Meh, I am just one of those people that doesn't exactly see the point in anything, because death will end it all anyways. So whatever happens, happens I suppose. Besides, it is not always as simple as 'grabbing yourself some confidence'.
You know that you have me on skype, and I will listen to your whole story if that opens up any way for me to help you... It´s not like not everyone has his story, with more or less stones thrown in his way by life.