Count to a million

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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How's Candle?

Edited September 22, 2017 by Dawnchaser

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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Hrmm

Candle is fine, but a bit scared

How is Dawn?

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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I'm good thanks.

Scared? How so?

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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That is good to hear

I can't be sure where my mind is going sometimes

Like losing control

I am scared what I might do

[Thunderlane 550]

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I haven't been on this site in over a year. I'm not really even a brony now. This is super fun to look at. Also good to see this is still going!!!! hahahaha <3333

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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Losing control in what way?

 

 

@Thunderlane thanks for the +1

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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Ikr Thunderlane?

Sometimes I start feeling extremely desolate and can't stop, even when I have all I should need to stop

I keep feeling hopeless until I tire myself out crying and feeling miserable

But thoughts along those lines don't come to me other times, I am feeling rather chipper atm, even

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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We're now in our hotel

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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How's the hotel?

And hi Caps!

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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I understand you Candle, i do the same from time to time

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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Nice hotel Caps?

Sorry to hear that Candle, do you find yourself in that sort of mood often or for long?

Edited September 22, 2017 by Dawnchaser

[DasCapschen 7,775]

Well... we're checking in while the police is investigating something in one of the rooms

Impression rather 

But we're just here to sleep so...

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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It happens about once a day, for about half an hour to an hour.

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

424311

Err, interesting hotel then

 

 

Edited September 22, 2017 by Dawnchaser

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

...stay safe, Caps

And it is nice to hear I am not alone

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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Oh not nice when it happens daily

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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Anything in particular that puts you in that frame of mind?

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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Yeah, it really sucks... fortunately it has only been the past 3 days, so I hope it becomes less frequent soon

I am not sure. There's many times I think of the past throughout the day, which is the main object of my misery, but only about once a day does it trigger it. Other times I am able to look well upon the past.

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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What gets you out of that frame of mind?

[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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I pretty much exhaust myself out of it. After some time feeling miserable I just feel empty for a bit, then spring back to well as ever.

[SparklingSquirrels 21,359]

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Sorry to hear that :/

[DasCapschen 7,775]

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*hugs Candle* hope it gets less frequent

I think it's good to think about stuff and even be sad from time to time but if it's daily that really sucks

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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That doesn't sound much fun Candle, it's good to know you get yourself out of it and it doesn't last too long.

If we can help, I'm sure we will

*hugs Candle*

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[CandleCandleCandles 2,012]

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Thank you, all three of you. I appreciate the sympathy and help. It feels nice to have people I can talk about it with, I thought for too long that I didn't have anyone to talk about it with.

*hugs* Yeah, I agree it's healthy to reminisce sadly time to time, I hope I go back to normal soon.

Yeah, I guess I'll just try to tire myself out whenever I feel it happening. I'm scared of what I might end up doing during the times.

Thank you so much. Love you all <3

[Dawnchaser 🌄 8,098]

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HiSwirls

Edited September 22, 2017 by Dawnchaser