Kyoshi Frost Wolf

When my mood gets like this, which happens often, many seem to not understand how difficult it makes everything, on top of the issues I already have. It becomes much harder to feel good about life, to even remotely feel good about myself. It is like a never ending chain reaction at that point. I often try to distract myself with my simple enjoyments, which that sometimes works and other times not so much.

I understand completely. A similar thing happened to me. My self confidence went down to negligible levels, and even simple things like getting out of bed became monumental tasks. When that kind of thing happens, it's basically your brain being sick. Think of it like an infection—not something that's inherently part of you, but something that's interfering with your life.

Actually, just a few hours ago I was looking back at some of the things I had written about myself during that time. It's definitely not something I'm proud of, but it's kinda strange that some of the things that I wrote are exactly what you mentioned here. In any case, trust me, your life is not pointless and you're not inferior to anyone.