Cimarronboy

I'll attempt it. Hoping for the best is smart, preparing for the worst is equally as smart (especially well educated on what is most likely).

I suppose being prepared for anything is a good idea. I wish you the best. I am here for ya if you need someone to chat with, get things off of your mind.

Appreciated but I fear that not even a professional would be able to help. Seriously I put daren't attend counciling for fear of how it would affect the therapist. Besides I'd prefer joining that one exclusive club with the neat jackets and the funny rooms, it's a much more efficient method of getting the help I need, lol. What better help than laughing at one's imperfections.