In addition, here's the story how I met her Highness.
In 2018 I left the forum on a lower tone so when I felt a wish to comeback this spring I still had some doubts.
But greetings of new and old friends made me feel more comfortable and secure, and the most confusing was lady Silky. First time she greeted me I was like: "ok, staff cheers newcomers, that's formal". First time she DMed me with emotional and hearful message I thought: "Hey! That's my style! That's how I addressed people old times when was full of energy and willing to befriend everyone, like a friendly hurricane" I will dare to tell I felt a kinship, but also I felt that old Crypty is still alive deep inside of me and want's out. I didn't feel a wish to draw nor paint last 6 years and now I found a piece puzzle of myself I dropped here leaving. Thank to my old friends who didn't give up on me and special than to @Ice Princess Silky for helping Crypty to find a way home. I'll be grateful forever.