I don't know why but I'm scared of pretty much everything and it really affects my life.
Here are few examples:
I'm scared of dogs because I don't know when they are going to attack me all of a sudden. And when dog comes near me my heart just starts racing and it feels so anxious.
I'm scared of cars and crossing roads, because I always feel that some car comes and runs over me and I try to avoid all crossroads when I walk. I would rather walk 1 mile to avoid the scary crossroad than go over it especially if there are no traffic lights and road is busy.
I'm scared of bridges and going under them and being under objects that are leaning over me. When I go to tunnel or under bridge my heart starts racing and I watch the structure above me to see if there are any signs of it falling down on me. If there are cars or other vehicles going over the bridge and I'm under it I get even more scared. I usually walk under the bridges faster than normal.
I'm scared of these groups with younger or older boys with these rap clothes and stuff. If I see them I try to avoid all contact with them and I try avoid walking near them if I have choice. If I have to walk near them it scares me so much that tears come to my eyes. It scares me because I'm afraid that they either attack me and injure me seriously me or make fun of me and bully me.
I'm scared of planes. When I see plane flying on the sky I'm always scared that it drops some kind of bomb or shoots me down.
I'm scared of flying in plane or any flying machine and being on ship or boat. I always feel that the plane is going to crash if I'm on it and I feel that ships are going to sink if I'm on them. I've never been on either of them because I'm so scared.
I'm scared of people that have some sort of weapon in their hands knife, gun, chainsaw or anything like that. I'm always so scared that they get this random urge to hit me with it and kill me.
I'm scared of blood. If I see blood somewhere I get this feeling that maybe it's my blood and my limbs and head start feeling dizzy and I get this feeling that I'm loosing blood. And if I think about cutting myself I can almost feel how it would feel in my brain.
I'm scared of moderators and admins here and everywhere. I'm scared of them because I know that they have the power to ban me anytime they want. I'm always blushing and get so anxious if I'm talking to them and I try to be even nicer than usual to them. I feel that if I say 1 wrong word then I'm banned. And I'm also scared of people that have more power than me.
I don't leave my stuff anywhere public because I'm always scared that someone will come and steal them.
I'm scared of insects because I feel that there comes suddenly this giant spider and kills me. I don't know what was wrong with me but when I was in kindergarten I saw this giant ant it was like size of a cat I was so afraid. I don't know if that is true but I can still recall that image from my head.
I'm also scared of all these terrorist groups and North Korea and USA and war and guns and stuff like that. Sometimes I'm also scared of losing my friends and family.
If my parents are gone too long from home I got this feeling that someone has killed them. And always when someone knocks our door I'm afraid it's some serial killer or murderer. Especially if it happens late in the evening or night.
I'm also scared that suddenly some random disease takes over me and I can't do anything ever again. I'm also scared of dolls and dark.
I'm afraid of spinning, because I was once in some theme park and there were this spinning device where I was forced to go. After that I couldn't spin again without feeling sick and dizzy.
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