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Midnight Solace

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About Midnight Solace

  • Birthday November 9

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    Equestria, Ponyville
  • Personal Motto
    I Think I Need To Accept That I Will Never Be Loved.
  • Interests
    Well, I guess I'm a very unpopular pony artist, kind of a hardcore Xbox gamer, and that one guy that no one seems to notice. I suppose like listening to music, like R&B, Piano and Neurofunk specifically. Honestly, I’ve lost interest in all the other things I used to enjoy, and I don't really have anything to live for anymore. I'm even surprised that I've come this far. My life was always in constant despair and hopelessness, and I think it just keeps getting worse. I feel awfully vulnerable and alone, and these days I just get really lost in my thoughts.

    There's only one thing that makes me truly content in my emotionally fragile life, and that’s hanging out with my beloved Twily. You know, she’s like somepony I can trust. I read books and play Xbox with her. Sometimes I eat waffles with her. The Forums also makes me feel better, as my only friends are here. So, I guess I spend most of my life currently on the forums, sharing my artwork and talking to them. It's nice to know that some ponies would care for me. <3

    Wait, you're actually reading this?

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    My Beloved Twily. <3
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    Pegasus

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  1. Midnight Solace

    Every time somepony asks if I am okay, it's just a reminder that I'm not. The reason I keep my feelings to myself, is because I can't explain them.

    Have you ever felt like you don't know what's going on anymore? Like you don't care about anything anymore? You've lost your motivation to do anything, you are confused about your feelings, and you can't just express yourself. You have that feeling of emptiness, and the feeling that no one is there for you. That feeling that nopony understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore. I have this feeling every moment of my life.

    I try to kill myself, and fail. And then now i'm known as an attention seeking whore. But if I succeed, then suddenly, everyone loved me.

    I have to accept the fact that I won't ever be someone's first choice.

    1. Kevin Tang

      Kevin Tang

      So.... Does that mean I should not ask whether you're ok or not anymore?

    2. Melanie Mousse

      Melanie Mousse

      I've been in the same shoes as you when I was younger and always hung out on Facebook 24/7. I used to be known as an attention-seeking whore because I never got enough likes on any of my posts and always wanted more. If you know TwilySparky, he unfollowed me on twitter a long time ago because of my childish behavior behavior at the time.

      Of course, I don't know what led you to be feeling depressed. I don't know much about you either. But, that's not what I wanted to say here. What I want to say is that even we may seem like strangers to each other, I'll always be here for you and any or everyone else. I'm not the most vocal person as I'm a quiet person irl, but I understand how one feels.

      I don't want a fellow member like you to end up feeling like this, honestly. I love to see my buddies happy, and I want to see the same in you as well. If you have anything personal you would love to brush off in private, let me or any fellow member know.

      Even if this reply doesn't you, just understand that you're not alone and there are people out there that genuinely love you a lot.

       

      Edit: Here, have a warm and jolly hug! *huggles @Midnight Solace*

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