Kyoshi Frost Wolf

stop. seriously, i don't want you doing this. although those are really good lyrics. do you mind if i use them?

Hey now... I at least can say I kinda know that feeling, to a small degree anyway... I love music and video games and all, but... Since about a year ago, I feel as though I've been slowly losing the enjoyment I contract from those things... It sucks, but... There is also reason behind it... I guess I'm not as upset about it as I probably would be though, because I realize I can fix it... I can try to edit the factors that have declined my interest levels.

Well...That's good for you and all, though we are not the same. There are really no factors to edit for me. My existence is just purely futile.

Pause. Kyoshi, don't think like that. You were made for a reason. Don't forget that. Whatever you're going through right now, stay strong. It'll be over soon. So stop talking like you're going to kill yourself. The last thing i need on my mind right now is the death of a friend.

You have special eyes

Like I just said, it doesn't apply to absolutely everyone in this fandom, but it is there nonetheless.

I like ice-cream but I don't like cats.

Are you trying to say because one applies, the other doesn't have to? because I agree, simply because we are bronies doesn't render us exempt. We like MLP, but We are human, and some of us American. We like MLP, but we are not perfect.

STOP SPAMMING MY INBOXXXXXXXX. oh and. kay im gonna come

I'll be there and i already am

Well, can't say I felt much different today being that my parents only made me feel more like I'm a failure in their eyes, even though they say the opposite thing... Meh, whatever

Goodnight Kyo hope things get better ^3^

I don't know yet. I am just indesicive. I will think about it, though I don't know what the odds are of me streaming today. Today started out fine, now it's just...nothingness.

Well Im sorry to hear that. You make people happy with your streams, and in turn it seems to brighten up your day. If you cant do it today then thats fine, take your time. *hugs*

You have people who care man

Ill skip in for a short while, but going to bed real soon so probably not staying long ^^

i'm there right now. My username is Princesskittyfalcon. Just signed in on Twitch

That was very good, thank you for sharing that with us.

Theres a MLP card game? Cool beans

Eeeeyup. It's pretty sweet. Many probably wouldn't think it is good or perhaps they think it might be too simple so it could be for kids. That is surprisingly far from the truth. It is quite deep and has all sorts of strategic possibilities. Plus ponies. Just the fact that we now have a great card game all about this wonderful show, it is glorious.

Then I must save up for some!

I havent been on here in several months... I decide to come back to see whats going on and saw that I had a friend request. what made you decide to add lil ol me?

Basically it is my attempt at being more social online, since my social skills offline are a complete disaster. I basically have no social life offline.

do you have skype? im always on skype

Now now... Don't say that... But now with interests, I can say the same just about... (Weird, every time I talk to you I seem to find a new similarity between the two of us ) For instance... I really don't have much that I consider "worth anything" that I enjoy... The only two of which really being music... Which is already debatable if it actually is relevant, and computer programming, graphics design, etc...

Now I'm not good at either, no matter how much I t...

try to practice... Though... I haven't given up... At least not yet anyway... :/

But... I still have the mindset that maybe someday something of any kind of worth whatsoever will come my way as some kind of freak destiny sort of thing... :/ And then there is video games, video watching, general media consumption... Things that will get me as far from landing any kind of job or anything, but... I seem to really only enjoy them primarily...... I mean, I know it's kind of pathetic o...

of me that I don't even really contribute at all... But... At least I'm doing the things I enjoy I guess... :/ (Huh, that message became less of an advice message and more of a connection kinda thing...) But... My point is... Even if it is just from a random avocation, isn't it a good thing if it's the thing that gives you any form of enjoyment whatsoever?

I have one

How about a sig of our lord and savior: Scoogah

Hopefully it all works out for you! Surprisingly that literally taking a chill pill can be quite good!

Hope it works for you,Kyoshi. I have anxiety as well,and it is a real problem. Can even lead me to seizures.

Anxiety can be debilitating. Sometimes everything is too hard to cope with and you just need a little help with it all. I hope the pill helps out a bit. =)

Where do I even begin? I am a 21 year old that is still mostly a child on the inside. I have Asperger's syndrome, I cannot drive, I get disability, I live with my dad, I have no social life, I constantly feel anxiety, I constantly pressure myself to the point of madness, I cannot do anything right, I have no real skill or abilities, I am hopeless, I am useless, I am a fuck up....starting to see why? What purpose does someone like me have in this world? Nothing.

Sounds like me... We have you in the world because we like you. Nobody would be able to replace you if you were gone )':

The hardest person to see true value in is ones own self. I know it's hard to believe where you're standing from. Hang in there.

pointless to you maybe. but you know. blah blah blah eye of the beholder blah blah

yeah man me too. I'm really tired of all this crap around me too. but i'm working on the plan to disassociate my self from all of it without making it seem like I'm shutting myself from the world.

oh well in the meantime we have the internet where we can vent and dream and escape for a lil bit right?

whats wrong with the present?

Weird, this kinda feeling just struck me as well about an hour ago, and still has been hanging on... For a few reasons of course, some of them the same as yours... Anyway, I wish I could help Kyo, I'm sorry you feel bad too buddy, but here... I'm at least going to try to brighten your mood to the best of my ability with this: *hugs*

Hug fest time