This is what happens when I'm chatting too much with somepony

[Jokuc 8,173]

what is this big cringeworthy post... kill it with fire pls

[Kaborer 164]

It's worth it... I think so at least.

[Whiteshade 1,426]

The only reality is the ideal one

[MVC NVMXD JVRXD 2,406]

*reads entire post*... WOW. I don't know what to say... Idk if your happy, or sad, or what...

[Pinkazoid 3,493]

all the time it took me to read it.... it was worth it xD

[Love Hearts 93]

Hi hun, did it feel better to get it all out?

 

With your game, is there any way you could maybe make a new account and tell only the people you are close to and can explain that you just want to relax with them?

 

And as you said, you aren't ugly, you are really smart, and you are a social person. Just because you are on the internet right now doesn't mean you will be forever, and if you really want to change that then taking little steps to do so might be a good idea~ Just maybe cut down on the amount of time you are online for, only small amounts to start with, but maybe try writing that book you spoke of~ It might even help you through it~

 

As for the tree and bar, I understand, I am really sentimental too. But parents don't seem to realize or understand it. Have you tried maybe sitting down with your dad and telling him how it makes you feel? And how about putting something where the bar used to be? Something equally as nostalgic, or something you can build new memories to when walking past, or even a little post-it with a "" on it. Just so you can also see that even though things go, there can be things to fill that space that can make you equally as happy to be there!x

 

Have you ever thought about maybe something that you could store away like stickers of something you enjoy or something personal to you that you could keep just for you?

 

I understand how you must be feeling right now, and there is no shame what so ever in needing a little break from things at times!x

 

Hang in there...

 

 

Pinkie Pie is on her way with cupcakes!~

[Strafe 594]

*reads entire post*... WOW. I don't know what to say... Idk if your happy, or sad, or what...

 

True that, he doesn't sad, just stressed out and in dire need for some change.

[Finesthour 7,287]

I felt like I was reading a creepypasta ._.

[Cheshire Pegasister 5]

You know, I feel like that all the time too. It's like....I don't want to be on the internet, smiling and cheering other people on besides myself when I'm in my own personal hell hole. But, it's just boring without it and boring with it. I've always had a social life, it just gets smaller and less defined. I have time to find the friends I want and keep it to a small, but close group.

 

But, the biggest thing that my computer-reality self is affecting is: things I want to do. I always say, "I'll do it another time." or "It can wait another day." And it does and so do I. Things get put away and I'm so bored with either aspect of entertainment, I've lost motivation to do a lot of things that I used to love to do. I was starting to sew a Rainbow Dash Cosplay, and I've only finished two leggings when it is so easy and something that used to be so fun to me.

 

I hope that things improve for you, as I hope they improve for me as well. I've always seen you posting around and you seem like a very cool, collected person. I think you know how to figure yourself out and who you are both in and out of the computer-reality.

 

<3 Cheshire

[Guest]

I still hold title for most f#$%ed up back-story! (As far as I know)

 

 

The internet is a wonderful place.

I think most of us take it for granted.

 

If you feel bad, go for a jog.

If you feel happy, avoid the internet! XD

 

The cool thing about the internet is that (for the most part) you can choose to define yourself and be the person you'd like to be.

Of course, I'm not endorsing 30-year-old men becoming 12-year-old girls and stalking little boys.

Yuck.

 

Maybe, someday, I'll write a book.

I'll write a book combining my life story with all the shit I wanted to happen/ not happen.

I'm not complaining. I have fiery eyes of determination, and they're blazing right now *Shwang*!

 

It's easy to misinterpret things on the internet. Whenever I think I have a messed up life, I remember that millions of people are worse off than me.

That mentality has carried me through life thus far, and I don't intend to trample it any time soon.

 

If you ever question what you're doing with your life, go help someone.

You'll find an answer, then.

 

P.S. Don't live a life with false emotions.

I've been trying to enhance my integrity as a person by only reacting to things as I see fit, not as how others would like me to react.

[Aureity 3,055]

Dear god, man. You remind me of the narrator from "Notes from the Underground."

[Chill Mists (Chilly) 801]

So... you're happy?