I feel lonely very often, I have no friends, I have no girlfriend, the people who sorround me don't understand me, everyone wants to change me, no one understands my hobbies, my way of thinking; everyone scolds me if I say something opposite to the rest, everyone invents lies about me that are not real, no one takes me seriously, no one understands what I say, no one wants to see me happy...
I tried to meet new people in my fan community and almost everyone ignore me, even on Facebook, I'm sorrounded by lots of negative and lazy people while energic and positive people always ignore me.