Rikifive

For now I'll be mostly lurking around, but honestly it shouldn't be anything new, given I've been already quiet lately. I still have some work-in-progress things I hope to share eventually, and things I was asked for in the past I said I'll do, so that will keep me here for quite a while. If everything goes right, the rerun of friendship melody event somewhere in Q3 this year (I aimed at previous year but yeah that went great) will be my farewell party. That's the last thing on my list to finish.

What then, I'll disappear from the internet. Just hanging dormant like this makes me feel uneasy.

If I'll have good news to share, I'll be back. If not, it probably will be about time to give up on hobbies and just live the life as it is quietly alone, without false hopes, that I'll achieve something someday.

Yeah just send me $100 000 and I'll finally be able to live peacefully without depressing job. 

Seriously though, I just don't know what to do with myself. I gotta change my life somehow, I can only hope to find a job that will make me feel proud of what I do. Otherwise my life is rather meaningless at the moment, same old problems constantly multiplying. I guess I'm just getting old.

Life is weird aint it my friend?

Hehe,

I have a job that i can be proud of but am willing to change it with a better pay. A garbage man in australia is much more better than an aircraft mechanic in the Philippines.

I probably be in the same shoes as you if it wasnt for my fiance.

I suggest you put more challenges in your life.

Like do something you wanna do but can't.

At first id never thought that i could bike 160km through a mountain.... But i did. Please take note that i am a lazy person.

Also didn't know id have the courage to get married ( well planned. It's still in2026).

Well when were at that age what's there to lose?

Me right now: AAA F#ck it. Lets do it.

So yeah.... So @Rikifive

What do you wanna do?

Yea, life sucks  

Things are wonky over here too, much better to work abroad than try to accomplish anything here.

More challenges.. I think I had enough heh, I don't even know what I'd like to do anymore.