Sturmponiere

*drunk "Unbbreakblee Union" singing*

Perfect timing, bird. You've died right at the end. Hour to hour.
I will miss your singing in the morning.

I'm a stallion but ... * wiped a single tear * Rest in peace, little defenseless bundle of feathers.

Funny. Ever since I started saying that I'm from Russia, western mares have lost all interest in me. I find this situation pretty damn funny. 

And I still can't understand Russian very well. After all this... "events"... The situation is becoming critical.

We could be a good friends, Sherry...

Divide and rule.

Happy birthday to me...

Where is my cover photo?

I don't know what's been more unusual, this awkward elevator music or the fact that I was there, licking the stripes of zebra I don't know.

It was a mare, of course.

I don't think I have some serious troubles, but sometimes it feels like... I don't know... like I'm lost in this lifestream. Sounds stupid, but with all this mishaps with mares... All my proud now stayed in the past. Where is that self-confident gray pegasus? Somewhere there. For now, Requiem is just fully destroyed, not even a stallion, just a random pony. You know, this feeling when you want just stop... no, not "stop"... when you want not exist, from the very beginning. But life is still beautiful, and all things I can't reach is beautiful too. And I can't fall down like other weakers. Even if the only do I can is just to watch at otheer people's happiness, dreaming, like other losers, that it is me there. 

You know I am learning Russian culture. And one of the popular russian rockers sang:

"I'm greeted by the rain outside,
They will dinner inside."

"New possibilities each day
They offer me a different way
To live, to walk or just to be
Or lead me into misery

I am just as small as you
Although I do not want me to
With all the powers I posess
I'm just afraid of loneliness

But in the end it all stays the same
No changes made, no lessons learned
Am I the one who is to blame
For smashing crowns that I have earned?"

- Und weisst du warum? Weil Ich's kann!

("-And you now why? Because I can!")

ADV: One good russian mare drawing commissions. She is cute and, I think, talented too.

Visit my profile for example of her skills and pm me for face control before I'll redirect you to her profile.

She is under my protection since her boyfriend became such a jerk.

Finally.

Behold Requiem. The gloomy gray pegasus.

It's me.

Don't pet a dog or gray pegasus, unless you don't want to adopt them.

I know this place already tired of my whining about mares, this my damn crusade. Oh... I'm tired too. Tired of this misfortunes.

I knew so many beautiful mares, I was a good friend for them. But where are they now? Somewhere there, making their loved ones happy. 

It's sad to be like me, just a support in difficult times. I helped so many people in their relationships winter.

Now they are warming themselves by the fire, and I'm just freezing to the bones.

"Tiefster Winter schafft sich Raum
Wo einst Fruhlingsknospen bluhten
In Ewigkeit, zerstort der Traum
Ein See gefriert zu Eis"

DoomerTune

Let me explain... Just... Just imagine a world without russians and all memes about them.
Be horrified. 

Open facebook or some, type and send to your russian friend: "Thank you".

I'll do this right now.

I'm not married, I don't have a special mare who gives me gifts on Hearts and Hooves Day. <"lit" a candy cigerette> I'm lonely as hell and never knew any simple, romantic mare's care. 

But I still have hot sox regularly. Damn Nvidia. Stupid  drivers, stupid all. Why does my game crashes? And Maya then? Huh?

Not a single guide or solution.

But I did it. Well done, Requiem. You're the real stallion. Veni, <rude word>, Vidi Vici. 

Even Blurry Videos english covers of russian rock of 90's and 2000's

https://youtu.be/qEJgykqpgl4

https://youtu.be/Q2CexlxpNyM

This guy teaches me to speak Russian.

Russian rock so depressive... I like it.

https://youtu.be/9FEdIWfrrfs

https://youtu.be/fsnu-e_czA0

What a wonderful start of tha day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsS1k9XRssQ

*cynically fills in personal files for the filing cabinet*

Well... At least I made a new little herd of young mares for personal usage. I don't know anything better than harmless shipping. Silly young mares with romantic dreams needs a good care and protection from doubts and fears, from people who can hurt them or use. I'm a stallion, man. This is my duty. If I can't build my own happiness, I must protect others.

One day they will find their specials and leave me behind, like previous roleplay partners.

 I'll be glad for their happiness, it will be the only consolation in loneliness in my dark corner.