Count to a million

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Ah, whatever.

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[Sunwalker 981]

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No faith really. I guess I do need professional help, but I'm probably not going to get it.

I do know there are some meditation exercises that do not require faith, though this isn't something I understand much so I can't help you here.

 

I get how you feel , I also have a lethargic feeling. The ironic part of such things is that it makes someone to be unmotivated to get the needed help. Keep in mind that sometimes the problem is some chemical imbalance in the brain, which needs to be treated with medication, but a doctor is the one who should determine that. Even if it is not a biochemical problem, getting a second opinion from an outside viewer might be insightful

Edited September 28, 2015 by Sunwalker

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Keep in mind that sometimes the problem is some chemical imbalance in the brain, which needs to be treated with medication

 

 

Getting medication is probably one of my worst fears. I hate taking pills, I always feel like I'll choke. I feel uncomfortable taking medication of almost any kind unless necessary, and I hate the feeling of anything that could alter my mood or thought process. I always feel more on edge after taking it than before.

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I feel like there's one fundamental problem inbetween me and help.

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Getting medication is probably one of my worst fears. I hate taking pills, I always feel like I'll choke. I feel uncomfortable taking medication of almost any kind unless necessary, and I hate the feeling of anything that could alter my mood or thought process. I always feel more on edge after taking it than before.

I understand that, anything that might mess up with your mind and take your control away is scary. Anyways, meds aren't a magical solution, they might work with some people but not others... Anyways, I don't think there are any law that obliges you to take medications even if they are prescribed to you. Even if it is without medications, psychological help can be good, even if you don't want that now, you should keep this possibility in mind

 

You said chatting helps you, so feel free to PM me whenever you want to talk. Sometimes I might be busy, but I always check my messages

Edited September 28, 2015 by Sunwalker

[lomk 20,663]

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Work sucks today. Makes me wanna punch a giraffe.

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Thanks Sun.

 

 What I guess bothers me about it is that, from the way it's portrayed, it honestly seems like my entire personality is viewed as a problem. The things I supposedly need to "Change", or could be problems form basically 95% of my identity. The way I think, the way I feel, etc. It's how I've been since as far back as I remember. We take all that away and I'll practically be a different person, and that's creepy to me.

 

 I actually like myself, but it really seems from how the world works, like almost the entirety of how I think and act is a problem, but I don't want to make myself someone else.

Edited September 28, 2015 by BasementDash

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Thanks Sun.

 

 What I guess bothers me about it is that, from the way it's portrayed, it honestly seems like my entire personality is viewed as a problem. The things I supposedly need to "Change", or could be problems form basically 95% of my identity. The way I think, the way I feel, etc. It's how I've been since as far back as I remember. We take all that away and I'll practically be a different person, and that's creepy to me.

 

 I actually like myself, but it really seems from how the world works, like almost the entirety of how I think and act is a problem, but I don't want to make myself someone else.

 

You are welcome!

 

I don't think this is about changing you, but rather dealing about how you feel about you and how you see you. Being about happy about who you are is awesome . Everyone has his strong and weak points, this should be more about tweaking your shortcomings instead of changing the core of your being.

 

 

Work sucks today. Makes me wanna punch a giraffe.

 

Are you sure you can hit this cute baby giraffe

 

Edited September 28, 2015 by Sunwalker

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Okay, I'm done for now.

 

 I've got pumpkin pancakes.

Edited September 28, 2015 by BasementDash

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[lomk 20,663]

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Anywho. How is everyone?

 

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

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I'm eh. How are you Woona?

[Sunwalker 981]

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See you,

 

 

Anywho. How is everyone?

 

I was feeling a bit feverish earlier today, but now I am better . Apart from that, I am doing fine, by the way

Edited September 28, 2015 by Sunwalker

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Not leaving, just saying I'm done venting my feelings for the moment.

 

 Because Pumpkin pancakes.

 

They're really good.

[Deae Rising Shine~ 55,832]

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got those animal collecting done and the trophy, yes! Rest is hard stuff and farming ressources to build stuff

[lomk 20,663]

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I also am feeling very eh. Been awake since 5:00. Been working since 7 and I'm only now eating lunch.

 

Good to hear Sun c:

 

I'm just pooped. -_-

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night^^