KTAG

Hello everypony. How are yall today? I'm doin better. Sorry I've barely been on recently. I've just been having problem after problem. First off I think I have another kidney stone. If not another kidney stone then something is wrong with that area of my kidney because it's been feeling terrible the past few days. Second off, if yall remember last year I was apart of C.O.T.C and basically it was utter hell for me. Well I got invited into it again this year and my g-ma wants me to do it. So if I have to do it, then I'm gonna have to do it with more kidney problems. Third off. My stress levels have been goin crazy recently. This kid in my Culinary class keeps being a jerk (trying not to use anything really mean so I can keep my anger from rising again) and I won't even say everything that he did to me and my best friend tonight. Me, my best friend, and my culinary hour had to stay at school until 7:30 pm because we had to cook dinner for the people that are paying for our stuff. And this dinner tonight gave that kid the perfect opportunity to get on me and my best friend's last nerves. My best friend and I went out side to take a few minutes and a side of me came out that I never want to see again. It was a storm of rage, anger and swearing that was bottled up. I've seen myself like this a couple times and I hate it. Whenever I see that side of myself I feel like a monster. The complete opposite of the person I really am. It's a side I've hidden for so long and this kid is bringing it out of me very easily. I've talked with the teacher about this but she hasn't done anything yet. I'm  gonna try to switch my culinary hour with my financial algebra hour. My mom recommended me talking to my Sargent about this but that's not necessary since I can change out. Anyways I'll try to be on here more. BUT of course I'm not gonna leave on a negative note. Two good things came out of this tonight. First off the food was delicious and I got to take some home with me. (We made Chicken St. Paul with Vilut'e sauce. There was also rice, and a vegetarian lasagna which was divine). I also found out that another one of my friends is a brony. And the funny part is when my best friend found out, he got so upset about it. Cause a lot of his friends are bronies and furries. It's not that he hate bronies or furries, it's just most of his friends are always going on about their interest in either fandom and it annoys him. XD But out of respect for him I never talk about either one unless it comes up in conversations. But yeah that was fun to learn. It also reminded me that the people you may least expect to be into something, can surprise you by being a fan of the show. She even called herself a brony, (yes she said brony not pegasister) not just a fan of the show. So how have yall been?