Look at some of your old posts.

[Clawdeen 19,727]

1 minute ago, DubWolf said:

Hopefully we don’t have to live days like those again then

You said.. account from 2014? You’re gonna scare people!! 

What makes it even scarier is it was merged with this one. So it's like this account ate the other one

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[Raskolnikov 1,536]

I'm a n00b here still, but I went and checked my posts in an old forum I joined when I was 12 in 2009, and god... it's disturbing, because it just documents me being a reasonably normal if very sad kid, into a MORE depressed kid because of further child abuse, then into a total fucking asshole because of bad influences in there combined with a whole bunch of misplaced rage directed at others from the abuse I endured. I ended up sounding like such a miserable, racist, edgy and violent asshole who thinks bullying and horrible offensive jokes are funny and harmless and I wish someone had set me aside and stopped me and talked to me about shitty influences and how this behaviour is wrong, it gets worse every year seeing how awful and out of line I acted out on others at the time.  And you can see how events at home made me desperately try to fix things in a shitty relationship two of my friends were having over and over again and feeling overly responsible for it until one party turns on all of us and tries to blackmail us and we find out that he's been an abusive partner behind the scenes. Fun... I'm glad I changed dramatically after just a year being away from those horrible people to the point I felt alienated from them after a lot of self reflection and better influences to my psyche, though I feel sad because some of them were abused/bullied kids too who didn't know any better but never got better influences and now are still horrible people.

Fun post of mine, age 13, 2009:

Spoiler

Name: Huzuni
Meaning: Distress, mourning, grief, sorrow, sadness
Species: Panthera Leo (lion =p)
Pride: Dangerlander
Personality: Shy, kind, gets annoyed easily, a little evil and can start arguments easily.
Story: [Huzuni is my newest fursona. Everything is based on real life expect from the scar on the eye and the running away part. I named the pride Dangerlanders because it's really dangerous in the town I live in because of the cars.] Huzuni is just a random lion from the Dangerlands. He doesn't talk to anyone expect to his parents, the other kids at school and his hunting teachers because he's too shy to. [Yeah, this is true] He can't even talk to his half sister. His mother would hit him and argue with him sometimes because of that, and one day his mother gave him that scar in her anger. [Not true, but she still hit me hard D:] Heartbroken, Huzuri wanted to run away, and he almost did several times. Unfortunately, his best friends left the pride, and he had only a few more friends on his pride. After he reached a certain age, he decided to run away from home. Nobody ever cared about him. Only his sister could understand and care for him. He ran away, and never returned. [To be continued in RPs and maybe fan-fictions.]

Aged interestingly considering I DID run away from home the moment I hit legal adulthood and the cops couldn't stop me 

Edited July 9 by Raskolnikov