A French Derpy full of Salt

I forgot this website existed...

Happy new year! and I wish your life will be controllable and acceptable.

Personally, I met some really nice people, cuddling, chatting and being lovable in VRChat. Even though I'm getting imposter syndrome... All of them are like gay, lesbian, are a lot on pronouns, have their SO and all, while I don't have any of this because I am sexually not interested in anything...

I talked a lot about myself, how I hate how my brain thinks, and they actually understand me. We shared a lot of stories, even those that I never told to my parents...

One of them actually propose her SO in the 1st of January, posted on discord. I should've been happy, but my brain went into envy and jealousy. AND I HATED IT. I talked about this to the others, because I thought I was being a bad friend behind them, but they actually understand it too! and said it was normal!

I, then, spoke about this to the person who proposed, while feeling bad at every second of my explaination, and she said "no beegie, I get it". I didn't make a noise, but I emotionally cried for the first time in like 8 years...

I made a single desition of talking to someone over an avatar on VRChat the 28th of August, and now, I'm in a group of lovely people that I couldn't leave behind. My friends truly are a blessing.

From left to right: Noz, Antho, Byte, Amphros (above), Me (Below) and Lucas.