mega thread How are you feeling?

[Dawnshine Wonder 2,217]

Relieved, defeated Elite Four and Champion and got move tutor unlocked in Pokemon Crystal again. I did not have to spend even one Elixir or Ether. Though I still don't have enough coins for Thunderbolt from move tutor. I guess tomorrow I'll be repeating Elite Four again, more money grinding. After that's done, Thunderbolt is getting taught to my Persian, I'll do Jolteon later.

[ZiggWheelsManning 12,213]

Annoyed this heavy rain is ruining my weekend  What about you @Snoopy Fan?  

[Snoopy Fan 4,794]

48 minutes ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

Annoyed this heavy rain is ruining my weekend  What about you @Snoopy Fan?  

I feel better than I did earlier because I’ve been relaxing at home.

[ZiggWheelsManning 12,213]

Sleepy and bedtime is surely coming up.  

[Bairro M Vagrant 932]

Relaxed, sis' kisses and hugs always so sweet and comforting

[Snoopy Fan 4,794]

Excited because I’m going to go see the new Looney Tunes movie today.

[Tao 8,493]

Ok,  a bit happy I got done with all the cleaning and organizing I wanted to do.     

[Clawdeen 16,078]

A bit pissed. The whole reason I agreed to rewatch this is so we’d do it together. Not me watch it while you do other things.

[tomatopotato 161]

Happy because I finally organized my desk in a way that satisfies me and also cleaned up the house a bit.

[ZiggWheelsManning 12,213]

Hungry, dinner is overdue for this busy end to the weekend.  

13 hours ago, Snoopy Fan said:

Excited because I’m going to go see the new Looney Tunes movie today.

Name of the movie in theatres?  

[Snoopy Fan 4,794]

2 minutes ago, ZiggWheelsManning said:

Name of the movie in theatres?  

The Day The Earth Blew Up: A Looney Tunes Movie

[Lnx1ynight16 1,425]

I’m okie. Just checking the last of notifications before I sleep 💤 

[Night Sky 500]

Dejected. 

Everyone one says, be yourself. When I am, they want nothing to do with me. 

Everyone says, be accountable. When I am people only resent the fact that my doing so might call them to account as well. 

Everyone says kindness and compassion. When I say I'm not feeling it, they say, well that's on you.

Everyone says speak truth to power. And then scream at each other that our truths are all different. 

Everyone says, we need to have a new and open conversation about trauma and pain. All I see is people running and hiding from their pains and traumas at any cost. 

Self-awareness is a blessing bestowed by nature. We're the ones who have turned it into a curse. There's nothing inherently condemning about Self-awareness, even if it does come with risks. We could have done better than this. We could do better than this. This isn't the best of all possible worlds. It doesn't have to be like this. 

I don't choose this. That's why I'm alone.

[Crypty Scribbles 5,737]

Feeling anxious like something is missing. Something important. But what?

9 hours ago, Night Sky said:

Everyone one says, be yourself. When I am, they want nothing to do with me. 

Man, if people do not want to stick with you when you're being yourself that just means that are wrong people.

Edited March 17 by Crypty Scribbles

[Night Sky 500]

1 minute ago, Crypty Scribbles said:

Feeling anxious like something is missing. Something important. But what is it?

Man, if people do not want to stick with you when you're being yourself that just means that are wrong people.

Yeah, wrong for me anyway. Have to face it, let go, start over, again. I get so tired of it. Then again, my experiences here at this very forum have shown me that other people similar to me do still exist in this world. That's something, but then geography interferes.

[ZiggWheelsManning 12,213]

What a morning, first it's technical problems to timesheets of a service agency and I have lunch to fill up on  

Edited March 17 by ZiggWheelsManning

[Tropical Melody 6,945]

Relieved I've put the spare wheel onto the car. Not done it before but went according to plan, pretty much. Knackered me tho, why are car wheels so heavy?

Just need to get the punctured one fixed now.

 

[Dawnshine Wonder 2,217]

12 hours ago, Night Sky said:

Dejected. 

Everyone one says, be yourself. When I am, they want nothing to do with me. 

Everyone says, be accountable. When I am people only resent the fact that my doing so might call them to account as well. 

Everyone says kindness and compassion. When I say I'm not feeling it, they say, well that's on you.

Everyone says speak truth to power. And then scream at each other that our truths are all different. 

Everyone says, we need to have a new and open conversation about trauma and pain. All I see is people running and hiding from their pains and traumas at any cost. 

Self-awareness is a blessing bestowed by nature. We're the ones who have turned it into a curse. There's nothing inherently condemning about Self-awareness, even if it does come with risks. We could have done better than this. We could do better than this. This isn't the best of all possible worlds. It doesn't have to be like this. 

I don't choose this. That's why I'm alone.

It's not a crime to be your authentic self, don't let anyone make you feel bad for this. The problem with when people are not willing to confront uncomfortable truths about themselves, they will never find an effective form of self care, this is common with people who may be addicted to drugs or alcohol, who may be trying to bury past traumas instead of seeking professional help, the worst part is people are shamed or stigmatized for seeking therapy or needing support, when no one should be demonized for admitting they need help.

You see, this is why I wished I could be in the fantasy world of Equestria, where altruism is valued a lot more. Sure, you get judgmental Ponies there still, like Diamond Tiara, but compared to the real world with humans, it happens far too often in our world. Doesn't matter what your politics or lack thereof are, it still happens. And while there are organizations that try to so something about bullying, the way it is being handled is pathetic and ineffective, and I am not sure this will ever change for the better long after our generation pass on.

I don't regret making my fan fiction, although I am taking a break before writing additional chapters of it. 

I think the real world is far too broken to fix, we as a species, may not even survive the next century the way things are carrying on.

[Night Sky 500]

4 hours ago, Dawnshine Wonder said:

It's not a crime to be your authentic self, don't let anyone make you feel bad for this. The problem with when people are not willing to confront uncomfortable truths about themselves, they will never find an effective form of self care, this is common with people who may be addicted to drugs or alcohol, who may be trying to bury past traumas instead of seeking professional help, the worst part is people are shamed or stigmatized for seeking therapy or needing support, when no one should be demonized for admitting they need help.

You see, this is why I wished I could be in the fantasy world of Equestria, where altruism is valued a lot more. Sure, you get judgmental Ponies there still, like Diamond Tiara, but compared to the real world with humans, it happens far too often in our world. Doesn't matter what your politics or lack thereof are, it still happens. And while there are organizations that try to so something about bullying, the way it is being handled is pathetic and ineffective, and I am not sure this will ever change for the better long after our generation pass on.

I don't regret making my fan fiction, although I am taking a break before writing additional chapters of it. 

I think the real world is far too broken to fix, we as a species, may not even survive the next century the way things are carrying on.

This can't go on the way it has forever. Sooner rather than later, we need to come up with something better than this.

[Lnx1ynight16 1,425]

I feel guilty. I haven’t been posting any drawing for a while. Idk why I feel this way? 

[Crypty Scribbles 5,737]

I was feeling melancholic yesterday. But now I feel better. Sometimes I just need to remind myself that it's better to focus on my own inner light rather than expecting anything from others. Plus, if I expect too much from friends, there's no place for unexpected pleasant surprise left ^•^

5 hours ago, Lnx1ynight16 said:

I feel guilty. I haven’t been posting any drawing for a while. Idk why I feel this way? 

Don't push yourself please ^•^

Create with a joy with your tempo, you don't have to feel guilt 9~9

Edited March 18 by Crypty Scribbles

[Dawnshine Wonder 2,217]

15 hours ago, Night Sky said:

This can't go on the way it has forever. Sooner rather than later, we need to come up with something better than this.

Unfortunately I do not see how it will get better, the indications are not there, if anything it is getting worse, we are rapidly on the decline, I cannot give specifics here as this is not the Twilight Soap box thread so I am limited in what I can say here, but the short way of saying this, is people are depriving poor people of assistance, more stigmatization of people unable to work, while ramping up funding for a potential World War 3, the problem is people are by nature, selfish. Yeah we may not notice it here as much but on other forums it's not hard to find people with absolutely appalling views, and it's a sickness that has existed with humans for as long as I can remember, and long before that.

Today I am not feeling the best either, a friend has passed away, I was told this by another friend on a personal social media profile, I don't know what caused his death, his family might find out after an autopsy report.

[Bairro M Vagrant 932]

Headache, can't sleep well, a gloomy voice keeps whispering near my head.

Edited March 19 by Bairro M Vagrant

[Tao 8,493]

Lazy and in the mood to just stay home and read.....

[Night Sky 500]

22 hours ago, Dawnshine Wonder said:

Unfortunately I do not see how it will get better, the indications are not there, if anything it is getting worse, we are rapidly on the decline, I cannot give specifics here as this is not the Twilight Soap box thread so I am limited in what I can say here, but the short way of saying this, is people are depriving poor people of assistance, more stigmatization of people unable to work, while ramping up funding for a potential World War 3, the problem is people are by nature, selfish. Yeah we may not notice it here as much but on other forums it's not hard to find people with absolutely appalling views, and it's a sickness that has existed with humans for as long as I can remember, and long before that.

Today I am not feeling the best either, a friend has passed away, I was told this by another friend on a personal social media profile, I don't know what caused his death, his family might find out after an autopsy report.

Whoa! I'm so sorry to hear that. Hang in there, focus on going through that. The world will still be here, and so will all of us.