Yeah, you get times like that with these things. But quite honestly, you are only, what, 15 is it? If you keep doing it and don't quit, just imagine how good you'll be at 25 for instance. You've got a big advantage. Use it. I mean, if you think that, you've got another think coming!
Well it's true. They say it takes 10 years to master a skill. You'll be a master at 25. That's valuable. So just keep in there man And remember the idea of muses, it's good for times like these.