Ryzu

But to run I have to give up so much that I'm not sure I can afford to lose. It drives me insane! I just wish I wasn't alone.

I wish I could be there with you.

Someday you'll never have to worry about being alone. Make me proud; do what you believe is right. Whatever you think is right, is right. I know I can't be there to help you see, but reach out for the day when I will be. Don't give up on what you believe in or what and who you love. That's what matters most in your life. What all would you have to give up? Tell me.

My school has a 97% chance of getting every student in college. And I NEED college for my career choice. I mean I have a small chance of being successful without it like my hero did but it's too small to bet on. And then I'd be leaving so many hurt people alone, with no one to shield them. No one to protect them, or to stand up when no one else would. Even if it means that person could die. If only there were more of me.