I'll put it to you this way, I've been in constant despair for 3 days, I've cut myself, wished death upon myself and cried constantly until I couldnt cry anymore, I fell on the floor on the bathroom this morning and begged God to help me and suddenly this morning I'm ok and I'm not even Jade.
Yea, Life gets hard, Faith gets weak, but god never lets go and never holds a grudge, Most of our pain is caused by ourselves. We judge ourselves far harsher than he does. Thanks, I'm glad too I wasn't heading in a good direction.