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Kyoshi Frost Wolf

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  1. The right side of my face is now swollen. I deserve nothing less.

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    2. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      I am a piece of shit that is why. I am useless, talentless and I have zero purpose or reason to bother with living anymore. Even if I did, nothing will get better, only worse and this is thanks to my fucked up brain. Why I was even born is beyond me, I shouldn't have been. Everyone would have been a lot better off.

    3. Commander Frost

      Commander Frost

      All of what you just said is a lie, your not useless and judging by the banners you make definitely not talentless, and everyone has a purpose. And im sorry that you think your life is shit but ive gone through a lot to, I know how it feels,you are not useless and no one would be better off without you.

  2. I don't deserve to live. If I could have the courage to overdose on these fucking anti-depressants right now, I would.

  3. I really wish I was a half decent person at least.

    1. Harmonic Revelations

      Harmonic Revelations

      You have talent and many other good traits, you're just too pessimistic. Try being more optimistic and see where it leads you.

    2. galaxysquid
  4. Just another pointless day.

    1. Harmonic Revelations

      Harmonic Revelations

      If you choose to see life as something that happens to you rather than something you're doing, then go ahead.

    2. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      You do realize that there are TONS of things that happen that are completely out of our control, right? Many things in life do happen on its own, many bad things.

  5. We all think we're generous But we only fool ourselves The only thing that matters is Our way and our vision Selfishly we're venomous But you know the time tells us There is more to life than our Higher positions, race for perfection Better, faster We must return to the laws of the nature Free ourselves from madness!

  6. Another day of probably not being very active at all. Depression hitting me as usual.

    1. Rockymoo

      Rockymoo

      Sorry to hear that. :/ I seriously hope your day gets better. I'm not just saying that, either.

  7. Let is all go, let it all go, if I could just let it all go...

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    2. Satsuki Kiryuin

      Satsuki Kiryuin

      Then let go of everything. Everything is being a butt. It can just go and carry itself through life. XP

    3. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      ......Is that sarcasm...?

    4. Satsuki Kiryuin

      Satsuki Kiryuin

      Nope. Of course not. It'd be rude if someone were to react to how I feel with sarcasm, so I try not to use sarcasm with others.

  8. This is one of the worst nights I have had in a while. For some reason I am just crying nonstop. Alone, not sure what to think anymore.

  9. I guess I will just listen to Rusted over and over again for the next hour. That song describes my worthless existence perfectly.

  10. I have this sudden urge to bash my fist into my face. Not sure if I will act upon it yet.

  11. The axe, the bottle and the rope The feeling there really is no more hope The thought of the great unknown And facing it alone The dark, the silent and the cold The feeling I have come to the end of my road Yes, these are the things I spend My remaining moments with...

  12. Well, my mood is completely ruined again. I will never be truly happy. I might as well die.

  13. I ahve added 4 new sigs to my thread. One of these is a new pair sig! Check them out here: http://mlpforums.com/topic/77071-kyoshis-sigs-for-everypony-75-sigs/

    1. Misty Rose
    2. Felix

      Felix

      Wow. I thought I'd wait a while so I could mail myself more than two links at a time. xD You've done a lot more since the last time I checked.

  14. I will probably be updating my sig thread soon.

  15. Another one on the block list. Just live it when people tell me that my work sucks, but doesn't tell me why. Yeah, I say it sucks all the time, but I am just a self loathing little bitch so it makes sense. These other people, kinda piss me off. Yay ignoring.

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    2. Thrashy

      Thrashy

      Jeez, people are STILL bitching about your work? You know, one would *really* think that all these folks would have better things to contribute to the Internet, better things to do with their time altogether than to sit around and gripe about banners. I'm kind of curious as to how many hours of sleep they lose over it each night. I can just picture them tossing and turning in bed - "Banners...not up to my standards...n-NOOOOOOO!"

    3. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      It wasn't the banner this time, it was my sigs. They apparently 'aren't all that great' aaaaand that is it. Just love the ability many have when it comes to giving proper criticism.

    4. Thrashy

      Thrashy

      Whatever it is they're criticizing, sounds to me like they have less of a life than [witty analogy goes here]. I guess it's just easier to leave a thinly veiled insult under the guise of "honest criticism" without actually addressing any of the areas in which improvement can be made.

  16. That kinda decent mood that I had is completely gone. Another night of depression, self hatred, and worthlessness for me I guess.

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    2. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      I just don't see much of a point to the live stream idea.

    3. Mr Underhill

      Mr Underhill

      ok, what have you got in mind? send me a PM with links to your work, I'll look at them and tell you what I think?

    4. Mr Underhill

      Mr Underhill

      have you asked for input about your work? here's nightmare cadences' thread... http://mlpforums.com/topic/79934-i-seriously-need-opinions/

  17. Had Thanksgiving at my mom's today. Very good meal with Oreo pie for dessert

    1. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Accidently hit go...Lets hope this decent mood lasts..

    2. Moonlight

      Moonlight

      Sounds good. Never knew Oreo pie existed though.

    3. Commander Frost

      Commander Frost

      AWW OREO PIE??! Lucky

  18. "I hate life, I hate this shit, I love you and I hate myself, I hate our world and everything in it, I hate loving you, I hate, I hate..."

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    2. Harmonic Revelations

      Harmonic Revelations

      Hate isn't a strong word, it's used so often that it's almost meaningless.

    3. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      There are a lot of words like that actually. 'Love' is in the same boat sadly,

    4. Echo Narcissa
  19. Give me some suggestions, if you wish to. Characters, theme ideas, whatever it might be. Go for it. In this thread of something. http://mlpforums.com/topic/77071-kyoshis-sigs-for-everypony-70-sigs/

  20. Really starting to look forward to the holidays. Something positive there I suppose. My mood has improved a little but I guess, but not by a whole lot.

    1. Valormos

      Valormos

      looks like your starting to cheer up thats good

  21. I may not be very active at all today. My mood really hasn't improved from yesterday.

  22. "Give me a reason to live....one more day."

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    2. A Jewel of Rarity

      A Jewel of Rarity

      and also look at all the people that care enough to help :)

    3. Valormos

      Valormos

      you got a point rarity

    4. Echo Narcissa

      Echo Narcissa

      Yeah, see. All these people came to help and stop you. Don't do this!

  23. Self hatred kicks back in in full fucking force. Images of brutal and severe self punishment pass through my mind. That is no exaggeration, it is what I deserve. Beaten to a bloody mess, that sounds about right, I deserve no less than that.

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    2. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      @Sadistic, This post has a lot more to it than just that stupid banner thing. (The banner does suck but it does work, so I am over that)

    3. ghostfacekiller39

      ghostfacekiller39

      Well, need to talk about it? I mean, it kinda worries me to see you saying this, dude. I wanna help you out somehow.

    4. galaxysquid
  24. Oh woopity do, another huge warning. Like I fucking care anymore. Knowing the odds I will probably be banned someday for some bullshit reason so whatever I guess.

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    2. A Jewel of Rarity

      A Jewel of Rarity

      i always hate it but the mods can't stop you from pm'ing people what happened

    3. Slice0Pie

      Slice0Pie

      Oh

      I played a game once called FeralHeart. It used to be amazing, but the MODs became shit, didn't care about anyone, did not do there jobs, and became overpowered

    4. Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      Kyoshi Frost Wolf

      @Nightmare, Harty fucking har. Not to sound rude, but that kind of sarcasm doesn't really improve my mood on the slightest.

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