Kyoshi Frost Wolf

The self hatred returns. You aren't welcome, but come on in anyways. Remind me of the empty void that is my existence, because the more I think of it, the more I believe none of it matters. Yeah, today is now a bad day. Joyous. Constant thinking and reminders.

Another mediocre sig thing. Wasn't sure what else to do with this at the moment so meh. http://i.imgbox.com/potJ1rR9.png

Eeeyup, today is mediocre beyond belief. So far anyways.

"I'll self-destruct and die, if you don't allow me breathing room. Save me from my phobia of failing you again. I'll self-destruct and die, from the strain of pleasing the masses. I'm the dying pacifist."

"Is this what's left of me? Debilitated life? Look back and see nothing but myself wasted, This is what's left of me, What's left will be destroyed, Is it ever ending, My self hatred?" That is more accurate to my current mood really.

"As we fall our descent will be through our darkest dreams Our reflections just a memory of our lives past See the world standing still through blood stained glass You know that the pain won’t subside when you’re so weak Embrace the cold breath of truth And we won’t be in this world To hear the cries of the feeble or the meek."

"The mirror questions our worth every day And we can’t live up to it’s expectations Fills us with the hope of dreams that we can’t live up to Inside the nothingness floods with insecurity And I’m burning from within for something I can’t reach And in the end there’s nothing left for me"

Ugh....I hate extreme indecision...It always happens with me.

When no one needs you, there isn't much left to think of...

Super Time Force is like taking an NES cartridge and pouring a bunch of cocaine into the slot. Is that a good idea? Nope.

I am now live! I am streaming a new game, so come and join me. :3 http://twitch.tv/kyoshilonehearted

Update. I have added new sigs and avatars. Check them out here: http://mlpforums.com/topic/77071-kyoshis-sigsavatars-for-everypony-190-sigsavatars/

"Paralyzed by my envy of the night I am lost without you here and outside it looks like rain For the last time, I bleed myself dry tonight And nothing I could ever write, would help you understand this life There's so much beauty when your eyes lay lost in all the city lights The wax will drip as so as blood, romance is dead and all is lust. You are the water in my lungs, we've lost it. We are all alone."

Thank you all again for the wonderful stream! We completed Child of Light, and wow, what an amazing adventure it was. I highly recommend the game, easily. I will post details for the next stream later today.

I am now live! Join me as I continue Child of Light. http://twitch.tv/kyoshilonehearted

You damn kids and your iPods and dub step music and my little pony. Back in my day our ponies were HUGE! Grrhrhrhrhrhr stay off my lawn grrhrrhrrhr.

In one of those 'doubting my own abilities' moods. Not in a bad mood either weirdly enough, I just don't think I am that good at anything. Eeeeyup.

Despite me cutting it short, the stream was fun tonight. I hope to make up for it with the next stream. Beyond this, I feel okay right now. Just thinking of simple stuff. Simple enjoyments that I always go on about.

I am now live. Playing more Child of Light. I hope you can join me. http://twitch.tv/kyoshilonehearted

Woke up later than expected thanks to some deeply realistic dreams, feeling very 'meh'ish at the moment..

I am now LIVE! Come join once again in Killer Instinct! http://twitch.tv/kyoshilonehearted

Thank you all so much (cannot say this enough, ever) for the wonderful stream. The amount of support you show is amazing. I look forward to every night because of it. I I will post details for today's stream later.

If you wish to, come join me as I ramble on and play video games. http://twitch.tv/kyoshilonehearted

New signature I did for myself. http://i.imgbox.com/3vlAHYHF.png

Scoogah. With an h.