Count to a million

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Well, I know I don't have to hear snoring.

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

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My cat is having a fit right now.

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I'm going to take a break. I'll be back later.

[Zyla Fae 5,405]

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What about, base?

[Discordly Cutiepie 2,065]

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Tulpa is best I'm soooo glad I did it

 

People might think I'm talking myself or dashie is not really

 

Say what you like she is real to me

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

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See ya Smash.

 

 I'm not sure Sey. She just keeps meowing non-stop. I think she wants my attention. But anytime I leave her alone she starts again.

[Zyla Fae 5,405]

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Does she have food in her bowl?

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

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Food bowl has food, water bowl has water.

[lomk 20,663]

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Well my mom just called me...I was gonna talk to her sooner or later but I ended up having to talk about some things I wasn't ready to talk about :/

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

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I hate that kinda thing, never fun.

[Zyla Fae 5,405]

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Gotta hate things like that...

[Hyperhooves 872]

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Hi

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

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Hi Hyper!

[Kawaii Besu 28,011]

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I know that feel Woona. :/

 

W

O

O

N

A

H

 

Hey Hyper!

[BastementSparkle 20,328]

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Guess I'll head off now.

 

 Night.

[Hyperhooves 872]

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[lomk 20,663]

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Yeah. She actually said she thinks I'm depressed. Gee. Thanks for noticing. I've only been fighting it for as long as I can remember. Or maybe she does know that I carry all this baggage but she doesn't talk about it? She's my foster mom and we're very little alike for obvious reasons. And I appreciate everything she's done for me. But I have things I haven't resolved yet. I've fought being depressed for as long as I can remember. And it comes and goes in cycles. I'll have periods of time where I'm excited and happy about everything. And I'll have times where I'm mopey and down and unmotivated. 

 

Currently,

 

 

It's all really a sad attempt at controlling something that I don't even have to be dealing with if I would just let everything go. But that's a hard thing to do. Very hard. I try to stay happy to the best of my ability but every now and then I have to let it out. :|

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I'm back.

 

Have you tried posting in Life Advice about it, Woona?

[lomk 20,663]

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I dunno. Maybe. Could have been a year or two ago. It's just something I've always went about with. 

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Maybe trying again wouldn't hurt.

[Kawaii Besu 28,011]

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[lomk 20,663]

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Edited January 25, 2015 by Duke Space Woona

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