So my good friend killed himself. We worked together on MLP subtitles and seeing him pass away really makes me remember the times I wanted to kill myself as well. I could have been there and stopped him. I could have talked to him about that if only he opened up. But he's dead now.
Keep your head held high like you have been. Things always get better and pain passes. I hope things start to brighten up and get better for you buddy.
I am very happy to do that for you at least. 
