Paranoid

What about Satanism? I'm a LaVeyan/Symbolic Satanist, that's what I would've voter for. LaVeyan/Symbolic Satanism, unlike theistic or spiritual satanist, is not a philosophy where people worship Gods or Deities, but rather, use "Satan" as a symbol of various things- including, but not limited to: Rage, revenge, individualism, lust, greed... Just search it up on Wikepedia and there's a great quote you will find that talks explains it quite well. I follow this philosophy/religion because after reading LaVey's Satanic Bible, I realized how much I have in common with this "religion" or as many call it: "cult". (Note: I have nothing against Christians or any other religious people, this is just what I believe in).

Author's note/ Warning: I am SO sorry this took so long. I have been busy. This in tor recommended for an audience under the age of 14. Strong references to drugs and mild blood/gore. _________________________________________________________________________________ Fluttershy did not retreat from her fetal position. Overwhelmed by fear and the horrid pulsating noise being emitted from the enormous speakers, bibber than anypony she had ever seen. She once more shyly lifter her head to catch a quick glimpse of the crowd, dancing about with manes and hooves tangled wildly to the rhythm of the music, which was a staccato of robot and computer like noises. This, however, was to no avail, for the cyan pony with the rainbow mane was nowhere to be seen. Meanwhile, Pinky Pie was able to find Fluttershy in the miserable state and walked up to her, nudging her slightly before audibly speaking: “Hi-a Fluttershy! How are you!?” “Oh! Um…. Hello Pinkie… I’m um… O-okay.” Fluttershy managed to squeak through her fear. In retrospect, it seemed to her as a bad idea to go along with Rainbow Dash to the party. Everpony was having fun… Everypony but her. She managed to stand up on her four hooves, attempting to ignore the loud music, as she diverted her attention towards Pinkie Pie. “Oh I’m so excited that you’re here! Come on, let’s have some fun!!!” Fluttershy did not reply to the pink pony, simply following her into the crowd and towards the DJ stand, where the music got even louder. Pinkie Pie approached the small case of stairs leading up to the DJ platform and scraters. There stood DJ Pon 3, playing the loudest music. Her head-banging was interrupted by Pinkie whispering into her ear. Fluttershy did not know what she said, but suddenly the facial of Pon 3 changed to a blank, then a warm smile appeared. Pon 3 nodded and walked over to her equipment, pushing a few buttons and looking directly at Futtershy. The music changed to a slow, melodic song and Pinkie Pie’s voice echoed: “Hey Rainbow Dash! Dashie! Come here!” Fluttershy blushed slightly, anticipating that Rainbow Dash would like to dance to this quieter music. Then, from within the crowd, the rainbow pony began running, meeting Fluttershy and then saying: “What’s with this ‘lame’ music Pinkie, I thought this was a party.” Everypony else began to adapt to this situating and was now slow dancing with their partners of choice. Fluttershy gave Dash a suggesting glare, to which Rainbow Dash replied with a casual shrug. “But first, I gotta go to the washroom…” She walked off through the crowd, disappearing and leaving Fluttershy alone and lonely. She simply retreated to a corner of the room and huddles, out of sight and out n mind. Some time passed, about an hour, before a high pitched yell was heard from the washrooms. Suddenly, the music was cut and everypony’s attention was redirected towards the female washroom. Fillies stormed in, along with a few colts and murmuring was heard: “Oh god is she okay?” “Oh no… What happened?” “That’s not… Is it?” Then suddenly, Pinkie’ voice was heard through all the talking, as she screamed in horror: “Oh no!!! Rainbow Dash!” What happened!?” Fluttershy, upon hearing the name of her life’s love, galloped towards the commotion and approached Dashie. She was instantly shocked and stood there, jaw dropped in awe. What she saw was her love lying on the floor, with some viscous foam exiting through her mouth. She was lying in a stall. The toilet appeared to be severely chipped, with blood surrounding the cracks. There was a copious amount of blood dripping down her mane and onto the floor from the gash in her head. Fluttershy instantly collapsed to the ground and inched herself towards Rainbow Dash. Both ponies remained silent as tears began to form in Fluttershy’s eyes. A tear rolled down her left cheek slowly and crept its way to the bottom of her face, disconnecting and dropping quickly to the floor. She began to speak franticly: “No Rainbow Dash! I love you! Please don’t…” She was cut off then the middle of her sentence with more intensive sobbing, bringing her nose closer to Rainbow Dash and nudging her gently. “Don’t go… Please...” No response came from Rainbow Dash, as her body lay lifeless on the ground. Instantly, a squad of medical Colts arrived at the scene, after receiving a distress call. In a panic, everypony evacuated the club with the exception of Pinkie, Pon 3 and Fluttershy, who continued to cry over her love’s limp body. Dashie was put on a stretcher and rushed to the hospital, as Fluttershy and Pinkie hastily followed. Upon arriving at the hospital, the two ponies were isolated from Rainbow Dash, who was quickly taken to the emergency room. Fluttershy sat down on one of the few seats and waited for any word about her special-somepony. Minuets felt like hours, and hors felt like days. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity of waiting, a colt wearing doctor apparel, exited the emergency room and gazed towards the two ponies, with a serious, grim face. Upon witnessing the concerned face of the doctor, Fluttershy’s eyes widened and pinkie placed her hoof over her mouth. The colt inhaled a substantial amount of air, preparing to deliver the two ponies the news about the patient. He sighed solemnly, before finally speaking: “I have good news… And bad news.” He meant to say ‘terrible news’ however did not have the heart to prematurely kill the hopes of the two ponies. Fluttershy could not gather enough strength to open her mouth and speak so pinkie spoke for her: “What is it doctor?” She said in an un-natural for her, serious tone; intently awaiting a response as she huddled to Fluttershy, who was barely managing to keep her tears in. She looks at the colt with a strict face that had a hint of disappointment and anger in it. “The good news is that we managed to stabilize her… Condition...” “A-and the bad news?...” Pinkie asked stuttering, hugging Fluttershy tighter, bracing her for the inevitable response. Fluttershy continued to keep her head hung and curled on the chair as he twiddled her ears, awaiting the response. “The bad news…” Began the doctor, pausing to take a breath: “She is in a temporary coma…” Pinkie gasped hysterically; no humor detected in her strong intake of air as she looked down at Fluttershy, who finally gathered the courage to list her head and looked at the doctor. Her face was wet with tears which continued to slowly drip down her face, constantly forming in her eyes. She was overwhelmed by anxiety and fear for her love’s life. She sat sobbing the chair, unable to speak and continued to stare into the doctor’s eyes, mesmerized by his glare. “We determined that she used a substance called Blue Heaven made the toxic blue plants of the Everfree Forest. Judging by her reaction, it was her first time… And she OD’d. The person who sold her the substance must have purposely sold her too much. This substance is not addictive… However, its effects are devastating, causing hallucinations. And not only that, she collapsed in the washroom and hit her head in the rim of the toilet. She required stitches…” Now the room became silent and the ponies were shocked at what they had heard. Pinkie’s jaw dropped and the doctor hung his head. Fluttershy, however, did not become any sadder. Instead she stood up with a blank face and walked out of the hospital. She quickly galloped home, burst through the door and quickly closed it behind her. She could only hope, through her insatiable sadness and never ending tears that began to erupt violently, obstructing her view completely, that Rainbow Dash would live. Fluttershy collapsed on her bed and buried her face in the pillow as her tears made it moist. No pony was there to comfort her, so she resorted to the only option she had to make herself feel as though she was with somepony. Fluttershy concentrated on remembering her moment with Rainbow Dash before they had entered Pinkie Pie’s party. This, however, only increased her sadness. She once again began to cry violently, with no end to the tears. No one knew what was going through Dash’s head. The drug she had taken was extremely strong and would leave a mark on her psychological state. There was no telling what state she would be in when she woke up, or if she would at all… __________________________________________________________________________________________ Expect more. After reading this and part one, Read the last kiss. Then I will be making chapters. Have fun, will be poissible publishing amini book. (Writing this update from school computer so yeay, cant stress the grammar!)

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WARNING: The following story contains mature subject matter (A highly detailed kiss). The recommended viewing age is 12-14+, however is not restricted to that. And I mean come on, if we own a TV this is nothing... _________________________________________________________________________________ The night was dark, and the crickets were singing a harmonious tune- augmenting the darkness ever so slightly. There was a cold, mild breeze in the air, just enough to slightly displace the mane of anypony who decided to idle out-doors. But she stayed inside, surrounded by the silence and submitted by the harmony of the night- FlutterShy slowly fell into a deep sleep. All was peaceful until... "Hey FlutterShy, you up!?" the voice of Rainbow Dash echoed throughout the house, making its way from the door to the shy pony's bed, interrupting her trance. "I am heading over to Pinkie Pie's dance party, ya in?" "Well I-... I mean I guess we... Y-yeah, sure..." softly mumbled FlutterShy to no one in particular, self contemplating about her next action, before getting out of her bed and walking towards the door. Upon exposing the aperture covered by the polished, wooden door, she was greeted by the excited face of Rainbow Dash as she once again spoke: "So you're in!?" she said blinking intensively three times afterwards and tilting her head slightly to the left before continuing to stare at FlutterShy; who then replied: "Y-yeah... let's go..." She walked back inside for a moment to make sure noting was out of the ordinary, bid farewell to her pet Angel and walked outside with Rainbow Dash. The two ponies walked along the dirt trail for a while. A gentle breeze in the night air made the trip more romantic for them, an the trail began to lead into a more urban part of Ponyvill. Entering the central part of the town, the calm and silence of the night was overwhelmed by the sound of music and a slight vibration of the ground. Pieces of dust and small pebbles were raised from the ground and almost instantly made their way back down, only to have the vibration once again ascend them. Pinkie Pie's house finally came into view. The house was a haven for bright light, loud music and was the source of the vibration. The two ponies approached Pinkie Pie's home only to have FlutterShy stop ten meters from the door. "Oh um... Th-this is quite loud... Maybe we should um... R-return to my place..." FlutterShy squeaked hesitantly, looking down as sher finished her suggestion. She turned her head and body to the left slightly, being the shy pony that she was, and this way shielded herself from a response from Rainbow Dash, assuming it would be negative. "Oh come on FlutterShy, it will be fun." Rainbow Dash replied looking at the shy pony. She then spoke again: "But before we go inside...". Rainbow dash extended her hoof and placed it under FlutterShy chin, using out to tilt her head up. This caused FlutterShy to blush slightly, look up and gaze into Rainbow Dash's eyes. The expression on both their faces became blank as they inched their heads towards eachother. Their lips met gently, locking in place. Rainbow Dash extended her tongue into FlutterShy's mouth, using it to feel the shy pony's tongue. FlutterShy released a soft moan as she relaxed her tongue, letting it be manipulated. Rainbow Dash used her right hoof to touch FlutterShy's left shoulder, afterwards gently massaging her entire left leg. This action made FlutterShy move closer to her lover and the affection bring displayed made her hind legs weak, causing her to collapse her lower body to the ground- sitting. She reached for Rainbow Dash's cheek with her right hoof, touching the soft skin. She then used her hoof to rub Rainbow Dash's neck carefully, later making her way towards Rainbow Dash's mane and brushing her hoof through it. Rainbow Dash exhaled through her nose, placing both her hooves onto the shy pony's shoulders, slightly squeezing her and bringing her closer. This made FlutterShy blush even harder as she allowed the other pony to effortlessly mover her. The two pony's minds cleared and their bodies became one, connected by the sheer love they were expressing, enough to end a war. After their affectionate moment had passed, the two lovers exchanged a glare. FlutterShy was still blushing as both of them released the kiss and backed off. The moment had distracted them from the noise coming from Pinkie Pie's house and from the vibration of the ground. "That was great, FlutterShy... Remind me about it after the party, 'kay?" Rainbow Dash exclaimed with an expression of satisfaction and ecstacy. She cracked a warm smile after completing her foreshadowing desire for thet love of her special somepony. FlutterShy did not manage to reply to this request, paralyzed by the unexpected exchange of one's affection and continuing top blush, entranced by the recent experience. A nod is all the shy pony managed to express before relaxing her frontal legs and collapsing into her loved one with a hug. She squeaked- hardly audible through the noise, and hugged Rainbow Dash harder. Rainbow Dash looked down at the dazed pony and hugged her back, showing a slight blushing and smiling with a very earn expression. She stroked the pink mane that was in contact with her warm body, only to make FlutterShy hug the rainbow pony even tighter and squeak again. The two lovers remained in theory position for some time before releasing the hug and smiling at eachother. "I'm glad we..." FlutterShy managed to say. She then looked down, activity hanging her head and blushing yet again, her mane covering her face as she squeaked: "Did that...". After finished her delayed sentence, she smiled under her mane. Rainbow Dash, hearing this and witnessing her girlfriend's status, closed the gap between them and rubbed FlutterShy's scalp with the side of her head affectionately. This caused the shy pony to look up at her life's love, then performed the same type of action, causing Rainbow Dash to feel contempt about their relationship. In that moment, the only thing that significantly mattered to her was to be reassured that FlutterShy was happy- that she was also contempt and to make sure she always would be. After being sure that their live ment something rather important and unique, they approached the door of Pinkie Pie's house, later opening it and stepping in. The wetter greeted with strobe light, excessively loud music and multi colored lasers. Upon hearing difficult louder and more definitive note in the rave song that was playing, FlutterShy jumped and upon landing collapsed to the floor in a defensive ball, Squeaking softly as she did so. She brought her frontal hooves over her ears and tightly shut her eyes. She remained like this for some time, before looking up and noticing that her love had already dissipated into the croud. FlutterShy was frightened, once again retreating her head into a defensive position and slightly yelping at every single, loude, ear splitting note of the music. She was ultimately alone, and her recent memory was not enough to comfort her.

Almost done Expect a prequel soon and sequel after that! BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMP! FINALLY! I AM DONE THE FIRST PART OF THE PREQUEL OF THE LAST KISS> THE STORY WILL BE CALLED: A Night's Breeze (part 1/2) Expect it in the fan fiction place. 'Hopefully, it will have been worth the wait' -Gabe Newell

Oh yeah, I am already working on a prequel, but it will be a total, psychedelic mind fuck of a story- expect that!

Monster= Psychological breakdown of subject 007. Real name appears ta be R. Dash. Monster entity is existent in physical world. No other information could be recovered. Back to sanity- the monster is a mind fuck basically. And why was the ending bad?

Warning: This Fan Fiction contains mature subject matter, gore, mature language and mild sexual themes (as in a lesbian kiss) Recommended 14+ but not too strictly (I mean come on, if you own a TV this is nothing...) _________________________________________________________________________________ Rainbow Dash backed up towards the wall, a black, cold flat wall. She was standing in a ‘T’ shaped hallway, facing the main stem that was joined by the longer line, thinner long hallways extending into oblivion as it seemed. The creature that had driven Rainbow dash to the intersection of the hallways was best depicted as: unnatural. It was what appeared to be a large amount of heaping flesh with spikes exiting it in areas where they seemed unfit, as if a genetic negative mutation. Its skin was a dark purple-black like color and it had no definitive limbs, only tentacle like extremities extending towards Rainbow Dash, also covered in spikes. Upon closer inspection, one would notice the creature had red lines across parts of its deformed body which were made up of dry, stale blood from, what we can assume are, its victims. “You don’t scare me you ugly fuck!” Rainbow Dash yelled with a rather confident voice in the general direction of the beast. She tilted her head down and scraped her left, frontal hoof along the ground as a way of threatening to charge. She lifted her wings in the air and prepared to lunge at the beast, however stopped due to the sight she was now bestowed with. On one of the multiple spikes of this creature was the head of Apple Bloom, hair still attached and skin slightly pale. The spike impaled her through the back of the skull and out the left eye. Looking to the right side of the creature, Rainbow Dash noticed the bottom torso and left leg of Sweetie Belle. The body of this poor pony had been crudely cut in half, exposing her insides which dangled above the ground, somehow connected to the remainder of the body. Rainbow Dash’s eyes widened and pupils became contracted, as she backed herself up to the wall, feeling a cold surface, yet surprisingly flat. She turned around to see that she was standing against a mirror and gazed into it. Before her stood Rainbow Dash, but the ominous creature was not in the mirror, instead she saw the corpses- some as a hole and other dismembered or disfigured, floating in mid air as if they were held by an invisible force. She realized that these were the victims of the beast and collapsed to the ground in a sitting manner. “NO!” screamed Rainbow Dash out of fear. She kicked the mirror causing it to break into sharp fragments which collapsed, entering her leg with the sound of flesh tearing. She ignored the pain and began to sweat violently. Looking behind her, she saw yet another unsettling thing, as the flesh of the creature began to rumble and tear, revealing a circular mouth containing multiple sharp teeth. The beast exerted a loud roar, causing blood and small amounts of fleshy tissue, along with a horrible stench of death and decay to be flung at Rainbow Dash. She realized that she was defenceless against this abomination, and rested her back against the wall, accepting fate and remembering her past. «I don’t want any of this. I have done nothing wrong. I don’t deserve this at all. I want to be with my friends Twilight and Rarity and Pinkie and with my girl friend FlutterShy! Why me! NO! No No NO! » As she finished her brief thoughts, a sound diverted her to look right. It was FlutterShy, her love, sprinting towards her. On FlutterShy’s face was a rather unsettling expression of pain, fear and sorrow. As Rainbow fixated her eyes upon FlutterShy, she saw that her girlfriend’s body was in terrible condition. Her wings were cut off, leaving bloody nibs with a small amount of bone visible through the blood, still fresh. Her left hind leg was broken and the frontal hoofs scratched, still bleeding and leaving behind red footprints. She was running as fast as she could towards Rainbow Dash, as tears became visible in her eyes. Suddenly, a noise of something flying through the air was heard. By this pint, FlutterShy was only two meters away from Rainbow Dash, as a spike appeared in her stomach causing her to collapse to the ground and slide towards her true love. Rainbow Dash continues to stare down the hall for a few seconds before diverting her attention towards her dyeing girl friend. A tear formed in the corner of her eye and slowly made its way down her cheek, hydrating the skin it had touched, causing a tingling sensation. As it reached the bottom of her face, it hung there for a moment before disconnecting and plummeting towards the floor. Falling, it made no noise until it came in contact with the hard surface of the cold concrete floor, making a faint splash sound as it did. In haste, Rainbow Dash lowered herself down to level with the eyes of her girl friend, who was crying tears of blood now, with her eyes half shut. Rainbow began to cry viciously at the sight of FlutterShy being in such pain. She slightly lifted the head of her love and looked into her eyes. “F-FlutterSh-Shy…” she managed to barely say through her tears. “Shh…” FlutterShy comforted her, “One l-last kiss…” Rainbow Dash lowered herself so that she was no lying in front of FlutterShy. Their lips met slowly, tongues touched as the exchanged saliva and were engaged in a magical kiss. For them it felt like an eternity, eyes shut as the memories of the past flashed before them. However, in reality this was only seven and a half seconds long, before two spikes had made their way through the air, being thrown by the creature as it is now apparent, and entered Rainbow Dash. One had punctured her thigh, through her cutie mark. The other, severing her lung and heart, exiting through her back as it was a curved spike. She collapsed to the ground, eyes wide open and pupils the size of small beans, as her body hit the rough surface of the hallway floor, making a ‘thump’ noise. She died. Flutter shy managed with her remaining strength to keep one eye open, as she extended her left frontal hoof to close the right eye of Rainbow Dash, placing it upon hey eyelid and pulling down; later, mimicking this action to her left eye. “Th-thank you…” FlutterShy spoke one last time before resting her head upon Rainbow Dash's and closing her eye slowly, entering an everlasting sleep. ‘Rest’ was her last thought before her body became cold, limp- ultimately dead. The two lovers may now be with each other forever.

I am straight, however this fact is not reinforced by all the Brony haters dubbing me (us for that matter) variations of 'homosexual'... Well, haters gonna hate I guess...

Who else here is into Steampunk enough to have an alter ego steampunk character life run along side your main one, or is that just me? Anyone?

When I was really little I believed that (I used to be religious back then, not I am an atheist) when anyone walked up or down the stairs of any house Jesus was watching you. Also, I used to think that FTW meant 'F**k the What'...

Well thanks guys. Nice welcoming comity here I see...

Why thank you. Oh yeah, <- Just had a Dery Hooves moment, how do I change me avater and where is this potion? I cant find it in the settings.

Whats up. I recently, and but that I mean JUST NOW made an account on these forums. I hope to enjoy my stay here and make some new friends. AS you will hopefully see, I am a writer, and have already made some stories I hope to post here. Also, I play guitar, swim, play ALOT of video games- and as unbrony like as this may seem: believe in the philosophy of Anarchy. But above all, I am a proud Russian! Thanks for taking the few seconds of your surely important lives to read this humble little post. Thanks -Resist (A)