Raven Rawne

Wish you all the best for it!

Thanks, I'd really want this one to work out, sounds like job right in my alley.

there do seem to be polish companies there (like this one) so perhaps if you start a review and it doesn't have the company listed, it creates the entry?

It may be so, yes. PZU is a giantic company in here, one of the largest insurance companies on the market so the employment summary is a wee bit misleading, but it's interesting that people bothered to make a profile and post reviews on a foreign site.

Ah, I see. No, it's not a UK site - it has different international subsites (but not for .pl it seems) but only one database. Here is the indian subsite for example

Autocorrect, you give the meaning to life...

Well, guess there's little good in second guessing "why" anyway, but considering it's not weekend yet, it does seem strange to me.

It happens, we go from good to bad randomly, more bad than good mostly.

True that!

F A S T 

About 140 kmph. Polish roads often make it uncomfortable when going faster, and my car isn't large enough to dampen the bumps with it's length and mass. Still, she will go 200 if needs be. I checked so I know.

They were in Poland for the first time ever last month, had to buy the ticket. All in all, I was pleasantly surprised by the drummer, of all people. Doing stunts while playing and all that. Amy was basically running all over the scene the whole time, with a few slow piano songs in between. And the bass switched instruments with guitar for one song, that was cool.

BTW finally had a good idea for your picture. Now let's hope I can actually draw it.

Awesome! Looking forward to seeing the finished product if you manage to complete it.

Btw... just realized I put 'lived' instead of 'loved' in my previous reply. Ugh. Typos.

At least you know how to keep yourself mentally afloat so you don't do anything to harm yourself so if drawing helps you then by all means keep drawing even if they come out bad and any drawing is good practice.

Oh don't worry about me doing something rash. Im all too aware of just how much of a mess would it do to my family, which makes an effective guilt trap. Plus, who would take care of my tortoise? And there's no way I ever let go of my beloved car. Even though I've had "s" thoughts for years, nothing's going to happen, I assure you. Once work calms down (and I hope it will eventually), things will get back to normal.

I hope everything gets better for you and calms down.

*wish. Stupid autocorrect. 

I know how it feels to have work get the better of you sometimes. I don't think I could ever manage an office job though.. I'd need something to mix up the day, not just sit in one place for 8 hours. It's why I left my IT job as soon as I could. But then some people are the exact opposite. They can't stand the idea of being outside their cushy office or having to deal with people on the floor.

Would you ever consider changing vocations or getting training in something else you enjoy? Is it feasible?

Heh, I for once can't stand the clients. Okay, people in general but, same difference. I'm okay with doing stuff in excel the whole time if the atmosphere is okay, and my superiors are on the "we need to find and punish the guilty" side of management. 

I like managing contracts with the public health care payer, but it's hard to land a job where you do only that. While I could probably get some paid courses to gain extra skills,  it would take months and some serious sums to become sufficiently versed to become employable in the new field. 

All in all, it's more about people in the job rather than the job itself that gets to me.

Everything has to be like that if it's my first proper new car.

I'm European and had a manual all my years, so no wonder I don't like it when the car just keeps rolling forward on automatic. And the way it feels when driving... I felt so disconnected from the road, like it was a video game or a training machine with screens for windows.  And those assistants for everything, like I wasn't trusted to drive on my own and needed a slew of computerised helping hands. 

@Raven Rawne I see, I am only in one now, and I enjoy it.

Good, it's always a bit of risk when starting a new one - whether it works or not - but when it does, it's just great.

I miss when I roleplayed on here too. Hm. I don't really have any 'normal' characters.....as I always go for something edgy or weird, I don't really have the time to really be on here as much, even though its summer. 

I'd go for your own unique style.

Guess you're right. Lots of practice before me to reach what I want but, should be worth it in the end.

Can't beat your own style, it's your after all.

It does, but it's a drawing. Like this one.  Made by Rustem Kuramshin.

You will get there someday

I'm more into stylised drawings myself, rather than hyper realistic ones, but it goes to show how versatile this medium is. And if I decide to add color later on, it will be that much easier with solid lineart skill. I can buy a bunch of markers right now if I wanted to go color to be honest,  but I choose to get good in what I do now first.

Time a nap I think. 

*hug*

It's midnight, better turn off the lights and get some proper rest. At least I was smart enough to take today and tomorrow off, so I don't have to rush to work. So, yeah, night I guess. 

Goodnight. 

Why would you be nervous? 

First time on a concert. Well I was once as a security guard but still. I have a ticket for the Golden Circle, so the crowd will be thick.

First time on a concert. Well I was once as a security guard but still. I have a ticket for the Golden Circle, so the crowd will be thick.

I see, I haven't been to a concert before, just try to relax and have fun. 

I'll wait some more, see if there's any interest. Ofc if you're interested,  we can try the rp but no pressure. It's supposed to be entertaining after all.

I was doing an RP with someone via pm but she stopped replying.

Happens to everyone really. People just drop out without a word. 

Same ere, my last supervisor was a real treat, no one done much to really grind it into him cause they'd be in his bad books and we need him for many things. This is the world of work and it's gloriously testing of you as a person, I found it best to just put my head down and take the bs, work hard and you'll be fine. My last supervisor took the pee out of everyone and usually in a way that made no one happy about it. 

Yeah... I had a reeeeeaally dumb boss in my last work, but my immediate manager kept her in check and off people's backs. In here,  my immediate is just as clueless about real work we do as the director who's doing the Spanish Inquisition every time she sees something she didn't know. Ofc she says she should be informed. Should is like,  her fave word.

Totally understand you brother, but they're their to do a job like everyone else, bosses, managers, supervisors etc are typically bad jobs for the people in them.  So naturally they'll become douches with time due to the amount of shit they probably had to put up with in the past when  being a "cool and chill" leading figure. For me, I was just happy to have a job and pay, that got me through a lot of the bad times.