Vicky

Every morning, I'm being told and expected to be a perfect person. I'm being told that I'm always fat. I'm being told to cut my hair because long hair is dirty and ugly. I'm constantly being told that I should become this and not that. I'm reminded that I'm short and should play more basketball to make myself taller (don't even think that's possible). I'm expected to be the "man of the house" (because my father is nonexistent) when they don't know that I'm planning to transition in the near future. If I don't follow their expectations, I'll be forced into the Navy because apparently being being ugly means you're a bad person who deserves discipline. Oh, the benefits of living in a conservative Asian family!

Sorry for the rant. I just need a place to vent this since I don't have access to my former best friend's server anymore.