Just Jessi

Happy birthday Kitten 

Always in my soul, on my mind, and in my heart. 

I think there is nothing more fearful to me than the imagined judgement of a spouse who can't give it, except maybe the imagination of a widower holding a phone number in his hand. Both scare the hell out of me. 

Happy birthday Kitten. So much is happening. You would be so proud of the kids. Madison has a new job, and busting his ass off in college. Faith graduates high school soon. Casey and Madison have been together for a while and they are adorable together (if adorable can be ascribed to two young adults). That thing we talked about that you wanted me to seriously consider, well ... I'm doing it. Yeah. Better late than never. I know you aren't here physically with us, but we still draw strength from you in our day to day lives. I miss you hun. 

You would have been 42 today, and probably whining about that all day until presented with some carrot cake.

Love you Jess. Always have. Always will.

<3

—‘,—@

Always have ... always will. 

-Hug-

Happy birthday kitten.

Ohana Jess ... ohana. <3

Happy Imbolc / Groundhogs Day. 

It's been a rough season without you, but the memories have carried me and the kids like a breeze composed of love ... lifting a lonely lost balloon. 

Merry Christmas Jess. I love you.

One of your favs. Love ya kitten. <3

Inside joke time. 

You who die and are reborn, in this season of death, we remember your deeds.

You who are reborn, in this season of life, we remember your sacrifice.

You who die and are reborn, in this season of life and death, we remember what happened and we praise you in our living, and we praise you in our dying.

In death, we remember what happened and we praise you in our living, and we praise you in our dying.

~ Samhain prayer

Boo Kitten. 

We evolved together in harmony. Without you ... I'm not me. I love you. <3