Count to a million

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Why depression valley?

[equerio 6,153]

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I like to call those periods of my life when I'm depressed "hitting the depression valley". And I'm pretty much on my way there

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,222]

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but why?

Edited March 17, 2014 by Rising Shine

[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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Noo! Equerio don't be depressed

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,222]

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[equerio 6,153]

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Well, sometimes I just go there, for no partcular reason (not intentionally ofc) but there are some reasons always.

And I also apologize for my future behaviour, I tend to argue when I'm there

And I usually can't help myself

[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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It's ok Equerio We still love you

Edited March 17, 2014 by The Snapp

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,222]

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*Hug*

[SparklingSwirls 21,511]

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I'm sorry about that, equerio

 

Still, thanks for explaining what you meant about your nationality

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a hug would really do

and my social skills at those times are CRITICAL, so it makes me even more sad that I can't just talk to people.

I'm at the gala dinner (closing of that competition) right now, and I just stand here and can't talk to anyone

Especially because there are a lot of new people around me

And I'm supposed to talk to jury members, but I just can't

Hey, no problem swirly! I'm glad to gelp

Edited March 17, 2014 by equerio

[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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Edited March 17, 2014 by The Snapp

[SparklingSwirls 21,511]

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*Gives equerio a long hug*

 

I hope you'll feel better soon

[Deae Rising Shine~ 57,222]

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We are always her for you.

[equerio 6,153]

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*hug back*

Thanks, but the problem is that I don't know how long will this last. It could be gone until tomorrow. And it could be here for months

[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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That really sucks.

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[equerio 6,153]

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It's quite nasty indeed

and now I just left the dinner without saying goodbye to anyone, and didn't even talk to jury members.

And now I'm standing 2m from the restaurant, asking myself whether I should go back inside. And I look like a weirdo right now.

And everyone is laughing inside

[Fishy Stick 7,833]

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I know that feeling...

Edited March 17, 2014 by The Snapp

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Don't know what to say ...

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I'm sure everything will work out fine, equerio...

[equerio 6,153]

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Aaaargh, this crappy feel

I actually have a fellow pianist friend from Portugal inside, but he is also friends with my ex-girlfriend (nothing wrong with that ofc, I'm totally ok with that) and she took him to her group of friends, and it'd be kinda weird for me to just hop in to their conversation

So the only person I could actually talk to is not available.

(it's that ex I told you about)

Edited March 17, 2014 by equerio

[SparklingSwirls 21,511]

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I'm sorry about that

 

It's kinda neat that your friend came all the way from Portugal, though.

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he came here for the competition

ok, I just made a wrong move, I went back inside. Nope, people are casually talking to each other and there is absolutely no conversation I could hop into.

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[SparklingSwirls 21,511]

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Are a lot of people there?