Lunar Echo

Yea not having a job can be rough.  Maybe you could try to get something simple in the mean time and still look for a higher paying job while you work at the simple job.  At least then you have some money coming in right?  That is what I would do anyways, there always seems to be some sort of job out there even if it does not pay well.

if you are concerned with finances, get some money and open a bank account (or burry it your yard, or hid it in your bed...lol) and begin to build it up. any odd jobs, or loose change, cuz every little bit will add up!

(thinking of the "count to a million" post...)

 Eh. Think I've been through this once before.

  Danny from the Game Grumps knows how you feel. You ever hunt down and listen to a few of the things he's said about his own depression? I can't remember it all now, but I'm paraphrasing here. "We all have a finite time on this planet. It's that death, that end that gives it meaning. You do what you can.    ...even if that thing is urinating in public. I do alot of that."

   Suicide is no laughing matter of course. Most would say something about that you should think about what that would do to those you leave behind. I say, take a logical approach. What makes you think Death is an answer? You ever been dead before? The dead come back to you to give you a thumbs up to say that it ain't all bad? The reason I haven't offed myself is the same reason why I don't take any steps to satiate my curiosity about how life would be like if I ate my own live out.  ...I kind of enjoy what I got already.

   ...long as there's something still out there for you... the smell of coffee in the morning... the glory of a new sun rising on a new day... there's always something to look forward to.