SpittyPie2005

so I told my mom that I think I have BPD, and I don't know what her problem is... you can't just google shit on how to help, you gotta get me tested to see if I have Borderline Personality Disorder. she knows i'm worried, but minors can't get BPD diagnoses because ''the symptoms are similar to teenage moodiness'' (which if you ask me, an actual teenager, is fucking bullshit because I've spent enough times around myself and my peers to know how teen moodiness works. how I act goes beyond that, but than again. what the hell does Spitty know?), so I'm just here suffering cause my ass can't get proper help. I don't think that normal teenagers lash out at people and threaten/hurt them. I don't think normal teenagers get impulses to hurt themselves because they're ''favourite person'' isn't spending enough time with them, because you feel like you're not good enough. And I sure as hell don't think normal teenagers have a cripping fear of imaginary abandonment and will cling to you, cut you out, extreme black-and-white thinking, and will cry even at the smallest change all for that sweet, sweet, fear of abandonment. So ya, people can say that's normal teen thinking, but like, I've never met another teen, tween, or kid like that...