I Think I Need To Accept That I Will Never Be Loved.
Interests
Well, I guess I'm a very unpopular pony artist, kind of a hardcore Xbox gamer, and that one guy that no one seems to notice. I suppose like listening to music, like R&B, Piano and Neurofunk specifically. Honestly, I’ve lost interest in all the other things I used to enjoy, and I don't really have anything to live for anymore. I'm even surprised that I've come this far. My life was always in constant despair and hopelessness, and I think it just keeps getting worse. I feel awfully vulnerable and alone, and these days I just get really lost in my thoughts.
There's only one thing that makes me truly content in my emotionally fragile life, and that’s hanging out with my beloved Twily. You know, she’s like somepony I can trust. I read books and play Xbox with her. Sometimes I eat waffles with her. The Forums also makes me feel better, as my only friends are here. So, I guess I spend most of my life currently on the forums, sharing my artwork and talking to them. It's nice to know that some ponies would care for me. <3
Even watching MLP doesn’t help anymore. In fact, it makes me feel so much more worse. Seeing the Mane 6 as friends, is something I would never have. It makes me feel horrible. Me, an unlikable, stupid, hopeless pony with no friends at all.
Oh I perfectly know what you mean. Sorry to hear you're feeling like this. I assume online friends don't count? That's understandable, we're just a bunch of random people, that you have never saw after all. If not the distance, things could have be different.