Vicky

I’m sorry and hate to admit this....

(Warning: there’s some curse words)

but as someone like me who has some huge anxiety, I’m all for YouTube hiding the dislike count. You see, trolls exist along with edgy memers and just outright assholes on the internet. When some of those types of people dislike my YouTube videos for no actual fair reason (ex: because I’m a fan of MLP), they love to abuse that feature. They want me to suffocate, even when I do my best to improve. Every single damn time I upload, I always get dislikes that are all from the same exact people. I could’ve just gotten a fair reason such as some form of constructive criticism, but no. Instead, I get stuck with trolls that like to spam me nonstop and it only makes me less motivated. No, I don’t want to do YouTube as a career, but as like a side hobby. I want it to be enjoyable. But too fucking bad! I just get people telling me to grow up and stop being a baby and to always have thick skin. If anything, telling others to grow thick skin isn’t going to fucking help at all. It only makes it worse and stabs the knife deeper into the wound. But maybe it’s just me. Maybe I’m the asshole that doesn’t get along with the general internet. Maybe I am just born a different being compared to the rest of the millions on YT.