Welcome to the forums @HappyGasProductions.
Anyways, I am not going to feel sorry for you if that's what you are trying to accomplish. You need to stop putting yourself down for starters, and start looking at the things you are good at instead of the things you wish you were good at. Practice makes perfect. The more you write, draw, and animate the better you will get. You cannot expect to be perfect right away, if that were the case then I think everybody would be doing their dream jobs. You are not going to get any better at anything by putting yourself down. "Where there's a will, there's a way." There is truth to that quote and it goes both ways, negative and positive. If you are only going to be negative then you are only going to get negative results. Start being positive about yourself.
I am not being mean, I am being honest. I know how you feel, I have been there, and I know it's not fun. Don't look at other peoples work and think that you will never be as good, instead be inspired. Tell yourself you will get better and that you will be as good, be determined to get better and you will, but at the same time remember it is going to take time, effort, and patients.