. I believe in you Alaynna. Shoot for those stars because I know you can reach them. I know you can go further!"
     
    I will never stop shooting for those stars daddy, it kind of makes me feel closer to you... One day I will touch those stars dad, I will accomplish all of my hopes and dreams. One day I will join you in the stars daddy. I love you so much.
     
    Forever and always I am your little girl.
    With much love I wrote this for you. It is a promise, to live my life to the fullest each day.
    Love always,
    ~PP
     
    For my readers, Please take this moment to tell your loved ones how much they mean to you. You honestly never know when it is going to be your last day. Let my message to my father inspire you to at least not take for granted. Life is too short to do that.

    ~~~~


     

    A cute pic of me and my daddy at grad




  5. PurplePony
    This is what I read to my daddy tonight. I am going to try and post again later tonight to say something else but I just don't know if I can.
     
    ***So it is later. I am fine. I was really ok. I think I am going to be ok. I feel at peace. I got through the night with surprising grace. Below is the letter I read to my dad at the family viewing. I read it alone in private. This is something I wanted to do since I posted "My piggy" on a different blog. I couldn't think of a better time than tonight.
     
    Dear Daddy,
     
    I wrote this thinking of you a little while ago. I wanted so badly to share this with you but I never got the chance too. I am sorry.
     
    Ok, I will start with a bit about me, I am stubborn and a little childish (like you), I like cheese. Cheese is so good! My favorite way to eat cheese is fried in a fry pan.... gooey on the inside crispy on the outside. It's so good. I remember when we went through an entire BIG block of cheese just frying it and eating... you couldn't keep up no matter how hard you tried, and I am sure we could have easily done another block.
     
    What else is on my mind today? Racism in chocolate bars! (gosh dad you hear this? best influence you were) I am unsure if this is unintentional or not but I can't go around calling people dark if they are black they get offended. So why do we call it dark chocolate? Also has anyone else noticed that white chocolate is always before the dark and milk.... just puttin it out there. People get angry over such dumb political correctness I bet one could actually create a chocolate up roar and have the name change to sound 'right'. NOT trying to be racist or anything I was just thinking of how people are offended by the Red Skins team name, it got me thinking that people take things way too far. I will get those names changed to be politically correct! For you and down syndrome brawlers!!
     
    I would like pudding right meow. What kind of desserts do my readers like? My daddy brought me over a care pack and I made so much chocolate pudding! You knew it was my favorite easy desert. I always appreciated the care packs... even the darn beans. They made my day, my week even.
     
    You would go out of your way for anybody, and you always were there for me. You took care of me everyday even if you were not able to be with me. Just like my piggy daddy you were my best friend. I didn't value you as much as I should have. I wanted to give back to you so badly. I wanted to be able to take care of you.
     
    Dad I wrote this next bit specifically for you. I often wrote about my love for you in my blogs. You were my biggest support.
     
    I miss my piggy he was the ugliest, most cutest piggy I ever did see. My daddy gave him to me when I was born, ever since then my piggy was always there for me. I remember if I had a bad day at school, if my friends were picking on me, whatever happened good or bad piggy was there lookin at me cheering me on from the confined space of my bedroom. In my mid teen years I forgot how important he was to me and I stopped telling him what was going on ( I know this sounds weird but I had no one and I have had no one for as long as I can remember.) I know you know this feeling dad, you so often felt it too. I should have realized it more and been there to hug you. I am so sorry. please forgive me.
     
    Little by little I neglected my piggy. Then something tragic happened, I lost my home and for a long while I lost my family. Its a long story that ended in flames. My house burnt and I moved away to finish school even more alone than I ever realized possible. I worked full time and finished high school, I didn't graduate at the top of my class but I exceeded my expectations, and as much as I would like to say I was completely alone, I wasn't my piggy was there through it all just like you were daddy. You were always there to make me laugh when no one else was.
     
    Through all the crazy moves, the guns that were pointed, the frantic struggles, my piggy was there through it all. The worst incident was the first house I lived in, I was threatened by my land lord with a gun and ended up leaving with the police I had 20 min, to get everything and leave he was there. He was there when the next house I could find was a crazy ass nun who went through my personal stuff and destroyed my ability to go to church. He was even with me at the next house I could afford... my roomate was a coke head!
     
    It pains me greatly to write this next bit, the tears won't stop. The last move, the place I am at now 2 years since my life went to absolute shit my piggy is no longer with me. I lost him in the last move. I don't know where he went. My only friend, where did you go? I am so sorry I wasn't there for you like you were for me. I am sorry I could not be as faithful as you. You always were there to listen and soak up the tears. You would remind me of when things were good. Now you are gone. gone forever and it pains me so. I have not mourned the death of family like I have mourned the loss of my piggy. I cry almost every night thinking about him, it haunts me every night.
     
    I did not think it was possible to miss my piggy more. But I find myself using you and my piggy interchangeably I have lost you in the same place. I lost my best friend. I wish I had more to hold onto you with and this part is probably what pains me so. I miss you and you seem further away, more now than ever.
     
    So I have made the decision to live my life as you told me. I won't ever stop shooting for those stars dad, I know you wanted the best for me and I will NOT stop until I have succeeded in doing so, I will not rest until I am able to meet with you once again. I look forward to telling you all the success you made possible for me and never got to truly understand.
     
    All I want to say is I miss you dear friends, you will always be greatly missed.
    Like my piggy daddy you are gone, my dear friends you will be greatly missed. I cherished every moment we had together <3
     
    I will love you forever and always.
    Your little girl,
     
    Alaynnna
  6. PurplePony

    Stay calm

    By PurplePony,

    This post is from a while back... I still feel some of the frustrations but not all of them. It is a reminder to stop and breath. You only live today once, tomorrow is always a new day.
     
    So I went to my mom's work to get a hug and she wasn't even working, so feeling discouraged I trudged home only to find the door open which freaked me out. Turns out my bf's sister came over with a couple little ones so I couldn't escape to my work. They are coming over in a couple of hours and I fear I will not be able to get my work done. She wants my help casting her babies foot and hand prints, which I will do but I just can't seem to get work done and it's so frustrating, on top of it she sometimes leaves me alone with the kids wich normally is not a problem but yesterday I wasn't so sure of like I dunno I guess how I feel. I don't wanna have a weird loughing or crying freak out in front of kids. URG no oone seems to understand or see what I am going through and it kinda bothers me. I feel like I have no support from my man. I feel so alone and stuck. All I wanna do is work my way outta this rut and continue on with my dreams, but man lately it seems like it;s the hardest thing in the world. I have no money I am barely able to support myself, my parents can't help me, I wouldn't expect them too, I mean I moved out a couple years ago, I am not their problem any more and they wouldn't be able to help me all that much any way. So yeah I feel a little stuck.
     
    I appreciated the comment and support I have been getting, this community is soooo wonderful.
    I love and appreciate all of you <3
     
    I just gotta remember to keep calm and pony on!
    Nighty, night fellow pony lovers
  7. PurplePony

    A Fresh Start

    By PurplePony,

    Alrighty so welcome to my blog, I am going to start positing one entry a day (hopefully). I have a few premade on a different site. Those ones will be moved here and slowly trickle out. This should allow me time to keep up with posts as well as give me a break when I need it.
     
    So this entire mission is now dedicated to my father. As I write this tears roll down my face, I gotta roll one to keep it going, this part of the post will be quite raw. This part is my current un edited emotions. I look forward to the journey I am about to embark on. If you guys want to come along, I would be honored to have you by my side. Gimme a sec guys to collect some thoughts and spark some creative thoughts.....
     
    Sorry about that. As some of you know my father passed so my next few posts are predated, so that I can hopefully keep up with one a day.
     
    So it would be supper cool if people followed my blog. lol I have never been all that important, I suck at spelling, I dunno if I am interesting, I rant about dumb things that sounded smart in my head I swear, and there is a good chance that I could be insane....... o.0 that is a lot of stuff working against me, but hey i think I am cute.... that's one thing for me right? So yeah, if you actually manage to follow and read my blog I am impressed.
    So essentially I am going to blog, at least once a day. I wanna keep up with my journey, almost like a public diary I guess, but it should help me to stay on track with my projects, I am hoping at least. It is going to be raw, down to earth, weird, funny, sad, I don't really know. What I do know though is it will be an adventure, I have many HUGE dreams and goal that I will acomplish one way or another, so if you want to follow me on this journey, man that would be cool. If you don't like what you see move along don't bother I don't have time for negative attitudes I wish only to surround myself with positive people and thinking. That being said constructive critisism is welcome and encouraged I want to get better and I only want to learn, so if you wanna pass on some wisdome, bring her on. Random rants right^^^
    If you made it this far without exiting the page that means you are actually interested in my dreams or ideas.....
    What I would like to do is make people happy, I hate being sad, everyone does and now and then everyone needs some cheering up, but some people more than others. I want to start with children who are sick, I would like to go to hospitals with my handmade pinatas filled with treats and toys for patients who are expected to be there for a while. What would make it even more special is if it got bigger than that, If I could get voice actors, athletes, whoever the pinata is modeled after to sign it and maybe even give it to that child imagine that smile? Being that sick kid who idols someone and one day got to meet them because someone took the time to care. That is what I want to do. I want to do this so badly but I have no clue how to go about doing this. So I am in need of help, I hope the right people see this and are able to help me help others, share your knowledge if ya got any for me. I am just so sick of working in fast food and handing out cigarettes, I can't do it any more. I want to do something better, something more. Hopefully one day I can do all the great wonderful things I truly want to do.
    If your interested I invite you to follow my story, I will try to post as often as I can. I promise to keep it real, post my struggles, my wins, my failure, my laughter, and tears. For now though it's time for a bowl of cereal and back to my newest creation. I gotta keep plugging forward afterall.
    That is one of my dreams, I will not give up on it ever!
    I will post about other random stuff but this is going to be a continued subject
    Below are pics of my pinatas. Yes I made them
     







    ~


  9. PurplePony
    Alright, alright. Just got back from drinks with my work buddies... we were celebrating getting through work with out killing someone! xD
     
    In all honesty it's not bad it's just a punch to the ego.. You know? They even treat us like that... as if working in fast food as an adult (Just general employee nothing special) All we want is some respect..
     
    So in honour of our ability to plaster a smile on our faces and make light of our situations I raised my glass! lol to work and not killing people!
  10. PurplePony
    Ok so I haven't done one of these for a while but something or many things are on my mind. You will have to excuse me for a my bad grammar or spelling. I am not going back to delete a thing. If you care to read cool these are my scattered brain thoughts for the moment.
     
    In this "excersize" I am going to write for 30 min. straight. It may be boring, it could be good I don't know, depends who you are I suppose.
     
    Alright I will start, have you ever just wanted life? Have you ever just wanted to breath freely knowing that you are protected? I know I will have that and I am super stoked for it one day soon
     
    Another thing that I will kind of mention but not really due to controversy and really strong oppinions on this site... but that thing that I was doing, well I broke.. and it is about time that I start again. Here goes nothing xD
     
    My bf is an ass hat, he meowed at the cat and I looked over.... he laughed *facepalm *meow
     
    My RP is falling apart. My baby is gone. In retrospect I can only blame myself. Now it is not gone yet but it might as well be at this point. I need people to join or ppl to get interested in the story once again.... If not I will reboot it. If it's even worth it at the moment I am unsure. I wanted to do so much art, I wanted to make it into an animated series lol. I would have too.. I can only blame myself. But reguardless it is frustraiting.
    I don't think I could resarect her either. She would be gone forever. I wrote that my father in the RP had died... 2 min later I get this call that my IRL dad had passed away. he was 45. This story, this OC became a weird part of me. She is my OC, my ponysona, it touches my heart in a really weird way and I feel like I am just closer to my dad. I don't think I could re write that, nor do I think I can. Her story has already been born. I can't just restart it. It could never be the same.
     
    So I suppose that would be that and I would never write as her again. It would be crushing and heartbreaking. Honestly, that made me tear up a little. But it would be symbolic reguardless.
     
    As one falls closer to it's end another rises up out of the ashes. The group reminds me a lot of the other one before stuff went down. I just won't make the same mistakes.Shit happens and that's ok.
     
    Other than that I am feeling numb, a little sceptical, yet hopeful and excited. I feel that life is going to pick up and start being better. Not only that but it just looks that way. Now the only thing that stand in the way of all my success......... perhaps it's me?
     
    If I can change me by myself, become a better me and succeed in life, well then shitfucktittesbatman! I think I know what I gotta do
     
     
     
     
     
    Alright, that's my time limit for now, just in time, it was getting weird lol. Anyway, feel free to comment on my blogs as always it is appreciated, and also if you have a possible topic for a story, even just one word, tell me and I will write something sometime if it peaks my interest
    I also draw so if you want me to maybe draw something, again post your idea in the comment section below, Your comment maybe featured in my next blog!
     
    Thanks for reading
  11. PurplePony

    To Do:

    By PurplePony,

    Because I haven't been the most faithful to some of my plans I am now posting my to do list publicly... It makes me feel like I have to do it.
     
    1. send out emails for pubcrawls, limo's and advertising.
    2. Post in Time that Bonds.
    3. Finish Character and it's page.
    4. Start new RP
    5. Sell a pinata?
    6.Try to not be stupid*
     
    Things That Should be Done but I Think it Can Wait:
    1 Cat Box
    2. Sleep
    3. Food
    4. My pokemon game </3
    5. Getting dressed??
     
    * Don't think it's possible. xD
     
    Alright I will hopefully get all this done
  14. PurplePony

    Randome Rambles

    By PurplePony,

    Random convo's with Mr. Critical
    lol I love our randome chats xD
     
    Bingle bongle dingle dangle woah man so off topic, the sexy wolf thing whats up with that?
    I don't know, what the balls that is I just wanna cuddle naked with a wolf.
    They would die of dehydration, do you think you would like it you were covered in thick black fur?? No! No you would not
    Oh my jezus crist I know that song...
     

     
    Lol ugio destroyed it
    I knew the origional by heart but I can't do this one yet...
    You'lll die!!!
    It'll be worth it
    what really???
    ...................
    .... longestpause
    good god is it still going???
    Guy who play 10th doctor in harry potter!!~!!~ WTF
    This is seriously all pokemon (song)
    Wtf
    No snacks for slaves
    Jinx was black but now is purple!!!
    Understandable.
    No
    But blacks are people too
    Mr popo makes me sad but if you are going to have an issue with orrigional content do not post it!!!!
    4 min in!!!
    Rapping pirates, go into the corner be all like no, no
    I think of the pirates who don't do anything.
    Christians are awful people!!
    Well I hope you are going to have trouble catching those pokemon!! POOPER SCOOPERS!!
    Smoke break lol
    nm
    I want a new pokemon yellow!!!
    I think yellow was just too dark......
    convo dies just like that kids Raticate......
  15. PurplePony

    Singin' To Myself :D

    By PurplePony,

    Alrighty So I did 3 songs today, just because I was bored. I do not think I am all that good. But hey, not the worst I have ever heard so no shame
     
    I am also looking for a duet partner! Come on, someone sing with me!
     
     
     
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tT2kTHV41VY&feature=em-upload_owner
    Call your girl friend
     
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RU6Eq_mSbas&feature=em-upload_owner
    Duet possibility* Picture
     
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a6t7ubsPFIM&feature=em-upload_owner
    And lastly My cadence <3 *Also a duet possibility.
    Let me know what you think
  17. PurplePony

    Broke Down

    By PurplePony,

    Hey guys, long time no talk eh? Welp I am sorry. There has been a lot going on lately and I can not afford to be hung up on my dad like I am. I have to get up and go. This being said, I think I need one more day. I just want a hug from my mommy. Just completly switched emotions and crying.. I want my mom.
  18. PurplePony

    My Short Stories <3

    By PurplePony,

    Alirghty guys than you for the inspiration. Once in a while I take words and make them into short stories. Feel free to rate them and tell me which ones you like
    I want to develop some writing skills so yeah, let me know what you think my readers
    I took one word from each person and made it into a story.. hope you like it
     
     
     
     
     
    @ ForeverFrozen Your word- Banana
     
    "Mmmmm...", She sat licking her lips. It sat before her, big and juicy.
    Looking up at him with big blue eyes she asks, "may I?" her voice asked so kind and sweet.
    He nodded his approval as she took it in her hands. Excitement had overcome her as he just sat and watched.
    ​Peeling back the layer to reveal the underneath she licked and slurped the tip enjoying every bit.
    She smile as she watched him he looked rather pleased, as she finished the banana, her most favorite fruit of all.
     
     
    @~StatesTheOblivious~
     
    Okay... "Morgenröte." That's a German expression for the red sky in the morning.
    She ran through the forest while holding her injured self close, her mind was a blur. A flurry of thoughts raced through her mind taunting her every step she took.
    'Running is pointless.' It nagged
    She began to quicken her pace, 'Oh you are silly aren't you?'
    Laughter rang throughout her ears and her heart pounded fast. "Thump, thump, thump." 'Is that my heart or is someone..' Her thoughts were cut short by laughter.
     
    Growing louder as she ran. The faster she went the louder the laughter became. She sat toying with herself on this journey she had started. It seemed like decades had passed, when in fact that would be untrue. 'You know you are wrong, you know it.'
    "I am not wrong!" She screamed
    Lowering her voice she continued, "It was self defense."
    The voice snarled and sneered,'Oh really it was? It was not for lust, nor greed nor power? No it was for a far more selfish reason.. So that you could go on living while the others..'
    "Stop!" She cried begging herself
    "How can you ask for someone to die? how can you vanquish light so easily?"
    'It is not I for I am you, I am merely what you think should have done.'
    Snarling and snapping her thoughts grew harsh, giving up the fight she lay down to rest.
     
    It was shortly after that medics had arrived, barely clinging to life she looked up to the sky it's brilliance shone bright that early morn. She lay back and uttered her last spoken words. "I know you were right, and for that I am wrong. The secrets I have you need to know, We don't have to fight we just have to..." She coughed and sputtered and she no longer spoke.
    One last thought raced through her mind as she went on her way. 'How many had died because I could not say?'
     
    The sun cried red that morning as it awoke. It cried in mourning for the ones he had lost, the friends who had been oh so very loyal, the fallen who had leaped to an eternal slumber, and the ones who would fall because no words were spoken.
     
     
    Thank you for your words guys I hope you enjoyed it..
    I ended a little sooner than I thought I would, so if you are still reading thanks:)
     
    I figured it would be cool to write a story about the consequences of inaction.. I dunno that's all I got for now.... oh yeah, and banana's are delicious.
     
    But if you would like a story just submit a word (if it's not English give me a meaning) This was kind of fun and I might do another one in the future.
     
    Love you always and thank you so much for the feed back I have been getting tons as of late and it has really brought my spirits up. Thank you guys for everything.
     
    XxOoXxoOxXoO
     
    ~PP
     
    Alrighty so today's story is brought to you by Pinkie_dust thank you for the word
    the word is Sheep
     
    An old grey nun lay dying in her bed. She croaked and hacked, calling out for her grandson. He rushed to her side, "What is the matter?" He asked worried.
     
    The old lady smiled a toothy grin. "Close the door dear, I need to talk to you." She instructed.
    The boy did as he was told and rushed back to her side. He sat in silence as the old lady confessed to him all the sins she had committed over the years. The boys sat and in a state of utter confusion. He idolized his grandmother, she was every thing he wanted to be. He looked to her and asked, "Why would you do all of those cruel things to those people you helped? Why would you torment them after you worked so hard to help?"
     
    The old nun smiled and whispered, "I gave them hope, only to have ripped it away again. I let them believe it would be alright. I deceived the many so they would hope and pray and follow my path. Just as I have deceived you." A wicked smile over took her face, one that seemed to not be her own. A glint of red crossed her eyes as she took her last breath.
    The boy sat at his dead grandmothers side, a smile crossed his face, "A wolf in sheep's skin."
    Beware of the false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves.

     
     
    Next story compliments of MLP Moth
    Your word was Flyingturtlezombierhino
    Before we embark on this journey some background info on how my mind works should be helpful. I broke the word into two, Flyingturtle and Zombierhino. The inspiration came from Teen aged Mutant Ninja Turtles, and their nemesis Rhino... all I can say is enjoy
     
    "It was another day in the big apple, and the Rhino was on a rampage only this time he was a zombie! World dominance is what he aimed for and I Michelangelo was the only one who could possibly save the world. I took my nun chucks and kicked his tail in a grueling karate fight, they should really call me flying turtle. I swear that's what happened Splinter, I didn't mean to be late for practice." The turtle exclaimed trying to reason with his master.
     
    Splinter was not looking impressed with a grimace and a snarl he asked, "Then what is this? No more excuses." holding a bag filled with a green herb.
    The turtle started to panic and fidget, "Aww, Splinter. I am real sorry." He stammered.
    Splinter smiled a ratty grin. "You should be sorry, all I want is for you to share. It's not even that great." He stated calmly.
    Michelangelo was taken aback, Splinter had reached into his pocket and pulled something out putting it to his lips he lit it and puffed heavily, "Try this, flying turtle" Splinter said with a chuckle
    "Kowabunga!"
  19. PurplePony

    Free Art :D

    By PurplePony,

    So I have done some free art... you know killing time. I really wish I had pencil crayon so until then I have closed the stuff down. I am posting the things tho that people requested Because I think it is worth a shout out
     

    So this person asked me to draw charizard doing something with magnium... I thought they said seducing.... Bad mind I have hahaha xD
     

    I got another request for an anthro, It was supposed to be Luna but I had no eraser so it became Celestia not bad though, first time anthro drawing to boot
     
    A Zombie

     
    This one was done special for my brave man in the military, My thoughts and prayers are always with you.. although I am sorry I have no murica pride..I love Canada

     
    This is another OC I have yet to make people don't like the idea of RPing with hippocampuses

     
    This one was funny...."Make Charmander look cooler.."

     
    The boys who first inspired my RP I love you <3 @Night Song, Mr. Critical, and Rokkurin,

     
    If you have made it this far and are interested the first four people to follow my blog will get whatever they want drawn and featured in an upcoming post.
    Let me know what you want in the comments
     
    This is a favor I am doing for my devout readers, I love and appreciate you all (even if I am not that great at drawing lol)
     
    Much love,
    ~PP
  20. PurplePony

    Anxiety...

    By PurplePony,

    I apologize that my last posts are so sad and disheartened. I am usually not like that. It's just this is a really tough time for me. In all honesty I find it so hard to write these blogs, especially now. These will always be raw unedited emotion. Because since when are we always pretty? I promise to post pretty but if you wanna know me you gotta feel me at my worst. You gotta feel me as I walk back and forth pacing through the kitchen staring at the knives, the bleach, anything my imagination grabs at.. (the rest get sick, those are kind of normal. I wouldn't want to completely gross out my readers lol)
     
    I have very scary suicidal thoughts. I haven't self harmed for just about 3 years. But it is so hard to stay loyal to this.
     
    So I think that the cause of this anxiety is.. Well there is no nice way of putting this so like everything it will be blunt. *Stop reading this if you are not good with death*
     
     
    So tonight between 7 and 9 I am going to go see my dad. He is in a funeral home all cleaned up by now. I am going to go and say my final good bye's. I am the eldest daughter (no boys except.. dad) I am 19. It was too soon and I am sad. I know what I want to say to him it is about my piggy and such I am going to write him a letter and tuck it in his suit pocket. I just don't know how to take this! I am at peace but there is this ache I feel that is just wanting to come out. It cries and it yells and I don't know what it will do. I don't know what to do or how to feel.
     
    Death really freaks the ever living shit out of me. When do you die? After your heart goes? Or your brain?
     
    What happens if you are laying there aware of all voices unable to scream and tell them you are alive? (I guess death is inevitable at that point but it would be so lonely and terrifying.) I would like to thank Steven King for scaring me xD well done that doesn't happen often
     
     
    But that is some scary stuff... I am just a wreck after tomorrow will be easier. After the funeral will be easier. I just can't accept he's gone. I moved away and I didn't see what happened.. I still think he's out fixing Grandma's computer. Boy am I in for a shock tonight..
     
    On this sad note I leave you guys. I have to go write something for my dad. Please remember to tell the people you care about because you never know what day will be your last.
     
    As always guys and gals (especially my RP boys),
    I love you all <3
     
    ~PP
  21. PurplePony

    My Piggy

    By PurplePony,

    Before this entry I would like to thank every pony who took the time to read my last blog and current/future blogs. A special thanks @
    TwistedShadow
    Thank you for the support man, even if you don't read them all (i don't expect that lol) it is nice to know others care and got your back in a moral support kindda way. So thank you all and on that note here is my next entry
     
    This started out as a writing excersize it got really deep, really fast. All the things I wrote there looking back was about things me and my dad shared. I wrote this before he passed.... I think I am going to print out the bit about my piggy and tuck it in his suit pocket..
     
    Finally feelin good! So I am going to set a timer for I think about 15 min, For this period of time I am just going to express the emotions in my face. There will be no backspace button so sorry for the really bad grammar. Feel free to comment or leave your own 15 minutes of writing! I wanna hear what is on your mind too guys!
     
    Ok, I will start with a bit about me, I am stubborn, I like cheese. Cheese is so good! My favorite way to eat cheese is fried in a fry pan.... gooey on the inside crispy on the outside. It's so good. I make myself hungry too often lol.
     
    What else is on my mind today? Racism in chocolate bars! I am unsure if this is unintentional or not but I can't go around calling people dark if they are black they get offended. So why do we call it dark chocolate? Also has anyone else noticed that white chocolate is always before the dark and milk.... just puttin it out there. People get angry over such dumb political correctness I bet one could actually create a chocolate up roar and have the name change to sound 'right'. NOT trying to be racist or anything I was just thinking of how people are offended by the Red Skins team name, it got me thinking that people take things way too far.
     
    I would like pudding right meow. What kind of desserts do my readers like? I made a black forest cake the other day and oh my gosh was it ever good.
     
    I feel out of touch with what is going on in the world.. anything cool lately?
     
    I miss my piggy he was the ugliest, most cutest piggy I ever did see. My daddy gave him to me when I was born, ever since then my piggy was always there for me. I remember if I had a bad day at school, if my friends were picking on me, whatever happened good or bad piggy was there lookin at me cheering me on from the confined space of my bedroom. In my mid teen years I forgot how important he was to me and I stopped telling him what was going on ( I know this sounds weird but I had no one and I have had no one for as long as I can remember.)
     
    Little by little I neglected my piggy. Then something tragic happened, I lost my home and for a long while I lost my family. Its a long story that ended in flames. My house burnt and I moved away to finish school even more alone than I ever realized possible. I worked full time and finished high school, I didn't graduate at the top of my class but I exceeded my expectations, and as much as I would like to say I was completely alone, I wasn't my piggy was there through it all.
     
    Through all the crazy moves, the guns that were pointed, the frantic struggles, my piggy was there through it all. The worst incident was the first house I lived in, I was threatened by my land lord with a gun and ended up leaving with the police I had 20 min, to get everything and leave he was there. He was there when the next house I could find was a crazy ass nun who went through my personal stuff and destroyed my ability to go to church. He was even with me at the next house I could afford... my roomate was a coke head!
     
    It pains me greatly to write this next bit, the tears won't stop. The last move, the place I am at now 2 years since my life went to absolute shit my piggy is no longer with me. I lost him in the last move. I don't know where he went. My only friend, where did you go? I am so sorry I wasn't there for you like you were for me. I am sorry I could not be as faithful as you. You always were there to listen and soak up the tears. You would remind me of when things were good. Now you are gone. gone forever and it pains me so. I have not mourned the death of family like I have mourned the loss of my piggy. I cry almost every night thinking about him, it haunts me every night.
     
    All I want to say is I miss you dear friend, you will always be greatly missed.
    Like my piggy daddy you are gone, my dear friends you will be greatly missed. I cherished every moment we had together <3
    ~PP
     
    Leave your own 15 min rant or response to mine? Tell me what you think
  22. PurplePony
    So this one is a little more taboo I don't mean to offend anyone reading this. It is just my opinion. It was just something that bothered me.... I mean we are all entitled to our opinions right?
     
    ok so before yall judge let me explain... My auntie posted that she wanted used sex toys on fb, i commented next thing i know i get this dumb thing..
     
    Lol It's a game my Friend. Lol. You should have never commented/ or liked it!! TAG YOU ARE IT!!! You fell into the trap. This is a game. The person who likes/comments has to choose one of the following to post on his/her timeline.
    1. I confess: I like porn.
    2. I wish Obama could run for a third term.
    3. I cheated on my ex. 4. I tried smoking crack today.
    5. I just fell in vomit at McDonalds.
    6. I quit my job today.
    7. There's a raccoon in my bedroom!
    8. Where can I buy used sex toys?
    9. I think I'm changing gender.
    10. I'm pregnant. You have to play and you can't tell anyone its a game. Good luck, sucker!!! I can't wait to see what you choose............. LOL
     
    Right? one of these dumb things, usually i ignore them but I was feeling like a brat and wanted to scare my parents.
    Sooooo I posted I am pregnant? Abortion? My FB never has notifications... ever. I obviously look like the bad guy but everyone will forget in a day and later I can delete the status. That being said I believe that is a choice (not the argument). It got me to thinking though people get so wound up in killing something that didn't even exist and even if it did for the sake of arguing its not alive yet it couldn't live on its own.
     
    Why don't people get angry? Even down right furious over young people who are hospitalized for serious illnesses that threaten their lives or way of living? Its not like we can't save them, we do have technology, money, obviously voices (or I wouldn't have heard them today) so why is it that people have such an easy time telling someone that it is right or wrong to kill their un born not living thing that is inside them (that's all it is when you break it down) yet say and do nothing for the people currently suffering within our society?
  23. PurplePony
    I haven't done a lot of role playing before but I would like to get into it.. So here is my pony. She needs more of a story, If this character interests you post your *potential (I will have say over who joins) character and lets get something going
     
    So I am sorry, for this RP I will only accept 18+ not necessarily because of content but because I would rather RP with people closer to my age, and if serious content does show I would prefer it to be tasteful and carefuly written. I need a minimum of 4 OC's and a maximum of whatever I get. Understand If you come later your part will be cameo's (not posting like a crazy MOFO), in order to maintain a story line. If you are interested pitch me your OC, or other RP's you've participated in. The only pony I need is a former love * If you want that 'part' message me pls
     
    Any other part message me as well/or comment to this. As long as your OC fits and makes sense we shouldn't have a problem. <3
     
     
    MY OC~ Aixi (sorry the pic is so small I will fix it)
     
     

     
    Name- Aixi Sang Translation: Thereby Blood (Catalan)
     
    Age- 219
     
    Gender- Female
     
    Species- Pegasus
     
    Appearance- Look at the pic lol
     
    Cutie mark- *Blank Flank although there is a patchy bit of red fur where her cutie mark used to be. A constant reminder of the blood her lost heard has shed and the others that have since passed.
     
    Personality-Now a quiet loner, Aixi often wanders with no particular destination. Close minded but head, who should really bite her tounge. She is far too proud and needs to realize her fate isn't to dwell alone.
    Once you get to know her you will find she is quite clutsy and easy to make fun of. Be careful of this fierce yet ferocious little peagasi.
     
    Back ground story- Once a princess Aixi is one of the last of her kind and doomed to live eternally until her demons are vanquished. At one time Aixi ruled over a misunderstood race of pony who fed off of the souls who have yet passed on. Viewed as evil the heard was forced to roam or be annihilated, their powers would be enough to prevent this but they governed themselves by one rule when it came to "feeding"
     
    'Feast only on the souls that have yet to pass on, it allows them to move forth and face judgement." This was a message passed on since the beginning of time. It was a rule that was always followed as a living soul is powerful and strong. Messing with this would ensure that chaos would freely roam. So they feast off of the souls who have yet moved on. Doing so feeds their own soul ever so slightly, allowing them to live as long as they preform their sacred duty. (This skill is teachable although only to a determined soul. Some food for thought if you want some Idease on how to possibly involve your OC)
     
    Princess Aixi was blinded by love, therefore she did not see her fiance greed for power. Becoming a king was not enough to satisfy his lust and as their kindom slept he crept into town and took a living soul. Overwhelmed with power his soul turned black and he turned on the very herd he once allied with, all except for Aixi. Perhaps it was his love for her that saved her that night, or maybe he feared for his own life. For now no pony knows this answer, but it has left Aixi with one final duty; continue out her kingdoms perpus so she can live on and destroy the lustful demon that once was her love.
     
    Important Info~ Yes she was a princess (i guess you could say alicorn but i hate that) She has no 'alicorn' power, just those cool horns, I didn't want to give them up. Although she can lengthen her life span she has no powers that strengthen her or improve performance. This being said she is 219 years old, obviously she is good at hiding her identity as well as protecting herself. (I wanted to give her some skill but nothing overpowering)
     
     
     
     
    STORY INFO~ So let me know what you think. Give me your ideas if you are interested in doing this thing!
     
    **** Please note I will make Aixi's pic bigger My lapytop doesn't want to work for me. I will also spell check everything else and I will spell check this later but my word isn't working and I fail *Facehoof*
    Why does nothing work?!? lol
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