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Status Updates posted by Ganaram Inukshuk
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Umm, explain how I went from Kirin Pie to Fluttercop to Gallus just being grumpy or whatever...
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As long as there's a chance of what I have say to be rejected by the community, I will never share my thoughts on anything: not the show, not anything else in the world, not even what I had for breakfast three weeks ago.
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Can I talk about why I never participate in episode discussions or is that not worth sharing?
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what is and isnt worth sharing is up to the individual in question, some people find different things worthwhile as their starting point while determining what is worthwhile and the worth of something in general are different and usually based on prior experiences or systems that they have laid out for themselves in order to maintain a functional sense of communication or conversation with different parties.
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Came to the realisation that I don't look up to other artists and I had to remind myself why: to prevent myself from being compared to others.
There's no good way to share what I have on my mind because I feel like that rule starved me of interaction and improvement.
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Seeing my own work and then seeing some other works in DA for example can be tough but my starting point in that is that I am looking for something that i can improve on and incorporate into my next work. So i dont think comparing is inherently bad I'd say that it has enabled me to progress as an artist maybe more or atleast in different direction than what would have happened without that
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Personality flaw #1: Constantly wavering confidence regarding art.
Personality flaw #🅱: Will constantly obsess about the functionality of even the simplest scripts for hours on end.
If I ain't worrying about how my art looks, I'm worrying about how my code works.
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It'd be nice to have someone to talk to, but ehh, they all disappear eventually.
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Which is worse, being a person without a voice or a voice without a person?
This is how I feel about anything I make close to my heart; anything I have to share gets ignored or lost, so maybe it's better to do so without anyone ever knowing who made it.
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CharacterPrototype police_pony_prototype = DefineCharacterPrototype(ParseMedia(ConsumeMedia(GetMostSignificantSearchResultFromQuery("derpibooru", "police pony"))), "police_pony"); CharacterEntity flutter_temp = ganaram_inukshuk.CharacterDatabase.GetCharacter("fluttershy"); flutter_temp.Fitymi(police_pony_prototype); VectorPony mlp_characters = { ganaram_inukshuk.CharacterDatabase.GetCharacter("glimmy"), ganaram_inukshuk.CharacterDatabase.GetCharacter("trixie"), flutter_temp }; VectorString art_parameters = { "no parking", "legally allowed to leave meme", "pegasus", "police pony", "crazy", "drunk" }; ganaram_inukshuk.ImagineScene("blinkerscape_version_1", mlp_characters, 300, themes.NoTheme(), art_parameters);
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At some point I learned to never help anyone before I learn to help myself; the help myself part never happened and now I'm in a position where I not only rarely share my thoughts but I fear what others have to say, even when I ask for it and even if it's on a topic that isn't relevant to me.
Can't I just be a Turing machine and live that way forever?
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Seasonal depression is like a cold to me: it comes and goes and there's not much I can do about it.
Please don't share what you think; I can't have people thinking me the wrong way based on what I say and sometimes I can't stand what others say.
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And as usual, there aren't any discussions where I'd feel right at home or feel like I won't be ostracised for thinking differently.
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Things don't seem to get better, and no, I'm not explaining what's happening; the two things I've been told a long time ago (no details) are "people have it worse than you" and "no one will fully ever understand you", and even when I do explain, there's always misinterpretation, so there's never been a point to explaining ANYTHING.
I'll handle it myself; that's how it's always been and that's how it'll always be.
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Tell me, is being opinonless about the show (or anything at all) (or rather, having an opinion you refuse to share) a good thing?
I think so; I can't be invalidated if I never share what I think; happened a few times before and I'm not letting it happen again.
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Now I'm just far too tired to want to do anything.
Good. It's probably better that way.
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I just want today to be over with and forgotten.
It's ok if you don't care about what I have to say; I'll do my best to keep myself silent.
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And today has gotten slightly worse.
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You're probably tired of me babbling on and on all day; well, it's never like me to make a status update at every part of the day, but I've just had it with today.
There's no point in explaining what I'm going through to anyone.I don't need sympathy, either; I've solved every major life obstacle without ever asking for help; I'm sure I can figure this out on my own.
Hopefully, an ungodly amount of sugar will make me try to feel better.
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Today is just not my day.
Whatever, I guess...
Either that or it's seasonal depression; then again, not like anyone notices...
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Actually, why is it comforting being an absolute mystery to just about everyone?
Because those who figure out who I am, I fear I'll never see again. Being a mystery spares me from all the emotions baggage of losing those who know me and those who dare bring me down for being far too different; you can't tear me down if you don't know how.
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bro, I know how it feels to fear that everyone will not understand you, but trust me, its not gonna help if you keep everything about yourself locked up in a box, even if you don't wanna spread it to everyone you know, then at least let some of your best friends know, I've had the same problem a while ago, and trust me, opening up really helped me at the time
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Now I'm reminded why I kept all social interaction to as close to zero as I can.