Hocus Pocus

Motivation is hard... even for things I enjoy doing.

I mean, I'd say I feel like I just need a break, but every time I take one I just wind up laying around and doing nothing, and I'd probably keep doing that forever if nobody came along sooner or later and yelled at me for being lazy, but that only makes me feel worse about things. I feel tired in ways I cannot put into words, and even the most menial of tasks exhaust me. I'm always wanting to talk to someone, but whenever someone does offer, it's hard to keep up a conversation... But I guess that's okay since most of my friends aren't online all the time like I am; besides, part of me just wants to be alone, anyway.

How do people do this...?