Hey. If thats what you need right now that is okay. Hopes and wishes don't have to be fancy, they just need to fit you and what you want. For as long as you're happy, it'll be a dream come true. And if ever do decide look at the world again, look to what can help on your plight. Look to the light and your hopes high! Got it?
I don't judge the Bisexual or the homosexual. If its something they want thats just fine. Don't be scared to tell your parents about being a Brony! My method was just drawing ponies and occasionally talking or singing about. Have confidence in everything you do! and don't forget to have fun with it!